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Friday, September 30, 2005

sighh.. i'm sad todayyy.. yeaa.. SAD!

anw, yesterday i went to sch..
and saw something on the way.. guess wat?!

its a ~~condom~~! LOL.. its like, gross la okay..

and i saw it AGAIN this morning.. yucks..
lucky no more when i went home.. yeaps..

anw, yulaoshi very gu yi can? keep calling mi..
call my name nvm noe.. but always after.... ya..
irritating la.. but, its okay.. call my name more..
rarely pl call mi ~~ming hua~~.. but, i dislike it k!
where did i go yesterday? oh.. studied in sch..
a while nia.. with lao po.. then went home..
i slept after i bathee.. wokeup only after 9..
watched tv.. then slacked.. then slept again!
cant help it lah.. i dunno why i'm so tired..

anw, expected myself to be late today as usual..
but never.. heehee.. jus in time.. not early either..
then something funny happened lah..

maybe not funny to u lah.. but i'm still gonna say..

they asked kunming ppl go canteen rite?
then monitor/monitress one go see ms tan..
another one go see mrs vejay or whoever that is la..
then hoh.. both monitors have to go kunming de..
then no one go see the teachers.. haha..
k.. its not funny.. then hoh, biann came infront..
then mi sherk bian was like, u go there, i go there..
u noe that kind.. aiyah.. nvm.. its not funny loh..
bleah.. -.-'' i'm toking to myself again..

then lessons.. nth special happended i suppose?

chinese.. oh ya! i remembered something..
i went up class with bian ma.. then still got others la..
alvin, lincoln, eh.. who ar? i forget liao.. opps*
then 4 of them was bluffing mi it was even week la..
then alvin was like.. "no.. not chinese.. its eng now.."
then all of them said it was even week ma..

make mi blur blur de.. then honding was there too..

and said it was odd week? yea.. i think so.. haha..

so bad hoh they all.. like that bully mi..

after chinese was ss.. in a rather foul mood lah..

bcos i saw soemthing la.. which i cant help not see..

so, yeaa.. wasn't as chatty in ss.. then maths..

got this test lah.. i think one question from each chap..

i only got 10 marks loh.. i think full mark is 40..

but ppl also got single digit de.. and no time loh..

then recess.. canteen so many ppl loh..

so, i went to sit outside workshop alone..

actually, not reli la.. still got other ppl..

but, i never tok to them those kind loh..

was trying to read something before the test la..

but ended up looking around.. until marcus came..

told him i was sad loh.. yeaps.. sighh..

then dnt test, i not enuf time do.. never finish!

and i dunno how to do so many questions loh..

sure fail de.. hope he dun take alot % from there..

then break.. before emaths remedial..

and looking at her jus makes mi.. urghh..

then went up for remedial loh.. wat we learn?

mean mode median? dunno lah.. very little nia..

then mr cheng give back all of our UGLY graphs..

then there is pattern lah.. so lame loh..

mi and sherk was arguing bout it.. haha..

~~cos after his paper, its hers~~.. or vice versa.. lol..

then everyone one paper came back, we will check..

then tong so funny.. i ask him faster check have anot..

then he blur blur one.. stay there so long..

mi and sherk was laughing like mad! lol..

then saw some photos.. lol.. they cant find mi!

haha.. neninenipoopoo! so lame.. lol..

laughed alot bcos of that too.. which is GOOD! (:

oh ya.. mr cheng gave us stuffs.. cos of children's day!

we have to receive with both hands and say thank u..

then walking down that time, i saw something again..

yeaps yeaps.. eunice remember ask mi wat is it!

shhh.. dun tell any one kaes? lol.. kaes..

i didn't reli cry today! which is a good thing`!

i shall congrats myself (: its the 1st month.. lol..

yeaps.. anw, dun feel like going on liao.. byee..

~aku masih cinta padamu! (: ~

`pricilia*-
8:24 PM

Monday, September 26, 2005

!@#$%^&*
i cried and cried.. over a stupid thing!
i slept like the whole chem lesson la..
and i had a DREAM.. it felt so real.. reli..
the dream was that we're having chem la..
then everyone in class was VERY ROWDY..
it was chaotic? and ms lee cant handle them..
suddenly, someone came up to mi..
and he talked to mi.. he looked excited..
it feels that we're such good frens again..
he had something very important to tell mi..
he reminded mi to look for him after sch..
so that he can tell mi wat's the important thing..
and then, i dunno wat happened la..
ms lee continued teaching.. and dunno real anot..
its like half dream half real.. but connected..
as in, the things she teaching in real life or in my dream are the same.. its abt anions & cations i think..
so, i SOMEHOW take it for real la.. how dumb..
so, i asked someone if he have anything to tell mi..
obviously he said dun have rite? sighh..
i was like okayy.. there goes my dream.. :'(
i wanted to cryy.. but in front of him? hais..
so, i didn't as usual.. then went for remedial..
i tried not to think about it anymore.. i failed..
i cant take it and told sherk abt my dream..
and tears jus started to gather.. yeaps..
i was feeling so helpless.. dunno wat to do..
so sherk was like saying its only a dream..
but, it means alot to mi.. it reli does..
why cant i jus finish my dream or something?
this always happento mi!! arghhh..
i rather dun have any dream next time..

hais.. why some couples are jus so loving? even he and she.. sometimes when i wet out with them.. i do get jealous of them.. or, when she gets to hog the phone to talk to him.. its like.. i cant even tok to him la.. while they always look so loving in front of mi.. thats why i dun like eating dinner with them.. both of them usually will leave mi out.. yeaps.. does anyone knows how it feels? sighh.. forget it.. if only.. i dare to ask him that question, at least i will get an answer.. but i cant make myself do it.. cos i'm scared of him.. i jus dunno why.. i noe he will never come here.. which sometimes, i hope he did.. so i can tell him everything that i wanna say to him without feeling scared of anything.. if only i could noe wats going in ur mind.. everytime i see u, i will feel terrible.. but yet i cant avoid u.. everytime i tried toking, it will always turn out liek that.. so, wats the point in the end? the change was reli too fast for mi to adapt to.. like yesterday in church.. i suddenly broke down again.. there are 2 reasons.. one is, it was suppossed to be the 2nd month.. but it turned out not.. everytime church ends, we'll tok abt some fixed things.. i'm used to doing this every sun.. but now no more! after lunch, we normally go back church to do hw or studyy.. but wat was i always doing last time? copying some stupid things.. most of them were being copied in church.. so, how can i dun think abt it? i'm used to ur reminders.. but now no one reminds mi of anything.. sch tie.. i rarely use my own.. i was so depended on u.. cos the chances for mi to bring my tie is like 1/10? sighh.. phy tys, i dun even feel like doing them.. cos i will be using the ans booklet.. geography textbook.. how i wish the book i'm having now its not mine.. this list can jus go on and on.. i will never end.. hais.. i thought i've stopped being a crybaby.. but i guess im wrong.. will u ever be like the other 2 guys too? i hope so.. i dun wanna lose u.. u luv her > u luv mi.. thats a fact.. i wasn't the only one who thought so.. i noe i will never have u back.. but i dun wish u to treat mi transparently.. arghhh.. i shall not go on.. if only u're rading this.. i jus wanna let u noe; i still love u..

`pricilia*-
10:56 PM

Saturday, September 24, 2005

now 1:36 le.. but i'll blog abt 23 sep la.. yeaps..

firstly, i'll begin with a stupid thing abt my hp!

went sch, found out that my hp is gone!

not in my pocket anymore la.. panic like siao la..

then i was like calling my mum ask her check..

she say at home dun have.. so shit loh..

then mi and lion ran allll the way home to find..

on the way, saw no hp loh.. i was scared la.

then reached home, got scolded while finding la..

then i called my hp.. then someone picked up!

then the SOMEONE crapped alot lah..

then i asked if she's bird, she said no loh..

but seriously sounded like her la.. cheat mi loh..

then ran back to sch.. go to canteen.. lols..
i say my hp on the canteen table la..

then they said it was in my bag all the while!

so, i'm dumb enuf to ran all the way home la..

thx lion for pei-ing mi.. my honey.. (: lol..

then after flag rasing, they tok very long ma..

i stand there till i wan to ~~vomit~~ loh.. reli..

it feels so terrible la.. then i ren till i sweat alot..

lol.. so funny la.. i cant possibly vomit there..

neither i could go to the toilet.. cos i cant run..
so, all i have to do was to ren la.. haha.. yeaps..
then nth happened in the end.. (:

went for amaths.. learnt the sin, and cos graphs..

havent learn tan yet.. lol.. i've been attentive k!

yeaps.. i wan more participation marks!

i seriously need it lah.. it better help mi loh.. (:

then chem.. never bring anything loh..
sent to the back of the class la.. sighh..

then i was using sherk's AM nb to copy..

never get caught.. so lucky.. yeaps.. (:

have to copy another time soon.. but, when?

then english.. got back compreh.. i got 9/20`!

failed by one mark.. ): but highest 11 nia..

so, not bad lah.. (: i've improved.. heehee..

tho with some help from sam.. yeaps yeaps..

then recess.. quite moody? but okay liao..

then dnt, i no apron, also no pe shirt..

then 2nd kor was nice enuf to lend mi his.. (:

we did the drawing for press forming..

i drew an A.. dunno why.. cant think of others..

and P was used.. heart shape used.. so, do A la..

haha.. but i havent even drill hole! i'm slowww..

then after sch.. ate with sherk.. then stonned..

i was like, keep looking there, feels like crying..

but, NONO! cannot cry! heehees.. so, i didn't..

then i finished up my u-noe-wat.. now its done!

whees.. but things can be added in anytime.. (:

then stoned for super long lah.. so sian loh..

played tic tac toe with aldo.. and 4 in a row.. lol..

so funny.. yeaps.. and i ate 2 ice creams.. haha..

eunice! ta chen ji mo wo loh.. haha.. shhhh..

shall not broadcast it here.. so paiseh.. haha..

piggy mi.. lol.. then went home before 4:30..

wanted to bathe and get ready de..

cos going out with xy and JIEJIE no2 ma..

but i reach home only, i slept loh.. haha..

till xy called mi, i went to bathe all this..

meet her at amk first, then we went to bugis..

ate at kfc.. got jiejie to serve us.. so nice rite?
then we went to look for bags loh.. heehee..

i wanted black and pink.. but dun have la..

ended up buying grey and white? think so..

then xy bought blue and dark blue.. both nice..(:

then walked a while more.. walked in circles..
lol.. then went to take neos.. so dumb.. haha..
then went home by mrt to yck, and i took 162..

yeaps.. today's entry quite detailed hor?

compared to some others.. haha.. bored ma..

anw, to my faithful readers:

u all prefer like this ma?

or short short one can le? tell mi kaes..

but i doubt anyone even will bother to reply..

so, if YOU are reading this, tagg mi kaes..

lol.. i dun care hoh.. yeaps.. i'm jus too bored..
nvm.. going to be 2 soon.. i have to REST..

tml gonna study.. heehee.. make sure i study`!

~ta chen ji mo wo loh!~

`pricilia*-
1:35 AM

Thursday, September 22, 2005

sighh.. yesterday was too tired to blog..

these few days have been sleeping before 11?!
lol.. thats super early for mi la.. usually 1am?

dunno why so tired.. dun feel like studying..

so, go sleep loh.. yeaps.. haha.. i'm a PIG!

today sch.. hms.. lets see.. 3 hours of MATHS!

it wasn't as torturing as i tot it would be!

but instead, it was so fun la! lol.. esp, remedial..

cheng used new method to teach us i suppose?

he was super lame loh.. teaching us the circles!

butterfly in a tunnel; spotlight shine on prisoners;

mountain from cruise window; and lastly..

4 guys in a circle strecthing a net! LOL..

i think thats all ba? i remembered only got 4..

tml will teach another one ba.. i'm so curious loh..

he said the last one is gonna be ~~violent~~! haha..

i'm so looking forward for maths lesson now..

yaya.. as usual, pris is crazy AGAIN.. ((:

then stayed in the canteen for around 15 mins?

then supposed to walk out with fabian la..

then saw yj and tong.. they also going home ma..

then tong got papa zai.. so good hoh? lol..

then bian was being fetched to bus stop la..

then yj being fetched to the condo guardhouse..

then mi leh? i walk home ALONE in the end..

thx to all of them.. haha.. all pang seh mi.. ):

reached home, mother was like, wah.. so early..

haha.. cos only 4 plus leh.. i'm so guai today loh..

went to bathe, then wanted to do maths de..

but in the end, read through phy? as planned la..

haha.. yeaps.. read SOME phy.. then watch tv liao..

lol.. at least i did something.. will continue later.. (:

i suddenly so enthu towards maths loh.. HAHA..

maybee.. its only for this circle chapter.. lol..

hope exams come out more of these questions..

cos its the only chap in emaths, i reli understand..

others either half half, or dun understand at all..

i'm reli lousy in maths lah.. haha.. guide mi ppl.. (:

grins.. i laughed alot today leh.. esp during maths..

i was like, keep laughing la.. cheng so lame loh..

i think i've irritated sherk.. haha.. poor her..

get irritated by mi everydayy.. too bad for her la..

who ask her so suay be my fren rite? haha..

kaes.. i think i should get back to work now..

slacked for more than half an hour alreadyy.. lol..

yeaps yeaps.. so, here i go.. off to study`!

~jia you everyone! jia you pris`! (:~

`pricilia*-
10:23 PM

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

hais.. wasn't myself todayy.. it jus not right..

i have to try so hard to be happy.. yeaps..
dunno why, all this jus happens now..
and i tot, i was okay 3 weeks ago.. i reli was..
but, why the sudden change? sighh.. maybee..
bcos i tried, but failed? time and time again..
-cries.. wat am i supposed to do now?

i reli wanted to cry during last lesson jus now..

but i jus cant make myself do it lah.. sighh..

so, i didn't in the end.. only watery eyes.. yeaps..

feling very xinku inside loh.. realli.. argh!

no matter wat i do also no use.. no effect de..

i will jus have to keep trying and failing? ):

forget abt unhappiness ba.. lets see..

didn't go for extra lesson for amaths todayy..

due to ipw presentation.. yeaps.. last group..

so, we stayed there.. and i redo my u-noe-wat

now its so colourful? heehee.. i shall work on it..

also dunno for wat.. but, remembrance ba.. (:

see no one after ipw loh.. so sad rite?

cos ended damn late la.. finished around 5:45..

went home alone.. slowly.. reached at abt 6pm..

will be going to jog soon i guess? but i'm so lazy..

yeaps.. but promised ppl liao.. so, must go.. oh ya!

i must thank ruiheng for teaching mi amaths..

last nice he was nice enuf to waste some time..

teaching this dumb person.. haha.. thx anw.. (:

i quite understand le.. but, cant do la.. haha..

who cares la hoh.. hmms.. ah CRAP!

shall go now.. byebyeee.. (:

~he's starting it again and i dun like it~

`pricilia*-
6:59 PM

Monday, September 19, 2005

heehes.. ((: there's a reason to blog.. lol..

in amaths lesson, mr SONG was scaryy..

he suddenly can up to mi and ask mi if can do..

i said yes la.. but then never continue doing..

then i told him i dunno how to continue loh..

then he come and teach mi lah.. haha..

with his; awesome, fantastic, right on, great!

lol.. i keep wanting to laugh loh.. but must ren..

then he teach one part liao, then i continue doing..

then stuck again, then didn't noe he was near..

so, he came up to mi and ask why never continue..

then he teach again loh.. then left to find ans..

then got 4 ans ma.. i found 2 liao.. haha..

then i flip back to check the ans lah.. then hoh..

the next moment, he's there AGAIN loh.. lol..

and he ask mi not to be so kan chiong..

find all finish liao then check the ans.. haha.. lame..

so, yah.. i did it lah.. and move on to next question..

then he suddenly come back, and wants to see that qn!

then i was like, so regretting asking him one question..

haha.. nvm.. at least i understand more lah.. (:

anw, jump to phy lesson lah.. got back test marks..

i jus passed leh.. but i wont HIM! ((: by 2 marks..

pathetic rite? and i still say i will win him loh..

and i did it! tho i tot i wont.. haha.. yeaps.. ((:

didn't dare to tell him tho.. so, like that loh..

keep the happiness for myself ba.. haha..

and will continue to beat him de!! ((:

then after sch.. was so bored loh..

wanted to go home de.. but no one pei mi walk front..

so, ended up writing some lame stuffs abt someone..

mayy did it too! haha.. but sherk never.. yeaps..

i so so so feel like showing him loh.. but.. aiyah..

jus wanna know how he will react loh.. lol..

and was happy over something! =D

like finally lah.. its the first time wor`! ((:

yeaps yeaps.. thats all lah.. i wanna sleep! lol..

so, byebye everyone.. see u all tml.. (:

~if only, u could continue like that~

`pricilia*-
11:23 PM

Saturday, September 17, 2005

yoo hooo.. i'm taking a 'break' from bird's house..

stayed over there last nite.. now at home..

was doing ipw with my group jus now..

now done le..butnotmeeting mdm foong..
on mon loh.. yeaps..went out to lunch with them too..
i ate the slowest loh.. LOL but, who cares la hoh.. =X

we slept at 2 plus yesterday.. almost 3..

wanted to sleep a while till 4:30 de.. but, haha..

yvon woke up, but didn't wake us up! lol..

so, we didn't wake up at 4:30AM to go 7-11

haha.. thats like so dumb lah.. but its fun loh.. yeaa
i'm like going crazyy again lahh.. dun ask mi whyy..

sighh.. djshflydhfldjkvh;xlcbhjdfnfjkxhbchfdsl!!

*let out a deep breadth*

imissuimissuimissuimissuimissuimissuimissu~! (:

7th kor's injured.. =( he's so careless rite?

*shakes head* u better take care hoh! haha..

see, told u i'm crazyy liao.. haha.. x)

yeaa.. shall end here ba..

i suddenly dunno wat i wanted to blog abt liao..

hmms.. forget it lahs.. haha.. so.. byee.. (:

~dun ignore mi!~

`pricilia*-
5:07 PM

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

OH NO! i've made a promise to myself..

to stop slacking at 10:30.. but now? its 10:25!

honestly, i've slack for like 1 and a half hour la!

but, i did study before that.. -grins

did some chem notes in sch, tho i'm still blur..

then did some at home for phy! cos tml test?!

and i din't noe unitl xy lao gong told mi.. (:

thanks lao gong! i noe i'm wanted, by YOU! (:

searched high and low for my phy tys ans booklet!

guess where is it? its with someone la.. dumb mi..

but, not bad la, i cleared abit of stuffs in my room..

in search for the ans booklet! i need it.. but..

yah.. its okay.. i dun mind not having it now.. x)

whees.. cant believe i'm so easily contended..

i think huang lao gong will noe why.. lol.. -blush

anw, thanks for telling mi mcq ans.. (:

cant remember wat happened in sch exactly..

hmms.. was abit, ke siao la.. haha..

was being so unattentive towards my surroundings..

like day dreaming like that.. haha.. anw, err.. nth!

haha.. i cant remember wat i wanted to say..

whees.. it has been 2 weeks.. and, i'm fine! (:

err.. nth special happened today i guess..

cos, my mind is blank~! haha.. -thinks hard-

forget it.. conduction, convection, radiation`!

thats the thing in my mind now.. lol..

i told him i'll beat him in tml's test.. haha..

yea rite.. i can jus dream on! LOL =/

kk.. i shall go now lahh.. dun waste time le..

yeaps yeaps.. so, byebye.. see ya tml..

good luck to everyone! study hard..

few more weeks exams liao loh.. haha..

those words are coming from pris' mouth?

WOW.. its so ~~unbelieveable~~! muahaha.. =D

~hope this continues~

`pricilia*-
10:25 PM

Monday, September 12, 2005

hellos.. went round looking at blogs last nite..
and found out, the net lots of spammers..
sighh.. why cant they jus make a board..
that can reli make sure who the person is..
and no one will be able to hide behind names..
this way, no more spammers anymore..
BLOG PEACE! (:

anw, none of my business.. or maybe not yet?
yeaps.. my blog so quiet ma..
nth will happen de lah hoh.. =X
err.. i guess i'm feeling rather ~~guilty~~ now?
tho jus 2 taggs.. but.. maybe i was reli wrong..?
at least not as humji as some ppl i noe..
sighh.. i didn't mean it lahhs.. jus, dunno why..
too straightfoward also no good hoh..
yeaps.. but no harm done rite? hope so..
okayys.. so, case closed.. -smiles

hmms.. i jus read my letters.. like, AGAIN..
i still like reading them tho.. from, someone.. =sighh.. DO YOU REMEMBER? thats a nice song..
and i found out esther have it on her blog too!
whooo.. thats err.. cool? lol.. i'm crazyy..
all his fault! grr.. imrelimissinghimloh.. sighh..
forget it pris.. haha.. hopeless! -shakes head-
bleahs.. i'm such a harmless little girl.. lol..
wat crap am i toking? all no link one..
hais.. i'm feeling rather down.. all of a sudden..
LOL.. but, no fear`! will be okay soon.. ((:
-prays hard.. -nods..

i realised i crapped so much but never write
anything on wat happened in sch today.. lol..
hmms.. project did wrongly.. re do.. yeaps..
ipw slacked the whole lesson.. tml presenting..
sians.. still have to do my undone holiday hw..
but, i'm jus too lazyy.. should i pack my room?
later ba.. if i have the mood.. its SO MESSY!

arghh! i'm reli feeling sucky now lah.. rahh`!
thats another thing i dun like bout sch..
will make mi see ppl i dun wish to see.. sighh..
take the hols for example.. i was okay de loh..

but wat happened when i go to sch? urghh..
i'm scared my silly dream come true leh..
but then again, i cant do anything bout it ma..
wat rights have i got? i'm jus a small kid.. lol..
idiot man.. i'm reli going bonkers! help! call995!
eh wrong lah.. call woodbridge lahh..
they should catch mi back in there hoh.. lol..
can i jus cry it out?! why no tears one.. hais..
i'm foolish foolish foolish foolish foolish foolish!!
chao di wu di super duper foolish larh! hais..
sad case loh.. someone pls kill mi tml kaes? -yes!

You ask me do I love you but
Do you remember
Why I walked on water for you
Do you remember
My first steps on the moon
Have you ever wondered why
I gave three wishes to you
You asked a question
But the answer lies In you, in you
The answer lies in you -sighhs-
this song jus keep ringing in my head!

~i want my permem-hati!~ `cries-

`pricilia*-
7:06 PM

Sunday, September 11, 2005

heyys.. i blogged twice u noe..

and both gone! suckky.. but nvm.. lol..

anw, i've made a new fren i guess?

unless he dun treat mi as a fren la.. lol..

friday went to eun's house do hw?

quite fruitful i suppose.. tho lots more to go..

but, i did it! whees.. and i slept for almost 2 hrs!

wow`! but.. cant blame mi.. i'm such a pig u see..

HAHA.. went dinner with lao gong.. then home..

both of us were so brokee.. bleahs..

then sat.. which is yesterdayy.. went do project..

at sherk's house.. stupid maths project lah..

took so damn long to finish la.. 8 hrs plus plus..

sherk did most of the writings as usual..

went home with mayy, in taxi.. yeaps..

mayy: remind mi to return u extra moneyy..

Then todayy.. break down in ~~church~~..

for dunno wat reasons.. during worship..

not as bad thoughh.. yeaps..

i ~~slept~~ during service.. -guilty mi- =X

went out for lunch.. then to suntec..

walk here walk there.. i'm tired..

slept in the bus on our way home..

reached home supposed to do hw de..

but, ended up online.. haha.. sians..

my hw mostly not done loh.. sighh..

anw, i hope i wun b dead tagging at someone's blog..

can jus ignore wat i said lah..

at least, i tagged using my OWN name!

~school is starting so soon~

`pricilia*-
6:30 PM

Monday, September 05, 2005

sighh.. should i or should i not? hmmm?

wat were u thinking la! should i blog bout camp?
haha.. guess no one will be so free to blog..

so, i shall be the one.. since i cant get to sleep!

plus, this is gonna be a LONG entry.. (:

hmms.. 4 days 3 nights camp as usual..

fall in at 4:30pm on fri.. took attendance..

1st time being unit head cum bunk ic in camp..

its presssurising i tell u.. haha.. nice experience..

firstly. ran from 1st floor to 4th.. ran 2 rounds..

and came back to 1st floor.. blah blah blah..

back to parade square.. it was wet loh..

did barang barang inspection.. in the drizzle..

it was quite fast.. normally it feels like forever,

putting things in and out of ur bags! haha..

then go to bunk.. packed stuffs all this la..

then got checked.. then yah.. blah blah.. lol..

next? dinner is it? eh, where got so fast?

aiyah.. dunno lah.. food was alot loh..

helped each other eat here and there..

then i cant remember.. supper, then lights off..

2nd dayy.. woke up earlier.. went for pd..

stayed in the ambulance the whole pd loh..

uncle teo was soooo funny.. haha.. he's so cute loh..

if only he's my grandfather.. lol.. funny grandpa..

then went back sch.. bathe quickly..

then off for another pd.. lol.. pd marathon..

haha.. same unlce teo.. lol..

sat in the ambulance the whole pd again..

and i've to follow him here and there loh..

help him make and take phonecalls..

it was scary loh.. like, wat am i supposed to say?!

haha.. but, its not that bad riteee..

got to sit in ambulance for like whole day.. (:

back to camp at dinner time..

not much food left.. was, quite lucky i guess..

pity the rest who ate alot.. yeaps..

then.. erm.. we played games rite? yah..

maths game, some communication thingy..

and caterpillar.. haha.. its fun lah..

then.. err.. forget lah.. bad memory.. lol..

all i noe is we got quite alot of time to bathe..

everyday also can bathe leh.. unlike last time loh..

whole camp i think only bathe once or twice..

yupx.. after that supper, then sleep again loh..

and.. lights off at 12am lah, grace period till 12:15..

then my bunk hoh, we slept around 11:50 loh..

lol.. i was like, ehh.. still got so much time ar.. haha..

but, everyone was tired ma.. so, we tucked in early..

we had 2 peaceful nights loh.. so good rite?

i still remember loh.. sec 1, no peacful nights..

sec 2, 1 peaceful nights.. sec 3, 2 peacful nights..

next year leh? all 3 peacful nights ar?? lol..

next morning, 3rd day le.. so fast rite?

then had breakfast, then games!! whees~ (:

journey to the west.. haha.. dirty game..

flour, milo, jam, tomato ketchup on mi..

haha.. but not too bad lah.. last year worse..

last year all the flour stick in between the hair loh..

so disgusting lah.. haha.. this year okay la..

bathed with ting ting.. lol..

then we had lunch.. then get ready for BGI..

waited for the bus so long.. then board it..

sat with lion.. toked quite abit.. yupx..

BGI so bored loh.. after that go back sch..

got problem with strength.. dunno why also..

then ppl are like blaming noble lah..

i was so tensed up loh.. make mi think and think..

then still need my members to calm mi down..

so malu loh.. haha.. cos i was so jing zhang ma..

yah.. so, it wasn't my fault in the end..

dinner.. then skit preparation..

noble unprepared.. as usual.. yeaps..

so, we jus POM.. lol.. its over anyway..

no campfire loh.. dunno why also..

yah.. i cried tho.. lol.. so dumb rite?

ppl saying cheers all this; see performance,

i down there crying.. but not so bad lah..

no one saw.. haha.. supper then sleep..

my bunk left 3 nursing, the rest went home..

3 of us sleeping in a room.. its scary loh..

then woke up in the middle of the night..

we ecxercised.. lol.. then sleep till quite late..

fall in at 9:15am ma.. then i woke up at 8:45?

while others already awake dunno doing wat..

i was still sleeping loh.. so pig rite? haha..

ate, then clean bunk.. pack things..

push back tables all this lah..

we 3 do one classroom leh.. we took longer loh..

then area cleaning.. we've got canteen..

not bad lah.. not veyr dirty actually..

then i saw someone.. saw twice somemore..

twice while cleaning lah.. then once more..

when that someone was walking out of sch..

yeaps.. i was like.. arghh.. looked away loh..

debrief.. plus feedback session.. then fall in..

last parade!! and BREAK CAMP..

i was getting emotional again.. dunno why..

while waiting for them to go eat lunch..

i jus, felt like tearing again, but no water~

lol.. thats jus too bad lah.. dried up.. X)

so, ate lunch at amk.. the AJ there..

i ate my usual food.. satay beehoon..

i always eat that whenever i go there..

cos i seldom go there u see.. -nods

then home by taxi.. with sc and ren..

sc better return mi money hoh!

yeaps.. tried to sleep, but cant, so blog loh..

bored bored bored bored bored bored..

facing a silent phone.. ): i can jus off it la!

i'm reli not getting used to it loh..

at least last few days i went chalet..

then camp.. was occupied.. but now how?

i'm at home, its the holiday, not going out..

grrr.. i cant stand a silent phone! rahhh~

i will think alot again one loh.. sighh..

someone please help mi ar!

oh yah.. results back.. its GOOD!

number very big lah.. haha.. yups..

toked to ms tham.. oh wait, or rather..

ms tham toked to mi.. yeaa.. haha..

everyone is like working so hard now..

i should too.. i am already starting loh..

i dun sleep in class anymore, or that often..

i listen during mathS lessons.. and do..

other subjects, slowly lah..

i tackle my worst subjects first.. yeaps..

like wat dear said, i have to prove him wrong!

tho its TOOOO LATE!! -grrr ))):

trust him to say THAT! humpf~! so evil..

haha.. i noe he wont read all this.. yeaps..

so, i'm entitled to say more? haha.. lamee..

sighh.. nvm.. i'm lazy to go on..

i'm off to chat with 7th kor liao.. byees..

~i need u.. but u left out of a sudden..~

`pricilia*-
5:00 PM

Thursday, September 01, 2005

i miss youu.. :'( -cries hard-

i ought to stop.. i noe i will.. when?

sighhh.. i'm okay loh.. -smiles (:

i got my honey wat.. hoh lion?

yeaps.. there's alot of ppl who cares bout mi..

esp my lao gong, and my dear..

thx for everything.. dun blame urselves..

not anione's fault.. but mine.. yeaps..

to think that i still could dream of it..

stupid prank.. the dream felt real..

but too bad it turned out opposite.. sighh..

lao po dun feel terrible already kaes..

its reli not bcos of u.. and lao gong..

i noe u mean well.. (: thx everyone..

you guys have always been there for mi.. (:

oh.. i realised i slept on com table while crying..

thats so dumb.. but, nvm.. i do that often..

its so late now and i havent pack back for camp..

i'm gonna die tml.. i'm tooo lazy to pack..

i dun even noe if i lack of anything..

i've got no mood to do anything..

i dun even have CAMP MOOD! arghh..

kaes.. cool down.. yeaps.. can i pack tml?

i need sleep.. hw not done either.. sighh..

dun feel like going sch tml.. reli loh..

i dun wish to see.... the classroom! yah..

i dun wanna see the classroom.. sighh..

no matter wat, i cant hide for long ritee..

i'm very tired.. slept for about 1hr plus..

cos of 7th kor lah.. say wanna pei mi de..

in the end, sleep.. dun wanna wake up..

still promised to pei mi watch sunrise..

bluff mi de.. pang seh mi there.. -sulks-

oh ya.. i think i scared some ppl yesterday..

sorryy.. but, it jus flow without control..

haha.. cry laugh cry laugh.. so dumb loh..

aiyah.. suan le ba.. i think i'll stop here..

i gonna keep a lookout on something.. byee..

~hmms.. someone kept mi thinking~

`pricilia*-
10:07 PM

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