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Thursday, September 30, 2004

Hey... Gotta rush through this... Why leh? Coz i wanna STUDY... Reli... I going to study... Yuppz... Tell u all why later... Okies... Went sch, was so scared that I lost my maths text... Then was busy re-doing my maths... Then ah pa come tell mi my book with him... Make mi search and search in the morning... toopid... Hahax... Then reading period, wat was I doing? I noe I'm not reading... Oh yah... Toking crap with des... Hahax... So lame... Lolx... Then maths... Did the rotational thingy... Yuppz... Never listen... So sian... Then lit... 'played' lame games... also not games... Went diff stations see things abt lit... Yuppx... Nth much... Then jun xiong, tong liang and wei hao put the wax for gel up hair one on my hair... Then my skirt and worksheets also have... er xing ah...

Then recess... Stupid leh... mi and bird made a fool of ourselves...?? Hahax... So malu... Lolx... then got punished for art lesson... walk back down to parade square... Then run up... Yuppz... Did 30 push up too... Then art, dunno wat to draw... Havent even decide which question to do... Yuppz...Then dnt... Got the dunno wat tools... Lolx... Sian lah... CT, went to canteen... Was asked to draw the research... Mi still dunno wat to draw... When i started drawing, I found out I draw wrongly liao... Lolx... Stupid... Hahax... Then erm... Was being mad loh... Disturbing ppl around mi... Hahax... Today mi keep laughing... Lolx... *crazy ger*

Then after sch, waited for bird to go eat... Then eat liao, noe wat I did??? I went to study chinese!!!!!!!! Wow... MI? STUDY CHINESE??!! Yuppz... Was dragged by jing ting lao shi they all to go study loh... My first lao po... Hahax... So, I studied... Was given ting xie, then did lots and lots of corrections... *jing ting lao shi torturing mi...* Hahax... Like that also good mah... At least she made mi study... Yuppz... Went to library study mah... Then while we're at it, mi keep looking at the entrance... In case got ppl come in lah... Hahax... But, dun have... Lolx... Was being irritating again juz now... Disturb the rest studying coz I keep laughing... Yuppz... *sorry ppl...* Lolx... If I never keep myself amused, I will study till sleep loh... So, like that lah... Yah...

Then 4:30, library close... Went to canteen to continue... Then mi mother call... Balme mi for not telling her I found my maths text... Made her look around the whole house again... sorry lah... didn't know she will do that mah... somemore, I also told her dun bother liao... Lolx... Her prob... *see, I so bad hoh?* hahax... Then went home loh... around 5:45 like that... Reached home, bathe all this... type this journal... Then mi going to study!!! *woot woot* Coz I promised eunice liao... Yuppz... Muz keep my promise mah... Heehee... See, I so hardworking... Mi suddenly feels motivated.... Hahax... Later still have to continue my unfished corrections... Tml have to pass up to jing ting lao shi... Let her see... Lolx... Mi noe liao, next time must study with her... Hahax... If not, mi wont even touch my books de... Lolx... And xinyi too... Helped mi to study... thx peeps... Lurve u all... Hahax... Okies... I gtg liao... Wanna go study... Heehee... Buaiz... Good luck for exams peeps!!! Jia you worx... -tHx no. 1 Lao Po aKa JiNg TiNg Lao sHi...-

~YoU Le JiNg TiNg Lao sHi dE BaNg MaNg, Yi QiE sHi QiNg JiU NeNg YiNg ReN eR JiE Le...~

`pricilia*-
7:05 PM

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

Haiz... My dream... *sob sob...* Never continue... Mi forever wont know its ending liao lah... Haiz... Okies... Morning, Went sch... Keep thinking of it loh... Reading period was changed to cme test... Sianx... Was knocked or something? Guess its not on purpose ba... Then on the way to ava for geo..., mi and shek huay thinking of endings for my dream... got positive and negative endings... Lolx... Then erm.. Geo... I dunno lah... All I know is that wei haop keep saying again... Mi now known as 'the girl who is going after that guy'... Haiz... Something like that lah... Who I like, mi know very well... Dun need ppl to anyhow spread rubbish... Yah...

Then chinese... Sian. then recess... Did hw... Then get dunno wat form... Yah... Then eng... blah blah... So tiring man... Sci... was day dreaming loh... Then cme, changed to eng again... (kaes... I'm lazy to write further...) Oh ya...!!! I bite marcus... Lolx... Got me teeth marks on his arm there...?? Red red one... So long never dissappear leh... Not my fault, he let mi bite de... Then he still say not pain... *playful ger*

After sch... Marcus and wei hao down there take away my wallet again... Then throw here throw there... Say dunno wat took out something... But, I dun see anything missing... haiz... I dunno lah... They may juz be bluffing mi... Yah... Went to play in the rain with marcus and yan ren... Run here run there... Ran out of sch, ran back... Was soaking wet this time... Yuppz... So fun... Went to hug bird too... Make her wet wet... Wanted to hug shek huay... But, she dun wan... Then cannot lah... Yuppz... Dun wanna force ppl mah... Lolx... then went to eat... Then played in the rain again... Kicking the puddles of water... With ting and lion... shumay joined in later... Mi and ting one group.... both of us aim lion... Haha... Shumay never reli kick that water lah... Yuppz... Getting dirty and wet... Coz the puddles of water are dirty mah... yuppz... Then erm... Got teachers... So, we stopped loh... Yah...

Then erm... Rubber band was being taken away by the boys again... Lolx... Mi got back mine... Coz wei hao never hold properly... Hahax... Then helped them... Mi followed sean to the guys toilet... He so fake loh... Keep saying toilet got other guys... then mi dun believe lah... Yuppz... He hide inside dun wan come out... Mi asked ting to acc mi... Then Mi and ting block the doorway... Dun let him come out... He have to return the hairband first... Yuppz... Then he was asking us to call shawn first... Then ting fake fake go away call him... Then mi still dun let him out... Yuppz... Then he threw the hairband on the floor lah... Then mi got it first... Yuppz... Hahax... So funny... Then Mi went home lah... bird and ting acc mi.. Coz in the end the guys return to them lah... Hahax...

The hoh, mi finish my tuition hw... a few lines of corrections nia... Then went back to sch loh... Wanted to find bird de... Then see sch dun reli have ppl liao... Then heard from the boys bird went to acc ting... See see look look, no one around... So, mi walked back home again loh... Yuppz... Then bathe all this lah... Then tuition loh... Sian... She wants mi to get high marks... Which is so impossible if we are sitting according reg. no. for exam... I need lao pa beside mi... Hahax... Then went online... Chatted a while... Eat dinner... Then continue writing journal... Yuppz... So sian... Mi go off le lah... Nth to write liao... Hahax... buaiz...

-I hope nth bad will happen... I reli hope... haiz... dunno wat feelings I'm having now... Mi reli dunno... Its confusing loh... So many things happening... Dunno wat are true, wat a fake... Haiz... I'll juz take it as my another fantasy... okies... end of fantasy...-

~I tHinK i WaS SoMeHoW BluShiNg JuZ NoW...~

`pricilia*-
8:29 PM

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

Arghh....!!! Mi wanna cry liao lah... *sob sob....* I had a dream yesterday!!! Then was dreaming halfway, then I woke up... Argghhhh.... stupid lah.... I wanna know the ending of my dream...!!! I tried going back to sleep, but I cant... Haiz... how??????? Mi sad liao lah... Haiz... Actually today quite ok de... Until the ending of sch, mi started thinking abt the dream again... Then mi become blur blur, clumsy clumsy one leh... Dunno wat's wrong with mi... sigh... my dream ah..., can u repeat yourself and let mi continue it tonight?? Pls....... *sob sob*

Went sch, sci... Got back test paper... Hit my target mark... then eng... Did compreh... Anyhow do de... Then recess... collect some photos money... Make me feel rich... Hahax... Rich for a few days nia... Then have to pass up the money liao... Then geo... haiz... got simple mcq test... Mi got so many wrong sia... Then chinese... mdm nah came in see li hairong teach... Then li hairong was so fake kaes? on dunno wat computer thingy... Then when mdm nah went out of class, he stop the com... Then was given Chinese past years paper... Then we joined table mah.. Was some sort of playing with lao pa... Lolx... Wei hao down there keep saying again... Ass him lah... Then erm... Maths... test... I dunno how to do all!!!!! Then mi 2 questions never do... yuppz... failing for sure... guarantee... Then ipw... so sian man... Then went to eat... Waited for someone... Promised that someone walking out with him... Then I end up only walking him to sch main gate... Lolx... Was feeling rather down liao wat... sigh...

Then walk back to canteen, walked Eunice that group out... Then walk back to canteen... Yuppz... mi very bo liao... Lolx... walking around aimlessly... Thinking of wat nehx? Thinking of my unfinished dream loh... Haiz... The more I think, the sadder I become... Haiz... Then went home... Now is bird and shek huay walked mi out... Yuppz.. Then reach home, online a while... write journal... only halfway through... Then have to get ready to go out with my mum loh... The lantern thingy... I dun wanna go one loh... But, I cant break my promise... Coz hoh, I promise her that I’ll go with her tonite, then she let mi go out on last Sunday de loh... If I break the promise arh, next time no more terms and conditions with her liao... *see, am I smart or wat?* Lolx... Getting lame...

Okies... Went to the thingy... Was boring like hell kaes? All the old old aunties... Lolx... Got abit young ones lah... My mum age loh... Then got one girl also sec 2... But, we never tok.. Lolx... Then saw a group of boys walked pass... So cool man... And shuai too... Hahax... Okies... shall not tok abt it... Then erm... got dances... A lot ppl went to dance... line dance I think... Yuppz... I sit down there, waiting for sms... Haiz... But dun have... So sad... Lolx... Nvm... Then finish liao... Going to 10 liao then go home... So now, mi rushing to finish this journal loh... Yuppz... So tiring...

Okies... I want to go sleep!!! No matter wat, I wanna dream finish my unfinished dream kaes... I have to... please lah... I wanna know the ending... Okies... I think ppl see liao also sian... Mi keep talking abt my unfinished dream... Yuppz... Pray for mi to have that dream again hoh... Thx arh... Haha... Lame... who will pray for mi loh... Stupid... Hahax...

~WhEneVeR I tHiNk oF YoU, I SmiLe...~

`pricilia*-
10:20 PM

Monday, September 27, 2004

Yesterday nite, something happened... Then I cant sleep loh... So scared... Then morning cant wake up... Not enuf time to prepare... Hair messy messy one... Lolx... Then when I reached sch, saw someone also juz reach... Hahax... *wat's so funi?!* I find it funi can liao... heehee... Then erm... pe... hit the ball with the bat... Then geo... Was revising... Then got one they put 'st' there... I asked wei hao wat it is... Then told him the first thing that came into mind ming is Shawn Tee and Sean Tan... Coz ST mah... Then he hoh... Wa lao... Go round telling ppl rubbish... Mi explain till sian liao loh... Haiz... Say watever u wan... Mi ownself know mi innocent can liao... Yuppz... *no face see ppl liao*

Then recess... Ppl start asking mi liao... All wei hao's fault...!! Then it rained... Mi and ting tried to stand somewhere no shelther and see who went in first is the loser lah... Then in the end, its a draw... We decided to continue next time... Haha... Coz was following someone... Hahax... Lame... Then bird and shu may helped mi take things up to my class... *thx peeps...* Mi not reli wet... Coz rain not big and stood there a while nia... Walking in the rain make mi think of.......... haiz... Not supposed to think liao loh!!! *piack piack!* Haiz... Okies... Went back class, eng... Got lit test... Was like, shit loh.. I dunno how to do... Then anyhow write... all short short one... Wateva loh... sigh... cant be bothered... Yuppz... Then PM... stayed in class... Made us stand and one by one sit... Lame lah... Then hear she talk until I sleep leh!!! Hahax... Then I dun dare to go ask her sign class diary.... Asked shek huay to go instead... *thx arh...*

Then maths... Mrs wong never come... *woot woot* Then mi down there re-confirm the collection of the photo thingy... Yuppz.... Then wei hao *AGAIN!!*... He sat my place there... Then wrote stuffz on my foolscap that cover... Idiot one leh he... Then hoh, I dunno why, but I flared up... Then it was like, I very long never angry liao leh... Reli loh... Haiz... Dunno how long ago since I was reli angry... Then lao pa, still hit my head somemore... Coz of that wu gui che... Yuppz... Mi in bad mood, then I shouted at him too loh... Made him think I angry at him, I think... *sorry lao pa... Mi not angry at u...* Haiz... Mi tried not to be like time, a bit a bit angry liao... But, i dunno why juz now was so mad at wei hao... yuppz... Mi dun wanna change back to last time a bit a bit angry... Sigh...

Then chinese... dunno wat he doing... In bad mood wat... Was steaming kaes...? So long never have that feeling of anger liao... Yuppz... Then after sch... ate, then went home... Before that, eunice so cute lah... I purposely be wet blanket... *paiseh* By then, I think I wasn't angry anymore... Cooled down liao... Heehee... Bird accompanied mi home again... *so good* Heehee... then tuition... And I can come back sch!!! Mi mother not angry liao worx... Hahax... Then stayed a while nia... Eunice they all also want to go home liao... So, mi also went home loh... Yuppz... Then write journal till now lah... Hahax... Having another tuition with jie... Heehee... Okies... I gtg liao... Buaiz...

~StilL tHiNkiNg wHy WaS I sO aNgRy...~

`pricilia*-
7:29 PM

Saturday, September 25, 2004

Heehee... Today... not going to be at home... I going hotel... *woot woot* ahem.... Dun anyhow think arh... Not going there with guy... Lolx... No com there... aww... its gonna be boring... Sigh... Plus the fact that I cant sent anymore msg coz I only left 5 msgs before its over... trying real hard to not oversent.... Yuppz... A few days more... Sure can de lah... I hope... Yuppz... Okies... Morning was slacking... Going out soon... Yah... 3.30 I die die have to go hotel... Only can stay at BP a while... Okies... I've got nth else to write... Hahax... I'm in quite a good mood today i suppose... At least I think I'm happy... Lolx... Okies... I gtg liao... Buaiz peeps... See ya... Lolx... *smilex* Anyway... Thx... The talk sure helped...

~I'm DeTeRMiNeD... HopE I CaN... YuPpZ...~

`pricilia*-
1:59 PM

Friday, September 24, 2004

Hey... Today... Was also mad... Lolx.. Went sch, with my retainer... So painful... I so long never put liao loh... My teeth are moving back... Not straight le... Later get scolded bythe dentist again... *hide face* Then my pronounciation was so bad with that stupid thing in my mouth... Lolx...Hmm... Eng... Did the dunno wat lah... Then chinese... Got scolded for doing my art and maths... Yuppz... Then recess... Copied maths, also never copy finish... Then sci... Then maths... Did the 'my little toilet book...' Lame lah... Stupid crap... Maths stuffz lah... Lame... Then chinese test... Slept halfway.... Stupid loh... Then hoh, all so fast pass up one leh... esp, my lao pa... Never get to copy that much... awww.... I'm like so dead man... Stupid lah... Haiz... Okies... But, this time was quite alright leh... At least i think i know half of the tian xie han zi... Yuppz...

After sch... Took out retainer... Went to eat... Then was finding stuffz to do... So sian... Cant play octopus... Haha... Then played in the rain... A bit nia... Then played with water... Hahax... Then sit there... Was being shot by rubber bands by the guys... Hahax... Bully us... Yah... So bored... Friday is always so boring one loh... Tml, should be no sjab... Hahax... Ya lah... Should be lah... Lolx... Okies... Nth to write liao... Journals getting shorter... Who cares... Mi wanna read through all my journals again... Hahax... Buaiz ppl... Gonna read like siao... Heehee... Take care peeps... *smilex*

~NeVeR GivE uP... DuN FalL sO EaSiLy... Be MorE OpTiMiStiC...~

`pricilia*-
10:01 PM

Thursday, September 23, 2004

Hmm... Let's see... Lit, group presented... Thx to shimin... Yuppz... Then erm... Got bullied by my CTPW group leader!! Make mi carry that bloody big box home... Yuppz... Look so stupid... Told him I move house liao loh... Dun believe mi... Stupid leader... Lolx... Okies... Stayed back... Was being mad lah... Not my fault that I turn crazy... Something wrong with mi juz now... But, i dunno wat... Haha... Okies... I dunno wat to write liao... Erm... Actually, I'm lazy... Yah... Stupid day I had today... *sigh*

~LuRvE YoU... Do i? HaiZ...~

`pricilia*-
7:49 PM

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

Hey hey... Today... Went sch... Reading period... Slept as usual... Was asked to move front... Seated beside a dead cockcroach... *gross* Then slept until they asked us to close book... Lolx... Then geo... Asked wei hao wat crap he toking yesterday, he dun wan to tell mi... So bad... Then chinese.. Wat did we do? I forgot... Then recess, was playing with the cockcroach with bird... Hahax... I used to be scared leh... Now no more... Hahax... *smilex* okies... I know its gross... But, it is somehow intersting... Hahax... okok.. enuf... Then eng... Then sci... Got test... Sure die liao... So many I dunno how to do... *sigh* then cme, did eng too... Was comparing marks with kenyon... Hahax... Stupid... Then PC... Watch dunno wat brave heart thing... Heard of that show/movie before... But cant reli remember... Then got punished... By Ms Leow... Made us keep quiet for 10 mins before letting us off... Was writing stupid letter/note to est... Hahax... We are lame... Doing it out of boredom? Haha... So funi...

Then went to settle some problem lah... Yah... That's wat we feel kaes? Not saying other ppl or something... Yah... Hmm... Mi dunno wat to say... *ah... crap...* Lolx... Then ate... Btw, wei hao whole day say mi loh... Stupid leh... Speard until like that... All want to see?? Lame loh... Stupid... Anyhow tok crap... Wateva lah... And went home... Today went home early sia... Heehee... Got tuition lah... Yuppz... So bored... Time pass so slowly during tuition... So sian... Now online... Coz, SOMEONE asked mi come online... Then I come liao, also never tok much to mi de... Stupid one leh... Make mi come online so early... Hahax... Next time I dun listen to him liao... Lolx... Okies... I go off liao... Buaiz... -muackz...-

~It HavE BeeN a FeW DayS LiAo... HaiZ...~

`pricilia*-
5:55 PM

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

Yoz... Today... tried going sch with the hairband... Lolx... Looked so weird, but, I dun care... Hahax... Then Sci... Went to lab... Do the light bulb thingy... Then eng... Test... Was sleeping... Then she give out dunno wat lit thing... I was also sleeping... Dunno wat to do abt it... then recess... Was doing the magic thingy... Then got extra coins appear... Then they throw into my blouse? Yah... They said ting threw it in... I tried to take it out, but, dun have loh... I tuck out my clothes liao... Still dun have loh... Then the coin hoh, appear suddenly, dissappear suddenly... Scare ppl de leh... I was omehow freaked out... Lolx... Then Geo... revise... Then chinese... Did that worksheet again... Stupid one leh... Forcing ppl to study? Then mi copied... *opps* But, still did badly loh... Hahax... Stupid one leh... Then maths... She teach new stuffz... I more blur loh... Haha.. Stupid rite? Lolx... Then ipw... SiaNx...

Then eat lunch and crap lah... Was release very late loh... After eating, chatted there... They tok crap lah... Mi dun dare to have high hopes... All is juz crap loh... Yah... I'm sure its all crap... Lolx... Wat I toking abt?? Hahax...Then erm... Went home liao... While walking home... Was arguing with bird... About wat beam said... Mine sounds logical loh... Hahax... Ya... If it reli happens... Also good lah... Will be happy for them de... Heehee... Reli loh... Not bad wat... Hahax... Okies.. I getting more and more mad liao... Lolx... Hmm... I dunno wat to write liao leh... I tot I got a lot to write... Haiz... Still have not lose my voice yet... Lolx... Erm... K lah... Gtg liao... Buaiz... Heehee... *smilex*

~WhY aM I sO HapPy SuDdEnLy...? Hahax...~

`pricilia*-
6:51 PM

Monday, September 20, 2004

Today, went sch with none of my hw done... Haiz... Btw, I wanna try writing journal another way...

0710 --> Reached sch?
0735 --> PE -played softball-
0855 --> Geo -got back geo marks-
1015 --> Recess -a STUPID and EMBARESSING thing happened...-
1055 --> English -got back marks for newspaper report-
1135 --> PM -went to T-hub-
1215 --> Maths -got back maths paper-
1255 --> Chinese -So stupid loh...-
1315 --> Ate lunch
1415 --> Had a lame BPS meeting... (Bird, Pris and Shek huay)
1430 --> Chatted a while... -deciding to go home or not-
1445 --> Went home for chinese tuition...
1500 --> Chinese tuition start...
1630 --> It ended...
1700 --> Went out to eat with my mum and walk walk
1900 --> Went home coz having another tuition...
1930 --> Tuition with jie started... -Was chatting online somemore-
2100 --> Tuition ended... Went to watch tv...
2200 --> Come and write journal...

Kaes... This is so crap loh... More like time-table to mi... Hahax... Then hoh, 3 nights liao... Haiz... Did he bluff mi or something? I dunno lah... I only can send 1 msg each day!!! Omg... How?! I never reply a lot of msg liao leh... Haiz... Die lah die lah... Haiz... I now also so sick loh... In sch keep coughing away like mad loh... Cant stop de leh... Haiz... *cough cough* There it goes again... I wanna lose my voice... Lolx... Lameshit... Okies... gtg liao... Buaiz... -muackz-

~YouR WoRdS MeaNs aLoT tO Mi...~

`pricilia*-
10:12 PM

Sunday, September 19, 2004

Haiz... I'm lazy to write long grandmother story liao... Haiz... Anyway, PD today... Long route... Then got someone injured... Head bleeding... Very scary... A lot of blood leh... Then went to change, then went to eat at j8... Watch movie... Scary sia... Ghost movie... Was screaming the most... Was sitting at the side... So scary loh... Then I scared until cry somemore... *so malu* Hahax... Then in the end, someone acc mi sit lah... *thz arh* Then erm... Reli scary loh... I dun think i wanna go see another ghost movie... That's my first time... I dun wan to go for the 2nd time liao... Then went to take neos... 9 ppl.. Was squeezing like mad... Hahax... Then went home...

Then was asked to go out with my mum... End up, haiz... Forget it... No mood to say... Haiz... Took neos with her lah... Then, she ah... Wat the hell man... Ass de loh... *pissed* Then went home... She was nagging all the way.... Reach home, i come online... Dun bother her liao... Haiz... So sad... Arghh!!!!!!!! Getting more stressed up each day... Haiz... I'm tired of living!!!!!!!!!! Life sux!!!! Hate my life... How i wish I could change it... Haiz... Mi got spiltting headache!!! I've been thinking a lot... But, also dunno wat I thinking loh... Getting more and more off track... *SIGH* I dunno liao lah... I'm juz sad... Haiz...

~Wat's mY LiFe GoiNg tO bE... WhY CanT iT JuZ GeT BeTTeR??~

`pricilia*-
8:22 PM

Saturday, September 18, 2004

Yoz... I'm back... At home... Hahax... Yesterday nite, bird sleep first... Hahax... On the sofa... Then mi and jowie was chatting.. Heehee... Then we moved to the bedroom... Squeeze in one bed... Then again, mi and jowie still chatting until we run out of stuffz to tok abt... Yah... Hahax... So, went to sleep loh... It was over 1:30am when we last saw the time... Hahax... Then morning, surprsingly, I can wake up... At 7:10am somemore... Hahax... I cant sleep... *sigh* Then jowie prepared breakfast... I dun usually eat breakfast de... So, warm up my tummy loh... Hahax... Ok, this is lame... Lolx... Then ate... Quite a lot loh... Hahax... So full man... Then, we decided to do hw... Hahax... hw? Lolx...

Haha... I got do lah... my chinese... Somehow managed to get a few questions done... Then, I was sleeping on the floor liao... Lolx... Then shek huay came... Went down to get her... Hahax... Then went we wanna go back, the lifts broke down... So, climbed the stairs... Then, I asked her bring maths worksheet... Coz, I dunno how to do... I thurs never come mah... Then Mrs Wong teach new topic loh... Haiz... Then still got maths hw... I tml then do lah... Yah... Then erm... Ate lunch... Reli very full loh... Hahax... Like that hoh, I cant stay with jowie liao... She cook the food hoh, very nice one loh.. Stay with her liao, I sure will be fatter de... Lolx...

Then erm... Went to BP... See soccer loh... Today not many ppl there... Only got 8... The game not very nice... Then mi down there doing another rifle... Lolx... Then it ended up being a bow... Lolx... Then got find an arrow loh... Then I liquid it... Then the whole thing white, very nice loh... Then Beam go take... Haiz... Then got another arrow... Daniel was palying with it... Then i got write stuffz on it de loh... Then the rest also got see... But, lucky its not much... Haiz... Nvm... And its being broken by Beam.. *sigh* So, my bow have no arrows... Haiz... It have to be a pair to be used... It cannot be alone... Juz like lurve... One-sided lurve are mostly hurting... It will not be able to produce happines... Haiz... Watever... I dunno wat I toking abt either... Haiz...

Btw, was laughing and laughing all the way with bird... Lolx... So funny... Hahax... HutHer, KutKer, PutPer... hahax... All the funny funny names... Lame... Lots of them... Yah... Then use the leaves for protection from the ball... Then got once, the ball came our direction... Then I tried to stop it with the stick I holding on... And, the stick broke... Lolx... So funny.... hahax... Then they go play lah... I stay down there... Looking at wat Daniel is doing to my 'bow'... Hahax... He go dunno make wat slit somewhere... Haha... So funny... Chatted with him too... Yah... *sigh* I keep sighing...!!! Haiz... Sad lah... Haiz... Then wanted to do hw... Haha... Stupid rite? Then the rest want to go home... So, I went home too lah...

Yah... Walked home alone, crying... *again...* Haiz... I dunno why leh... I suddenly have so many things wants to pour out of mi... But, I dunno who should I go to... I dun wan to bother the same old ppl with my problems... But yet, I dun dare to trust anymore ppl... I'm not going to be so stupid to trust them again... Yah... Haiz... I wrote something late yesterday nite... A small part of my troubles only... Haiz... I duno wat to do... Arghh!!!! I wanna shout out loud!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm going mad... Haiz...

Then reached home... Bathe... Then come online... Wont be waiting for sms tonight... He wont sent any to mi I guess... Unless............ Yah... I dunno... Should be dun have loh... Haiz... My msg is going to over soon anyway... So, shall save it loh... Haiz... Reli hope to recieve his msg... (which is impossible...) Haiz... Nvm... I know the reason can liao... Haiz... SiaNx... I cant sms liao... Until the end of this month!!! *i cant survive!!!* Haiz... Still got so many days loh... Haiz... I wanna confess something... But, I dun have the guts to do it... Argh!!! I wanna cry again... *sniff sniff* (T_T)

~I'm sO VeXeD LoH... HaiZ... But, I HavE tO bE StRoNg aNd PulL ThRoUgH...~

`pricilia*-
8:55 PM

Thursday, September 16, 2004

Yesterday nite... Got receive somehow the same msg... Asked him wat it means, then he never reply mi... *sigh* Maybe its juz a fantasy...? Haiz... I dunno... All I know is I'm very curious.... Nvm... Later go ask him again... Provided he got sms mi lah... Yuppz.. See how loh... Haiz...

Today... Never go sch!!! Hahax... Was feeling quite sick very sick mah... Then morning wake up liao... Head reli very pain loh... Cant get out of bed... So, decided not to go sch... Yah... Sleep until someone sms mi... He arh... Early in the morning ask mi wat period I having now... Then I told him "sleeping, at home..." Haha... 2 days liao... Msg in class... *naughty boi arh...* Hahax... Then slept again... Woke up, replied his msg loh... Then end up lying on the bed chatting with him... His msg comes very slow one loh... Hahax... Was half asleep half awake lah... Drowzy mah... Lolx... Then chatted till around 5pm? Haha... Then come online... Played games? Lolx... Then was asked to acc my mother to go eat... So, went with her loh... I guai mah... Lolx...

Then reached there liao, told her I not eating... Hahax... She eat herself lah... Then she like not happy like that... Wateva loh... I willing to acc her come out eat good enuf le hoh... If not, I rather spend my time at home, online... Yuppz... Then continue to msg the one i have been msging in class one... Suddenly ask mi the same question he asked long ago... This time, I told him loh... If not, he will keep pestering mi to get the ans... Haiz... He promised to keep it a secret... Hope he reli will... I dunno if I have done the right thing or not... Haiz... Wat is done, cannot be undone... *watever*

Then now reach home liao... Waiting for his sms... (another him... Got so many him... All diff one... Hahax...) 8 plus liao leh... Usually he will msg around this time mah... Nvm... Maybe he is busy... Yah... Wait loh... *waiting patiently* So bored... Got wat hw ah? I dun care lah... Haiz... My hp is so quiet now... *sigh* I dun wanna go sch tml... But, have to... Haiz... Coz I already miss............... the sch? *like real!* Haiz... So sian... Mi go off first lah... Buaiz... -Still waiting-

~I SoMeHoW DuN WaNNa GeT WelL... I DuN MiNd BeiNg SicK FoReVa...~

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8:38 PM

Sunday, September 12, 2004

*sigh sigh* Tml starting of sch already... Haiz... How I wish its jus the starting of the holidays loh... Haiz... *how i wish* No matter how i wish, it wont come true... Haiz... Okies... Today... Erm... Woke up around 12pm? Actually wanted to sleep longer de loh... Then my mother lah... Keep waking mi up asking mi go eat with her... I was like, wat the fuck loh... Last day of holiday leh... I wanted to sleep longer... Coz, I've been sleeping so late these days ya? Lolx... Then get ready, and went with her loh... Was so tired... Reli very sleepy leh... *yawn* Then eat finish liao, went home... Get ready to go for BGI......

Then while getting ready... Someone called mi... Ask mi go meet him... Coz he alone... Haha... So cute leh he... He said his mum wants him to go earlier, in case late lah... Haha... So, he went out of the house early... So funny... Then it was like, still 1 plus leh... We only meeting at 2.30... So, told him I lazy go there so early lah... Hahax... *sorry, never accompany u...* Then was taking my own sweet time to get ready... Make sure I never forget to bring anything... Then off I go to amk interchange... Meet at bus 138 there... Hahax... Then reach there liao, saw a lot of sjab ppl liao lah... From peirce de lah... Hahax... Then put on name tag all this lah... Then seperated into 2 groups... One group to take bus 24, another group take bus 22... Then I was thinking, why are we not taking bus 138? Made us meet there, but not taking that bus... Lolx...

I'm in the group taking bus 24... *correct? should be... haha...* Double deck de... Was all seated on the upper deck lah... Then almost filled up all the spaces loh... Then saw this shuai ge... Damn shuai one leh... Hahax... So cool... Lolx... Ok, enuf... Erm... Then got ppl come up, then say "they like using up the whole bus space..." So bad de... We never loh... Haiz... Like that say us... They are juz jealous, we got so many ppl... Hahax... jkjk... Lolx... Then reach there liao, no space to sit... Haha... Then made us all sit at the passage way behind the whole thing... Can see nth de loh... Stupid one leh... Bully our corps... Hahax... Then bought tibits there... A few things only leh... And it was $5.30?! Cheat ppl money... So ex de... Haiz... Then was screaming and screaming when our marching contingent (is that how u spell it?) marched pass us... So fun... Haha...

Then it ended earlier than expected... So, went to eat dinner... Before that, while waiting for lao pa, (coz his things with mi loh... Make my bag look so fat and bulky... Hahax...) they bullied mi again... Hahax... say mi and him again... lame lah... Haiyoh... Hahax... Then returned lao pa his things... Then tot they coming to eat with us... Then they go eat prata I think... I dunno... Hahax... So, went to bird's hse opposite de coffee shop... Lolx... Ate satay in the end... Lolx... Then reli used up all my money... Not a cent left! Lolx... Then went home... Can take either 22 or 853 to go back to amk... Then shek huay took 22... Coz if she take 853, she have to cross road to change bus... Then I took 853, coz 22 I have to cross road to change bus... Haha... So lame rite? Lolx... My bus came fisrt... It was damn long leh... Then dunno sh wait till how long... Hahax...

Then reach amk liao, was 8 plus le... Then I lazy take bus and walk through the BP... So, called my mum to wait for mi downstairs and bring money down... Coz, I took taxi home... Hahax... Pro rite? Penniless also still can take taxi... Lolx... Okies... Now, muz start writing my compo... Havent do leh... I dunno wat to write... Haiz... SiaN... The most, I dun do liao lah... Hahax... Okies... Gtg le... Buaiz... See ya in sch tml!!!

ScH Re-oPeN lE, Mi WaNNa StuDy HarD... YuPpz... HelP mI KaEs? MuZ iNsPiRe Mi tO StuDy... DraG Mi tO StuDy... Lolx... WatEvEr... I DuN CaRe ~!! I WaNNa WoRk HarD... YupPz... I'm SoMeHoW DetErMiNeD To StuDy yA? LoLx... HahAx... *WaT I ToKiNG* Lolx... Ya LaH, MuZ StuDy!!! CaNnOt SlaCk AnyMoRe!!! SmiLeX...

~I DuNNo WaT aM I ThiNkiNg ThEsE FeW DaYs NoW... ExCePt oF YoU...~

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