sigh sigh sigh.. haiz..
today sch was okayy i guess..
ppl pon sch lah... attandance today is 33/41..
not bad not bad.. expected more ppl to be absent..
guess my class still counted guai..
i wan to pon.. but, today 2 periods of maths..
i can kill myself for skipping any maths lessons..
sian.. tues still got test.. gonna fail AGAIN..
yahh.. i juz cant studyy.. nth went in..
haiz.. eng.. sian one loh..
was made to do journal on the spot..
coz i didn't do.. lazyy mah..
then geog.. ppt cannot open..
like wat the fuck? no one bothers..
minus marks then minus marks loh..
i no interest in studies le lah..
can anione push mi to work hard?
haiiiiiiiz.. hate my life.. so screwed up..
went to mayy's house.. then to j8..
watched i do i do.. waited for more than 1 hr..
saw 1e1 ppl.. played true or dare to kill time..
so sian.. finally time to go in..
so, we watched..
i laughed at some parts..
my heart ain't laughing tho..
haiz.. went home after that..
rushing for tuition.. yeaps.. thats all..
i'm feeling rather down.. influenced..
-suicidal thoughts- ain't that serious lah..

~out of my mind!~