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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

heys.. wat should i say huh?
happy? haha..
it was like no more..
but i have somemore..
haha? dumb..
how should i say it?
happy? depressed?
cant feel much.. numb..
wad to do? sighs.. it hit me badly..
i want to be strong but i cant help it.
help me!
31th august 2005. 12:27pm. the ~~no more.~~
31th august 2005. 12:28pm. but the somemore.
~~~cries in the dark~~~

`pricilia*-
2:46 PM

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

sighh.. i've got nth to say..

i'm jus.. scared.. yahh..

`pricilia*-
11:20 PM

Monday, August 29, 2005

hey! i cant take it anymore!!

it's gonna be 49hrs SOON!

grr.. i cannot believe i survived that!

i jus.. arghh! rjhdjklbyrgusvydgosfgy!!!

i'm very.. MAD loh.. jus cant control it..

i tried loh.. but, did u?

u jus ignore mi.. wats the point?

hais.. ~~if u wan to.....~~ jus tell mi lah!

dun torture mi this way..

and dun make mi ~~hate~~ u..

i dun wish to..

so, i shall see tml..

hope nth is wrong..

~wats got into us?~

`pricilia*-
12:00 AM

Saturday, August 27, 2005

heys! i'm getting super FAT!

i had quite a feast today`!

afternoon was treated to swensens..

didn't have the mood to eat..

till lao pa forced mi eat one slice..

yuppx.. thats all i eat lah..

then dinner crystal jade! yummy..

i think it was my first time.. lol..

no one take mi ma.. until jus now..

yum yum.. so full.. i never even finish it..

Bought converse shoe.. like finally lah..

then hoh, went we came out of converse,

we saw a NICER shoe! but, black and pink..

quite nice lah.. as in, NICE lah..

better than the one i bought i guess?

i bought the all black one.. haha..

wanted to buy pink and grey de..

but, i think i'll most prob wear jeans?

so, pink? grey? jeans? dun match ba..

oh no.. i think i regretted buying..

i keep thinking of the black and pink de..

its reli nice leh... sighh.. how arh?

cant possibly buy another pair rite?

hmms.. nono.. my black de nicer.. lol..

u noe.. i'm jus bluffing myself.. haha..

i was damn sad today i suppose..

was so so high in the morning..

trying so hard not to think of sad stuffs..

sjab, kena tekan.. after so long of slacking..

it feels... GREAT! haha.. i'm not pian tai hoh..

jus that.. so long never get punishments liao..

pumping position on the drain! damn pain..

and hot loh.. under the sun leh! metal!

somemore mus do maths.. i still remember loh..

my question was 2 to the power of 18~!!

metal calculations.. stupid loh.. i failed my maths..

so now i will remember! 2^18=262144

it might come handy next time.. lol..

i feel that i'm reli very fake loh..

ming ming shi bu kai xin de.. ke shi..

que yao jia kai xin.. zhen de shi hen nan..

ke shi wo mei you ban fa ma.. ):

bu neng rang zhen shi jie de ren zhi dao;

wo shi ge bu kai xin a nu hai.. suo yi..

wo bi xu jian chi dao di.. jia kain xin.. (:

wo hao xiang hao xiang ta wor.. hai..

tian tian duo zai tan qi.. tsk tsk tsk..

bu neng zai xiang le lah! qu du shu!

chen ji na me cha hai xiang ze yang duo!

zhen shi ge da bai chi! ben dan! chun!

wo tao yan wo zi ji.. shen chu lai na me ben..

mei you nao xiang xiang kan meh? aiyoh..

suan le.. wo hao shi bai wor.. mei yong le..

xian zai zhe neng guo yi tian, suan yi tian..

yupx.. i typed in han yu ping ying leh! lol..

i bet got lots of mistakes.. but who cares..

oh, 16`28`49`50`57`59 still got one more..

will post it when i noe it.. guess wats that?

lol.. i dun think u all noe.. expect some? yah..

not gonna wait for phone call tonite le..

last nite ppl fang wo fei ji loh.. 3 liang fei ji!

3 ppl said "i'll call u tonite hoh.." but in the end,

none called loh.. made mi wait wait and wait..

and keep thinking, wat if all call same time..

then ended up no one called mi..

made mi stay up for nth.. humpf!

so, i guess i'll be sleeping tonite ba! haha..

dun bother to call liao loh..

save ur time, and save my time.. yeaps..

i'm gonna stop here.. i'll have to copy things..

yayaya.. the usual foolish thing.. so, bye!

~i wonder.. i reli wonder.. if u.. u.. reli do?~

`pricilia*-
9:35 PM

Friday, August 26, 2005

heyys.. yesterday wasn't feeling good..

things didn't turn out as wat i expected..

maybe someone was rite.. wo zui qiu wan mei..

yeaps.. i cant continue living my life this wayy..

sighh.. i jus hope.. hope that.. yah.. i noe can le..

today was sucky.. greatly affected by yesterday..

i was like hiding so much sadness in mi loh..

i still have to smile saying i'm okay.. hais..

after sch everyone went out.. i was pang-sed..

actually no la.. is i dun wanna go.. stayed in sch..

watched dance prac.. i wanna learn loh.. but.....

forget it lah pris, u can never make it! LOL

gene did great.. (: she was so cute loh..

lucky got her pei mi jus now.. i'm so lonely loh..

haha.. he came back sch.. toked a while..

he ignored my question as usual.. yeaps..

maybe i was rite.. or I'VE BEEN rite.. sighh..

i'm not the only one who said it.. someone too..

yeaps.. so, i dunno lah.. of cos i hope it isn't true..

hais.. stupid loh.. tml still got sjab.. so tiring..

i dun feel like going~! rahhh~! suck loh.. hais..

i reli not in the mood to do ANYTHING loh..

and knowing how bad my results is..

L1R5 more than 40! WOW! i'm so smart..

wat a great achievement.. hais.. crapps..

i keep saying i wanna work hard but can i?

i jus cant make myself sit there and start to study..

it jus wont come to mi.. arghhh.. idiot..

someone jus agitated mi.. ): i'm down.. ):

if thats all u wanna say, might as well dun say la!

u made mi filled with hope jus now.. but now?!

dun say things that u cant do lah.. ive had enuf of it!

how understanding can one be? so wat if i'm not?

haven't i've been understanding enuf? sighh..

sometimes, i'm reli mad at myself.. stupidddd..

k.. i'm gonna be MORE understand now loh..

i jus dun care.. like wat eun said.. i'm gonna ignore..

i'll jus follow wat u sayy.. i wont ask for anything..

~its jus mi being so dumb!~

`pricilia*-
10:52 PM

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

arghh! i'm feeling super shitty rite now loh..

i came back from booking the thingy ma..
then i was so tired, then i fell asleep for a while..
i woke up after like 5 mins.. still feeling super tired..
so i sleep again and put alarm clock at 8pm..

so, i tried to sleep for another half an hour..

but u noe wat?! i didn't hear my alarm clock!

PLUS! wen i woke up, i've got 6 msgs from 4 diff ppl!!

its like.. arghh.. i dunno how to say lah..

i tell u hoh, i rather dun sleep loh.. shithead!

fuck la.. how?? i'm feeling super duper bad rite now loh..

i'm so so so sorry for sleeping, sleeping SO LONG!

and no none tried to wake mi up in my house loh!

y are dey so dumb?! always do things at wrong timing..

arghh! i can jus keep blaming myself, for sleeping.. ):

~sorry, i wont want to sleep again next time~

`pricilia*-
10:57 PM

Saturday, August 20, 2005

heys.. been missing in action for like almost 2 weeks?!

lol.. i'm missing him now.. tho he's online..

but duno where is he.. away?? lol..

eh.. so qiao! he's back.. haha.. yeaps.. anw..

i bought something liao! whees.. i'm so satisfied.. (:

i'm so excited for THAT day to come loh.. lalalas~!

5 more days.. yupp yuppx..

that thing veyr nice leh.. i wanna kep it for myself..

i cant bare to even buy one for myself loh.. haha..

its okay.. its nice.. simply so so nice.. (:

was thinking pricilia, angela or penguin nicer.. lol..

so, decided on one in the end.. ((:

i spent ALOT today.. reli.. omg la.. next week no $$..

): gonna save up again.. toopid la..

if only i could claim money loh.. too bad i cant.. ):

kaes.. oh shit! i havent do something.. oh no..

gtg liao lah.. byebye.. see u around next time..

wonder when is the next time.. haha.. byee..

~i miss u and i need u too~

`pricilia*-
11:43 PM

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

fucker.. i dunno wat i'm sad or angry about..
its jus so frustrating loh.. arghh..

cant help it but cry..! stupid and foolish mi..

wat the hell.. its not even 10:30pm yet lah..

arghh.. my blog seem like it has turned into a

place for mi to vent my frustrations on..

inspired to sleep by ur fren huh? bullshit!

its getting earlier and earlier.. hais..

no wonder ppl say u cant accommodate to mi..

they're rite.. maybe one day u cant stand mi..

but, wat can i do? i jus cant help it..

i'm always the one being soft-hearted in the end..

i dun wan nor need ur sorry.. i've heard enuf..

maybe.. all guys are like that.. UNSENSITIVE!

would u guys jus spare more thoughts ur steads?

have u every reli think wat she is thinking?

whether wat u're doing isn't hurting her?

would it hurt for u guys to jus ask if she's okay?!

hais.. forget it.. kor toked mi abt some stuffs..

he's always there for mi.. provided he's there lah..

haha.. like a big bro to mi.. helping mi all these while..

~thank u once again.. i love u kor! (: ~

`pricilia*-
10:26 PM

Thursday, August 04, 2005

something is wrong~! and i dunno wat..

he seemed to be troubled? i dunno lah..

things aren't fine.. esp mi!

i'm not gonna be fine tml.. ): he's cold..

i jus feels like cryying.. ahhh..

stupid pris.. dun think bout it liao..

wat happened, has happened.. cant turn back time..

sighh.. super duper sad.. and he wont care..

he dun even noe wat am i feeling..

and i duno wat is he thinking.. wat else must i do?

is he.. reli.. reli.. errr.. changing? for good?

i cant imagine my life if its truee..

he isn't the same.. ): forget it..

i noe things will turn out like this one day..

jus have to accept it loh.. sighh.. suan le..

~i dunno wats going on between us~

`pricilia*-
10:39 PM

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

heyys.. today was a complete mixture!
i was super sad at the start.. sighh..

cried at the hall.. preparing for the worst.. lol..

then went to jcrc room.. then things got better.. (:

was like on the floor, putting my head on the sofa..

then more things happened lah.. yeaps..

i was like.. i dunno how to say lah.. happy loh..

didn't reli think of other things jus now.. so, ya..

i jus noe i love you! ((:

went home.. after watching tv, i slept!
the moment i wake up was 11:20pm!!

omg rite? then before that i was copying msgs..

then hoh, when i wake up, the book is GONE~!!

i bet is my mum who took it loh.. arghh! how ar?

she sure read all liao loh.. idiot one leh..

how could i fall asleep while writing rite? hais..

i am so STUPID!!!

now i dunno where is the book liao! irritating..

i searched the whole house except her room..

she inside sleeping ma.. or at least i think she is..
if i go in, she sure noe de.. ahhh! how how how??
i'm in deep shit now loh.. she sure ask questions..
she very bei bi leh!! how can like that steal and read?!
oh no!! i reli dunno wat to say if she reli ask loh..
she better return to mi loh.. if not ar, argghhh..
waste my time and effort wrote so much!
~i want my sms book backk!~

`pricilia*-
11:55 PM

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

arggghhh`!!i'm so bloody sad loh..

sighh.. maybe i shouldn't be..

but i jus cant help it! wat to do?

hais.. 2nd aug is always a bad day for mi..

both last year and this year... ):

25 july, good day.. 2 aug, sad day.. hais..

so qiao hoh.. anw, happy b'dae to the following..

jowie, peming and lion's bro... yeaps..

happy one year break up anni to u-noe-who..

yeaps.. thats all ba.. nth else to say le..

i'm jus wanting to say that i'm sad..

so.. bye.. i hate u loh.. stupid idiot!

~now i'm the one feeling like shit!~

`pricilia*-
11:36 PM

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