Hihi... Went sch today... Erm... Wat was my mood? Sianx bah... Yuppz... While Mr chew toking halfway, drizzling... So, went back to class loh... Then erm... Get back test papers... Then got the games thingy... I go do public duty... Lao po never come sch today... Sian~! Haiz... Lao po arh... One day without u real sian leh... I still have to spend another day without u... sigh... Anyway, did PD... Stationed at MPC... The floorball rite? Yapz... Only got 4 stations mah... Bird take feild/bball court... Shek huay take hall... Mi take MPC loh... Marcus take parade square... was paired up one sec 1 and one sec 2... Then mi hoh, sian loh... Partner eunice... Hahax... Another eunice... Eunice lim... Lolx... Was telling her wat are inside the first aid kit all this lah... But, very sian loh... No one injured... Then got no practical to show her... Like that also good lah... Then mi dun have to throw my face... Later treat wrongly, I die lah... Then drizzle... Tot can stop PD liao... Then they announce games continue... So, we continued doing duty... Xinyi come pei us... Then mi pity eunice loh... She looked so sian... Then mi got nth to say to her liao... Yapz... Anyway, went to bird station there, was caught by lao pa... aww... Hahax... Went back MPC loh... Wat do do... Haiz...

Then finally recess liao... Then was seated there hearing shek huay saying some lame stuffz lahx... Very lame de loh... Hahax... Went to hall after that... Then was there till after sch... Can u imagine?? Then I dunno wat Mr wong doing lahx... I was sleeping... Almost the whole way through~!! Woke up, saw dunno wat thumb thingy... Then went back sleep... Then saw Mr Bean... Then it was already dismissal time... Hahax... I slept for so long sia... Neck hurts... Lolx... Went back class, we got no keys... Ren climbed in... Then took bags, and went off... Ate lunch... It was raining... Wanted to play in the rain de... But hoh... By the time I want to go home, rain stop le... So sad man... So, didn't get to play... Then got tuition... Then mi cancelled wed tuition... Told my chinese teacher got peirce family day, she say she wanna go... *I wanna bang wall liao!* Lame loh... Then was planning tuition dates for the hols... Stupid loh... Might as well dun wan tuition... Haiz... Sian sian sian...

After that, my mum ordered pizza... Dunno for wat reasons... Lolx... Then went online... Wanted to write journal, but no mood lahx... So, went to play games... Play wat leh? A childish game... Lolx... Bored mahx... Then watched tv... Watched while doing holiday planning... Then I burst into tears!! I cried for 2 reasons... First is I realized holidays are near... Won't be going to sch liao... Will miss the SCH... And, holiday going back indo... Sigh... The thought of it makes mi wanna cry again... I used to like going back, but not now... Haiz... No choice... Then second is bcoz was watching that "the champion"... the swimming thingy... Dunno toking abt wat dreamz de loh... Make mi think, wat is my dream? Haiz... I dun even have one... Life so meaningless sia... Haiz... I noe I'm lame... But, is it my fault that tears wanna flow out? Haiz...

Tml... Time table is weird... Then still got meeting before that... So sian loh... Wat's the meaning of life anyway? Wat is studying for?? Haiz... Why do we live in this world? Haiz... The pessimistic mi is back... Haiz... Wateva... Gtg liaoz... Buaiz...