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2006-11-25T22:13:00.000+08:00

this address is getting rotten..
something is seriously wrong..
okay.. relink mi then..

http://www.ongeih-baby.blogspot.com/

bye angelic--dreamz!

updated L1R5.. plus quarreled over i dunno what..

2006-10-02T22:40:00.000+08:00

UPDATED! UPDATE!
okay.. this is quite behind time but i will update it anw..

its about my L1R5.. i minus off 2 points for dnt.. then minus 1 point for chinese.. then minus another point for eng.. yeaps.. minus 4 points altogether.. but its still bad after all.. doesn't change the number of subjects i failed.. HAHA.. watever..

yesterday.. was the day i can play maple for all i like.. cos its my last 'fun' day.. starting today.. if i play without his consent, he might delete my account.. =( but ytd, we went out walk a shopping centre one round then go home and so, i didn't play at all even after i reach home.. which makes him cannot play bcos of mi.. see, i am so evil.. make him cannot play rite? ya loh.. bad pricilia..

today went straight home after sch with bei bei.. normally i do that then rush home to play maple de.. but today, i reach home stare at the com, stare at the wall, stare everywhere.. my brain reli nth noe.. not thinking abt anything.. i was sitting cross-legged bend forward and cover my head with the blanket.. then i dunno how i got in a lying down position and fell asleep.. but in a state of blurness, i can hear things going round mi.. i can hear my bro playing, i can hear my mum voice, i can hear my hp ring.. but its like sub conciously.. i dunno lah har.. then i cover myself with the blanket again, but surprisingly, i still can breathe.. why didn't i suffocate? sighh..

everything didn't go according to plan today.. i wanted to pack my room, at least get started u see.. but i didn't.. i wasted another day stoning.. my brain feels slower already.. darling said my brain lack of oxygen now.. haha.. so will i die?

and oh.. i got a spiltting headache too jus now.. so pain la.. now better le.. must be bcos of the maths.. i can do 2 questiong only la.. like this morning, i did 2, nth happened.. in class did 2 also can.. at home, i did 2 le, then upon trying the 3rd, my head pain le.. see, too much maths.. or either.. my brain is not used to thinking le.. haha.. die..

oh fine.. all that dont make sense.. i dunno what i am toking abt either.. damn.. my head hurts again.. hopefully i get like a very high fever or something, then dun need go sch.. admitted to hospital also can.. then dun need to be at home.. haha.. yes i am crazyy.. call the woodbridge? even better.. no sch plus no house too.. LOL..

he bought a necklaces and my prelims results are out

2006-09-27T18:32:00.000+08:00

"grats for lvl 38 darling.. continue to work harder and you would reach 54.. lol"

sob sob.. he wants mi to get F9 for all my subjects.. 9x6=54
thats my L1R5 there.. it beat last year whih was 37 and bad enuf..
prelims i only pass 2.. and with the help of oral for both language, i managed to pass both.. so overall, i still fail 3.. the 3 that i used to fail..
sighh... most dissapoiting, ENGLISH!

alex gave mi a big red kitty that i dun like..

2006-09-24T11:52:00.000+08:00

a BIG RED kitty

a 2 years old kitty

compare their sizes

which is nicer do u think? my brother has the same thinking as mi.. but my mum think otherwise.. comments?

td is getting more rediculous.. i wan to get marry to gedt out of the hosue

2006-09-16T23:56:00.000+08:00

i want to get married and need to get married badly..
anyone?

eunice is angry with mi i think but i dunno why..

2006-09-02T14:34:00.000+08:00

i dreamt of her yesterday talking to mi in sch.. and we are okay.. everytime there's a msg, i also hope that one of it will be from her.. jus one will do.. but..

anw, something real bad happened today.. i shall vernt my anger here..
tukang taxi itu gila tau ga? gara gara A tinggal di rumah aku, dia masa harus telponin papanya A? katanya aku nggak belanging mereka kalau A itu tinggal di rumah aku.. tapi, apa urusannya sama dia?! emangnya dia siapa?!!!! aku nggak angap dia aku punya papa tiri kok.. dia cumanlah seseorang yang aku nggak kenal tinggal di rumah aku! AKU BENCI SAMA DIA! dia nggak berhak ngaguin aku punya kedidupan aku dong.. mami dia udah control, masa aku juga di control?! aku nggak mau!! aku ngak mau tinggal di rumah ini lagi! mami nggak juga complain A tinggal, kok dia berisik amat sih? kemungkinan gede papanya bisa suruh kita putus gara gara sikap yang childish dia punya.. A pulang pasti dimarahin gara gara ini.. semua thanks to dia la! aku bukan anak kecil lagi.. aku bisa jaga diri.. kenapa dia mau ikut campur? keluarga intu hancur gara gara dia tau nggak? semoga dia cepet cepet mati sekalian.. aku nggak akan di rumah setiap hari.. liat aja.. aku mau pergi kalau dia dateng!

everybody needs a best fren..
this reminds mi of the passage we had on wed of chinese prelims...

2006-08-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

more than a week of lazy pricilia not updating her blog.. haha.. ppl i noe have blogged abt sat.. and so.. i wan to say a litlle something too.. for rememberance.. haha.. went to celebrate teck choon b'dae.. and in general.. there's ppl from 3 different sec sch la.. and i noe 2 of them from my primary sch.. clement from one, and melvan from the other.. i recognize clement but not melvan at first.. till he pass mi my bag.. haha..

rollerbladed with some ppl and mi, yw and jowell are first timers.. my shi fu is eunice.. (= she taught us the 'theory'.. haha.. blade blade blade till i see no one familiar.. was left with 'my puller'.. poor him run here run there.. anw, finally saw jowell and eugene.. on our way back la.. my legs are aching and still aching now.. overall, we had fun.. (=

lion jus told mi there's chem mock test/exam tml which i forgot.. its so late now.. so yah.. nth i can do abt it.. my eyes are feeling a sudden feel of tiredness.. oh wells.. guess i should sleeeeep.. nites..

my brother is coming! and i'm going alex's schhhool.

2006-08-10T01:01:00.000+08:00

LASTEST NEWS!
my brother is coming on 15 aug! AND AND AND! he's staying in s'pore for long! he's going to study here AGAIN! i bet he will give up halfway again loh.. he keep changing sch.. reason? his classmates dun like him! MUAHAHAHA.. who ask him so irritating.. he got no frens la.. hopefully it will not come to a point that only the ah bengs want him as fren la.. haha.. and, TD is here again.. spoiling everything.. sian..

oh ya! my mum called and ask if i have got her a present! WAT THE HELL RITE? she every mother's day and her b'dae will ask for presents from mi de loh.. and cos my bro gave her money.. is she hinting that i should give her too? my bro gave her S$100 plus la.. its in indonesian currency at first la.. but converted to sing dollars is 100 plus loh.. siao eih.. that money is my bro's birthday ang pao's money.. my b'dae who will give mi ang pao in s'pore? all the relatives there wat.. so, pricilia is a poor kid who dun get ang pao for birthdays and even chinese new year.. how saddenning.. stupid present luh!

i kiap my hand by the door, didn.t get to watch fireworks!

2006-08-09T12:52:00.000+08:00

I'M FUCKING JEALOUS!
everyone i noe seems to have went to see the fireworks lah.. example, jowell that group, lynette that group, smauel that group and many more groups.. and who noes how many ppl are there exactly in their groups.. and wat about mi? I ONLY GET TO SEE PEOPLE! we got there LATE, 9.15.. and we were going against the human traffic.. we cant even get out.. i suggested we head back, but he wants to get out and see.. there's nth so we jus keep walking.. walk walk walk till we cant go home can.. mrt is packed, taxi, it was crazyy.. lots of ppl walked very far distance..

anw,the taxi stand.. we waited there for more than an hour and there's is family of indians who started another line.. and they claimed that it was the taxi line.. but we are on the moving line.. wat the hell la.. so, we didn't get our taxi.. when it was our turn, the indians jus got on the taxi and the other behind them argued that that was the line and the line we were queuing so far is not the line... UNREASONABLE PPPPPPPPPPPEOPLE!

morning my hand got kiap by the door.. mind u, its the whole arm.. the door jus come crashing on my arm, and left my arm in the middle of the doooors.. hell pain.. i tot i had broke my arm cos i cant lift it up at first.. applied lots of pressure for quite some time and it was better.. now wats left is fugly blue black and a little hump.. it still hurts when i touch it.. )=

so overall, yesterday sucked big time.. shall not elaborate more on yesterday and wat happened during and before dnt.. i'm feeling rather pissed now.. though it all happen yesterday la.. but i had a bad dream.. so it brought my mood way down.. super down.. oh wells.. hope it wont come true.. as long as i dun go there, it wont come true.. yes yes..

as for today, i'm stuck at home.. nth for mi to do.. the rest also never ask mi out.. so yah.. i shall stay at home and repent.. maybe go do my mummy's present? or think how to marry a rich man.. okays.. that was unintentional.. sighh.. there's even no one i can find to play game with mi.. everyone seems busy today.. textbooks and notes is jus there.. but.. ARGH!

where is the pricilia who was so eager to come s'pre to study? where is the pricilia who said she wants to study here and score very well go back let them see? where is the pricilia who says wants to have a good job and earn big bucks so i no need torely on other ppl to survive? where is the pricilia who used to be diligent in her work? who will listen to teacher teach in class? who will go home to be so busy doing homeworks whether its school or tuition's? where is the pricilia who bothers to try doing her homework and ask around when she dunno? where is the pricilia who never copy her work when she dunno how? who wont not trying how to do her homeworks? where is the pricilia who used to have so much confidence in herself? who wont be scared toking to stangers? who ppl used to say a very lively and cheerful girl? WHERE?! is she dead? not many ppl seen that side of her.. ever since she go to sec sch, she's getting worse and worse.. now, i dun seem to remember seeing her around anymore.. not even her shadow.. so, lets all assume that she's dead.. rest in peace..

alex is super irritating at times

2006-08-06T15:04:00.000+08:00

i dun like you! i dun like you! i dun like you! i dun like you! i dun like you! i dun like you! i dun like you! i dun like you! i dun like you! i dun like you! i dun like you! i dun like you! i dun like you! i dun like you! i dun like you! i dun like you! I DUN LIKE YOU LAH!

u're jus so irritating at time which explains why i'm so grouchy.. seriously, i wonder how can i be happy.. even though this normally happens on the phone but yah.. even short 10 mins ones..?! oh wells.. -shrugs-

i asked for a break up on thurs.. dragged till fri..

2006-08-05T22:20:00.000+08:00

JAY IS OUT! HOW COULD HE?!
WHERE IS JUSTICE??!!
and i cried when he was out =X
how silly i noe.. but why him?

anw.. i aksed for something on thurs.. obviously, i wasn't granted.. i'm glad i wasn't.. i reli tot everything was the last.. the 'smile like an idiot smile' and the rest.. haha.. everything is fine now, i hope.. lalalas~! but still, nothing is guranteed.. anything can happen anytime.. i guess my confindence is way low.. nth i can do abt it.. haha.. i'm making no sense here.. so might as well stop..

ohohoh! YIXIN CHOOOOSE WEI XIANG! yay yay yay! 3 cheers for yixin! hip hip hurray! hip hip hurray! hip hip HURRAY! hahaha.. wat a nice happy ending.. poor guobin.. but who ask him treat yixin like that when anna fake blind.. anna spoiler lehh.. but.. maybe somewhere out there i noe also behaves like anna.. how irritating.. done.

been home whole day.. cos mummy said unlce coming.. but guess wat? she give wrong info la.. how smart.. and oh! i managed to do 13 question of mcq on physics.. i got distracted when my aunt called and i didn't continue after that.. i'm feeling guilty.. the book is still open, but i seeeeem so far away from it.. haha.. i'm giving excuses.. i noe i'll regret next time.. but but but.... sighh..

you made mi waited for u.. but yet u went with them.. its not ur fault.. i didn't make a date and they did.. so yahh.. chocolates for mi.. if u're not feeling well, REST.. wat are u doing online huh? naughty naughty.. okayys.. i'm going off too.. byeeee..

blog blog blog.. i kept alvin's 10 bucks

2006-08-03T17:41:00.000+08:00

lol! i'm nuts.. i laugh not bcos i'm happy..

anw.. i'm supposed to continue.. but as usual, i forgot wat i wanted to say so here's to sum it up..
-there this black bra and panties along the path i walk to sch.. its black in colour.. its totally gross la.. how can ppl dispose it there.. after they had fun that nite? tsk tsk..
-one of the morning mr yeo talked about ppl who read those japanese comic will dress and eventually look like comic characters rite.. then i was thinking if there's someone who always plays neopets, will the person look like neopets too? LOL!
-oh oh oh! my mum called the other day and she was being irritating as usual.. so i hang the phone on her.. before that she was saying about the whole factory noes abt it.. even ppl in bandung noes abt it.. EVERYWHERE! everybody who noes mi noes abt it.. period.
-did i mentioned that he bought a very ugly looking flower last friday.. the only thing nice abt the flower is how the flower open.. haha.. afterall, i still like it la.. tho i almost wanted to throw it away..
-hmms.. i guess thats all? i'm eating chocolates now.. YUMYUM! (=

oh! i remembered another thing.. this is jus a stupid story of mine.. yeaps.. have a good laugh ba.. yesterday i was sleeping before he left and asked him to call mi when he reach home to remind mi to hang the clothes i washed.. i put the phone on level 5 then went to sleep.. the next thing i noe, someone called mi.. i tot it was him but no! its LYNETTE! she asked mi bring pe shorts for her but i dun have.. and so i realised the time is 6.48! i check the miss calls and guess how many there were? 43! the last time was only around 26 i think.. lol.. not funny? nvm.. for my own reference loh..

and today the guys was telling ms tham something.. she didn't scold.. yeaps.. then supp lesson for ss today was so screwed.. i cant make myself concentrate.. ended up only doing 2 qestions out of 4 and pass up.. yea.. okayys.. i shall stop here.. i'm gona finish the chocolates soon! BYE!

i cried again cos i jus said msging him is like writing a diaryy

2006-08-02T00:38:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling rather crybaby-ish
`jus let mi cry in peace

eun and sexy okay, i'm happy for them..

2006-07-31T23:13:00.000+08:00

i am happy for them..
PLUS! i feel like an angel! (=

i was feeling rather low since i reached home.. been slacking round the house.. then i jus came online.. and i'm feeling rather high now.. WO AI WO DE DEAR! she's jus so cute and sweet.. she made mi happppy... hahahah..

i got lots of things to blog de.. but after toking to them, i forget everything.. haha.. nvm.. forget it loh.. off to play game la.. byee..

2CDs for the price of 1
BOLLY BOLLY! JOLLY GOOD! haha!

accompanying darling study is boring..

2006-07-30T19:24:00.000+08:00

have been at darling's house since yesterday evening.. went to watch lake house at nite.. its nice.. but for ppl like mi who has poor understanding, i dun understand some parts of it till he explain to mi.. haha.. we wanted to walk home but i dunno why didn't in the end.. back home played a game of dota.. and few round of solitarie showdown and i went to sleep..

woken up at around 8 this morning? please.. its sunday.. let mi sleep.. i was being such a pig and slept till 12.. wash up and had ba chang for breakfast.. i tot its gonna be for lunch too since its like 12 plus.. but at 2 plus there's lunch! fried rice.. played game again for a while and i got bored so went to read magazine.. he's supposed to study but he took a nap.. oh wells.. he's studying now so its fine.. AND I'M SO BORED!

at 6 plus, we jus had snacks?! lols.. uncle fried some calamaries so we ate quite abit cos auntie keep adding.. haha.. now i'm so full.. i dun mind eating that for dinner though.. my stomach is quite full to eat dinner but i can afford to eat somemore calamaries to fill it up.. haha.. nah.. dinner is gonna be at around 8 later? that explains why i'm getting fatter and fatter.. plus my appetite is getting bigger i cant seem to skip meals like i used to? and i get hungry easily.. dun believe? ask pearlena! lols..

bored bored bored.. he's still studyingg.. i forget to bring stuffs to study.. but i doubt i'll study.. so yahh.. no hw rite? amaths not counted.. haha.. i'm going home after dinner.. have to iron uniform for tml.. home alone is tiring.. auntie bought a shirt for mi.. thank you.. i like it tho the words on the shirt dun telly to wat i am in person.. haha..

dear has been down these few days.. i hope u'll cheer up dear.. and remember, dun give up.. heehee.. i jus love my dear.. even though sometimes she's so scary la.. lols.. i'm not trying to give u false hopes but think positive yar? hopefully things will get better.. tho i cant do much to help.. but if i can, tell mi alrights..

okayys.. that sums it.. ohoh! my house internet got some problem.. sometimes i can go online sometimes i cant.. so yarr.. may not blog often le loh.. bye people.. (=

we almost break yesterday..

2006-07-22T13:02:00.000+08:00

its racial harmony day cum speech day yesterday.. its quite fun i must say.. but so sad i didn't prepare any costume so i have to make do with wat i can find last min.. yea.. haha..

after racial harmony day celebration i went home.. waited for darling to eat lunch and buy some stuffs.. but he's taking such a long time that i fell asleep before he came.. when he came, i didn't feel like going out anymore.. so we stayed home and skipped lunch.. after which, he sent mi to sch and he went to meet fl they all.. mr bala saw us.. lol.. it was so... well.. funny? lol..

then poor mi have to be seated so early.. and he gets to come late missing part of the speeches.. its boring i must say.. only hear bits and pieces here and there.. yeaps.. then snecked out towards the end.. cos he says he's leaving already.. but in the end never.. chatted around after peech day ended.. took a photo with jiejie.. JIE JIE'S EYES ARE TERRIBLY SMALLLLLL! lols.. see that see that?

darling is still in sch when i head down to cine with eun and xy.. looks who's the one who keep saying leaving le ar? lol.. then went to eat at kobayashi.. the pizza noodle or something.. haha.. its nice.. when i went there alst time i think i ate something else.. yeaap.. why didn't i get attracted by the pizza noodle? dun ask mi..

went home by 162 and the bus was so croweded la.. plus darling waited for mi at the bus stop.. lol.. then home and managed to catch abt 15 mins of the 9 o'clock show.. went into the room and we started toking abt some stuffs.. darling made mi makes a decision.. i dunno how long did i took till i finally say out the ans.. tears keep rolling all the way.. but decided anyway.. and thats it.. it was such a tense moment.. come to think of it, i cried so much in front of him yesterday.. i shyy.. lol..

2pio 1356hratve 1344679cwhofsetn 24tucsk (=

i cried cos i'm scared uncle wont wan mi anymore..

2006-07-19T22:20:00.000+08:00

HAHA! i jus cried finish.. oh wells.. i should change it.. i jus started crying again.. haha.. dun ask mi why.. i dunno.. hilarious isn't it? i jus cried out of pure sadness and lonliness.. to think that i'll survive 3 solid months in future.. or even the 2 years excluding some weekends.. i guess i'm wrong.. i cant even survive 3 days! its jus 3 pathetic days! PRICILIA!!!!

okayys.. been listening to the song beatiful disaster since the moment i on the com.. its such a nice song.. jus like my life.. though its not beautiful, but its a disaster.. haha.. yea.. A DISASTER..

He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme, I know
He's as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
If I tried to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just ain't right, it just ain't right

[chorus]
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster

His magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight, hold on tight

[chorus]
Oh 'cause I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster

I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy, hysterical
I'm waiting for some kind of a miracle
Waiting so long
So long

He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end, he breaks
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take

[chorus]
Oh 'cause I don't know
Don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster

He's beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster

Oh oh...beautiful
Oh oh...beautiful disaster

i'm in love with this song.. its my companion for the night.. yeaps.. thanks to jowell who sent mi this song.. (= oh! i jus remember something i wanted to say.. 9 o'clock show.. that she wei xiang! he's like so CUTE! plus shuai of cos.. but i like his overall looks! its so appealling.. and jus now he was swimming! wow.. he's super duper cool can? i thought i'm the only one crazy abt him but NO NO.. u'll noe why in dnt class.. haha.. he'll make a good boyfren too.. (at least in the show he is) he's so xi xin.. but i think he should jus tell yixin that he likes her la.. but wat to do.. i'm not the director.. i've got no say.. we jus have to wait for th show to progress.. here's one last thing i wanna post..

THE MARRIAGE VOW!

i promise to love u, honour u, comfort u

and keep u in sickness and in health

and forsaking all others

be faithful to u

so long as we both shall live

YES! I DO I DO!! (=

angry at ppl who dun bring hp to school!

2006-07-19T14:05:00.000+08:00

this must be one of the STUPID rare days that i reach home so early! thanks to my irritated mood.. i've been wanting to address this matter very very long ago but i thought it was not neccessary.. but it happens so frequent to mi that i cannot take it keeping mum anymore..

I DESPISE PEOPLE WHO OWN A HANDPHONE BUT LEAVING IT AT HOME TO ROT!

despise- regard as worthless
[according to oxford dictionary]

i dun care if u're one of them or wat.. i abhor these kind of people.. why do u buy a hp in the first place? cos everyone else is having it too? then i'm so sad for u.. people buy phone so that others can contact them easily and to contact others too.. not jus for the sake of having it.. do u noe how irritating it can get when u're like desperately looking for someone and its like NO ONE have seen them around?! esp those who owns a hp and not having them with them at the moment?! dun tell mi u have not experienced that before..

i dun blame those ppl who does not owns a hp.. its acceptable that its hard to contact them sometimes.. but no excuse for those hp owners.. i dun understand why these ppl dun wan to bring hp to sch.. scared lost? scared confiscated? scared other ppl use? scared ppl will noe who u've been msging? com'on la.. if its cos of these stupid reasons, i've got nth more to say..

dun u guys pity ur phones? lying there at home.. not being able to communicate with other phones? wont ur phone be as good as junk in the day? u might as well RENT-A-PHONE to use it at nite ONLY! oh then wat if in sch, u need to make an urgent phonecall to whoever it ay concern but u left ur phone at home? THIS is wat will happen..
1- u have to borrow phone
2- u might not always rem the num u need to call rite cos its saved inside ur phone
3- so u may have to make numerous phone call to get the number and eventually call that person
isn't that troublesome to you and other people? think abt it..

dun think it has ever happened? and that its not going to happen to normal everyday life? then here i am to give u examples as well as to complain.. here's a story.. u can choose not to read it and skip.. i'm afraid it may bore YOU busy ppl..

today right after sch there's no dnt so i was thinking since our class have finished the banner, i shall go round and look look see see a while then head home.. but during my emaths test, J msged plus called mi cos J needs to find D urgently.. so, once the class was dismissed, i went down to the canteen but D is not there! normal ppl will think of calling D rite? but if D is contactable by phone, why would J need to go through mi to find D so urgently?

and so, i was asking everyone who might see D if they noe where is D.. canteen, atrium, outside ava, and every other places i asked everyone i walked past..EVERYONE SAID NO.. even D's classmates do not noe.. then i went to HC.. finally, W told mi that D might be at MH homeroom.. so from the 1st floor i rushed all the way up to 4th floor to find D.. D is there.. i was like standing outside the room cos have to wait for J's reply and reply J back..

why cant i call J? cos J is using hi-card and normally dun answer calls.. after some time, there's no reply from J anymore.. so, i've decided to go back to the canteen.. when i'm at the 3rd floor, J called and i have to run up to 4th floor and asked D to come out answer the phone.. after which, i found out D have extra costumes which S have been finding.. so D asked mi to ask S to look for D if S wants.. okay.. again, i'm the one who needs to go round looking for ppl..

i last saw S in the canteen and hoped that S is still there.. but S is not there.. seeing S's bag, i went to HC to look for S.. when i went in, i asked for S but the ppl inside say S is not in.. i asked where did S go and no one noes.. suddenly Y came and say S is at MC homeroom.. so i went there to take a look.. but S is NOT there! the ppl inside MC homeroom said S went to the canteen.. so, i went back to the canteen and saw no S! so i asked Z, F and O if they have seen S.. guess wat? they said S was in the HC! i was super pissed and said S is not there and some ppl said S is in the canteen.. aparently, O asked mi to call S.. adding to my anger, i shouted right at them, "IF S BROUGHT HP TO SCHOOL, MUST I GO ROUND LOOKING FOR S?! I DUNNO WHY SOME PPL JUS DUN WAN TO BRING HP TO SCHOOL!" then stromed back to HC from canteen..

i opened the door and asked for S once again.. then i looked around seeing S is not there and was about to leave.. at the same time i heard dunno wat shoutings from inside.. as i was fuming, i slamed the door shut and wanted to jus go home.. when i turned, i saw S and X coming out of the toilet.. FINALLY! i walked up to them and ask S to look for D if S still need the traditional costume with quite an angry tone.. after which, i turned and walked away not turning back when they called out my name.. i went back to the canteen, take my bag and head home.. when walking past the parade square, C stopped mi.. and asked if its C's fault.. i said no and i jus wan to go home right away.. C said now S is looking for mi.. but who cares.. i jus keep walking.. C followed mi till around outside office and went back to paint i suppose.. so, home i go..

and so, i started blogging the moment i reach home to vent all my anger.. i feel better now.. i seldom flare i think.. the most also some serious mood swings and thats it.. maybe i should flare more? okay.. nahh..

on a lighter note, i almost forgot to bring my bag to sch today noe.. i was wearing my shoe then i was abt to leave the house jus like that.. lucky i saw the bag on the floor.. how blur rite.. haha.. alright.. for wat i have type about hp owners, its jus wat i think.. hope it didn't offended anyone.. u all can happily continue not bringing ur phone for all i care.. it jus makes more inconvience thats it.. yeaps.. shall end here.. not going to type about wat happned in sch.. OH WAIT! i must say i'm quite proud of the language i used in this post.. i'm angry but no vulgarities for today.. (= byeees..

normal random post..

2006-07-18T23:09:00.000+08:00

i jus thought of something random this morning.. u see ar.. some guys in our sch has started carrying those bags where u carry on ur shoulder.. dun u find it weird for guys to carry them? but thats not the thing i'm toking about.. i was jus thinking.. WAT IF.. one day the guys ALSO started having the shoelaces tied inside their shirt.. haha.. okayy.. so irrelevant subject.. alrights.. too many things i wanna type which makes mi dun feel like typing anymore.. lol.. okay.. bye..

I DUN LIKE TO BE BOSSED AROUND!
WHO LIKES?!

uncle wanted mi to call back..

2006-07-17T23:17:00.000+08:00

DAMMIT!
i need a traditional costume REAL SOON! cos its like, everyone's wearing this friday EXCEPT mi.. -cries.. any kind hearted soul out there will lend mi? please.. please please please.. URGENT lah!

anw, i'm not in the best of mood.. i dun like being asked to do things that i dun like.. once.. twice.. thats it.. any more than that, its gonna get on my nerves..

tired.. and super hungry streak!

2006-07-17T20:40:00.000+08:00

hellos.. i mentioned i wanted to talk more on wat happen during last last weekend rite? but its kind of very outdated le.. so, shall forget abt it ba.. haha.. i've not come online for quite some time.. partly is bcos when i'm at home, i tried to use lah.. but the internet connection like got prob like that.. so, i never use.. and i've been at darling's house.. he was sick.. =X and i'm suppossed to take care of him.. but yea.. how much did i took care, u all should noe la har.. haha..

last fri rushed of after dnt to take him go see doctor.. his unlce doctor.. lols.. then back to his house for dinner.. my appetite grow bigger after everytime i spend more time there la.. got good food ma.. haha.. home cooked food leh.. i rarely get to eat de wor.. lols..

oh! ytd is my IRRITATING brother's b'dae.. haha.. i didn't even bother to wish him.. mummy called ask mi tok to him and wish him, but i dun bother.. ahahha.. asked her help mi wish loh.. yeaps.. hmms.. wat else happened? oh.. phy lesson today i didn't sleep leh.. so surprising rite? somemore its 2 periods.. haha.. mr teh so cute and funny la.. towards the good side obviously.. haha..

then didn't do much for dnt.. cos its like, have to change the backing of the book holder.. then re-glue, re-sand.. and i dun enjoy sanding.. esp, small surfaces.. so, i exchange job with WEIRDO awhile.. haha.. he helped mi sand more though.. oh yah.. and i dropped his wood leh.. got a dent there.. i tried to save it with wood filler but ting keep saying its still obvious.. oh wells.. he keep saying he's angry but he doesn't look like he is.. hahaha.. i'm sorry kaes.. i didn't mean it.. )=

after sch there's MTLC.. so dumb la.. play dunno wat music while waiting to start.. make mi so sleepy noe.. i almost slept can.. haha.. i have a lot of unsure answers leh.. hopefully i'll get at leasy 7 or 8? if i get 6, then its like...... aiyah.. 7 or 8 is good enuf.. obviously 9-10 better but its abit impossible u see.. haha..

after that didn't go for dnt.. was doing the banner.. i felt guilty not doing dnt le.. cos i could finish it long ago.. but there's always hicupps everywhere.. make mi dun feel like doing le.. the stupid GEARS and rack and pinion.. hopefully it work when the whole artefact is done.. yeaps.. anw, colouring banner was FUN! haha.. had so much laughter.. oh! most of us was like against xq and it was so funny can.. haha.. who ask her always snatch our colouring spot! LOL

oh oh oh! i'm going DATING WITH DEAR~! this friday.. muahahaha.. jealous jealous?? heehee.. our 3 years anniversary.. WOW! clap clap.. haha.. DEAR! decide where to go kaes.. haha.. alrights.. i gtg bring in the clothes i washed and wtach tv le.. see u guys around someday.. haha.. i'm reli lazy to blog la.. lol.. this length is good enuf..

I DUN LIKE HER! obviosly she dun wan mi to give too!

2006-07-11T16:42:00.000+08:00

I HATE HER!
i tot my hate for her will go away.. but no! i guess i'm wrong.. she's still like that.. hais.. obviously, reluctant.. both of u are faking! i'm not a kid for ur info.. excuses is all she gives.. lies is all he says.. wat a nice pair rite.. argh! dun be nice to mi when u dun like mi too.. i dun need ur acts.. how i wish i can go sch one day without seeing u.. how wonderful.. but too bad, i'll see u everyday.. unlucky mi.. maybe, it'll be nice to see her suffer? okay, i'm evil.. i'll try as much as possible to not cross ur path.. i must learn how to zuo ren.. sometimes, we just have to make ourself scare so that other ppl can talk bad about us.. yes yes.. i should learn how to do that..

everything went wrong today.. or is it jus mi? i lost my earings early in the morning.. the one which can be match easily.. so saddening.. after sch asked bird pei mi go find but we cant find it.. )= then wat ar? i jus dun like today la.. i'm in such a FOUL MOOD bcos of her! enough abt her.. she's making my blood boil!

there are still alot other things i wanna tok abt leh.. but i'm too lazy.. like sun com at GYPS.. sun dinner.. sun nite.. and alot of complains abt that TD! alrights.. i have to go le.. supposed to go jowie's house.. end up chatting online and blog.. lols.. bye.. will update abt sunday soon.. i hope..

2006-07-06T00:05:00.000+08:00

haha.. i find it funny..
Italy...next?.....i hope says:
my mummy miss u too
Italy...next?.....i hope says:
ha funny my mum miss u in my hse

here's another one on my bro..

`pRis_*]] <> ~KitTy & PooH~ says:
he asked why u never come today
`pRis_*]] <> ~KitTy & PooH~ says:
he wanted mi to call u de
`pRis_*]] <> ~KitTy & PooH~ says:
then i dun wan
Italy...next?.....i hope says:
lol
Italy...next?.....i hope says:
ha then he will be like..
Italy...next?.....i hope says:
pris i today last day in Singapore...let me talk to Alex one last time before i go.....let me go with no regrets....let me c him or hear him one last time and i will go peacefully

not funny? too bad.. no one forced u to read..

Italy...next?.....i hope says:
put this part too
Italy...next?.....i hope says:
I love Pricilia alot and she is MINE...so those guys out there who is considering to make a move........dun try.....

they going back for 2 months..

2006-07-05T22:11:00.000+08:00

quick update.. i wan to make it short.. but it seems that i have a lot to say? we shall see..

ytd wanted to blog.. i even wrote few pointers during lessons.. yeaps.. and here are some of them..
-i like ms lee's flower dangling earings
-mr song is driving at gear 5 for amaths and not wanting to change to gear 2!
-my hands was super tired after all the copying of ss/geog..
-esther wrote 'pris passed her amaths quiz!' on my list.. yea i did.. (=
-we had triple amaths lesson..

triple yesterday and triple TODAY! i can jus die la.. oh oh oh! i cried during amaths last period.. its so saddening can? i shant say much.. but, i reli dun wan to give up completely u noe.. dun make mi! )=

after sch there's oral.. which sucks.. i slept in the waiting room till its like left so little ppl.. cos i was the 2nd last.. haha.. the oral sucked.. i dunno how to read at least 3 words lah! and the conversation i always say 'then, err, arh... blah blah..' when i said i'm done, he asked 'ni shi bu shi tai guo ren?' mi:'bu shi, wo shi yi ni ren..' hahaha.. do i look like i'm from THAILAND? lols..

after that stayed around for a while then go home loh.. yeaps.. quarrelled with RICHARD! he's irritating.. SUPER! and he's going back to jakarta tml! -HURRRRRAYS!- but bad news is here too.. someone's gonna stay with mi for 2 months la! taking ALL my privacy away.. tho he'll be out most of the time.. but, i dun wan to be left sleeping in the same house with him at nite.. i'll feel uncomfortable.. i need some bodyguards.. anyone?

okays.. its not reli a quick update after all.. haha.. i jus keep typing.. alright.. going off now.. OFF TO DO OVERDUED HOMEWORKS! -pouts-

who are your real friends and how many of them u can count on? just think.. and how many of them will use underhand method to harm you.. THINK!

continued:- haha..
he/shesays:
I SAW THAT BUS 76 GIRL AGAIN!!!
`pRis_*]] <> ~KitTy & PooH~ says:
lols.. then then?
he/she says:
then nothing loh
he/she says:
just see and admire

i got scolded.. for something SMALL..

2006-07-02T02:19:00.000+08:00

in that 2 hours plus phone call, i cried several times.. i barely talk around the end of the conversation.. tears flow itself.. uncontrollable.. now i noe wat does heart pain fells like.. its reli painful.. its like.. something poking right through ur heart.. whenever i think of it, the pain jus shot mi.. i can reli feel the painess in my heart.. dun ask mi why.. I HATE WHY QUESTIONS! esp those WHY questions i dun have answers to! I HATE THEM! dun ever ask mi WHY anymore! i jus finish another round of tear-ing..

i got jealous.. haha.. cos of his hp calendar

2006-07-01T22:36:00.000+08:00

lols.. i find myself stupid la.. i got jealous of small things.. while i dun when it comes to big thing.. haha.. he got hers, but no mine.. okay.. shall not elaborate.. peace. (=

he's betting with him and we're gonna eat his money! hopefully.. then my bro bet 10 bucks with mi and i'm supposed to pay with the odds thingy.. okayys.. i go le.. byebyee...

tok to alvin bout his b'dae

2006-06-29T22:45:00.000+08:00

surprisingly, mr song didn't call my mum.. he never even bother to scold mi.. haha.. why does he have to? cos... the last time i did his hw on amaths 2 is on 18 april 2006! APRIL! now? july is coming soon.. haha.. maybe he reli dun bother le.. jus as well.. >.<

we had double elective and double eng today.. double elective was broken by a pathetic recess.. might as well make do without it next time.. haha.. my artefact didn't progress much today.. plus i havent started on my folio.. jus see how hardworking i am.. this year reli doesn't feel like i'm taking o'level.. i'm like having pri sch kids mood.. playing everyday..

hais.. i so want ppl to motivate mi.. but even the biggest motivation dun work.. if i dun do well, i'll most prob leave s'pore.. which i dun wan to la.. but even with this important goal in mind, i.. i... i... oh wells.. maybe that alone is not enuf.. but if its not? wat is? its gonna be my future.. i cant imagine wat will happen if i have to leave s'pore.. too many things i cant bare to leave.. yeaps..

ms tham constantly reminds mi that i have not been a good secretary.. told u i'm not into it anymore.. i jus needed to do 2 years.. after that, i lose interest.. haha.. hopefully this semester i can keep the diary well.. provided mr song bother to help mi sign.. he's one problematic teacher when it comes to signing of class diary.. lols.. plus on some occassions when i fall asleep in some particular teacher's calss.. so, i dun dare ask him/her sign.. haha..

this is a little conversation with my pri sch.. cos her display pic shows a real cute penguin..
-its edited to look neater? lols..-
`pRis_*]] says:
haha.. panguin!
Life's like a dream εїз~ says:
U!!! haha
Life's like a dream εїз~ says:
s0 cute h0r. hehe
`pRis_*]] says:
haha.. yea
`pRis_*]] says:
ME wat.. of cos cute la.. haha..
Life's like a dream εїз~ says:
eeeeeeeeeeeyer
Life's like a dream εїз~ says:
lidat ar
Life's like a dream εїз~ says:
den n0t cute lia0

ok.. done.. haha.. stayed back for some source based exersices.. then everyone seems to have left.. so wanted to go home.. thats when i past the atrium and saw dear.. sat there loh.. some 4e2 ppl was there too.. then walked dear to the traffic light.. then i head home.. tired.. went to bathe, then watch tv.. then played game.. watch sing idol results.. then till 10.. i have been iside my room using the com.. haha.. how boring..

another conversation.. i shall not name who.. it goes something like this.. i cut paste here and there..

pRis_*]] says:
wat u wan for ur b'dae?
he/she says:
lol
he/she says:
u remembered!
he/she says:
ur the first one to ask that!
he/she says:
aiyah.. i dunno la..
`pRis_*]] says:
its a good thing i ask early.. u can start thinking
he/she says:
haha
he/she says:
ur still concerned bout my bd ah
he/she says:
i tot u got bf then dont care le
`pRis_*]] says:
no lohh
`pRis_*]] says:
i'm such a nice girl.. how can dun care abt u?
he/she says:
i know!
he/she says:
i want that bus 76 girl/guy!
he/she says:
lol

how i wish i can jus post the whole conversation.. but nah.. thats all i'm putting..

is my post long enough today? lol.. oh ya! i feel like being naughty! the urge to be naughty.. but.. nahh.. i'm such a good girl okay.. i wan to do something thrilling.. that i noe i might get caught doing it but obviously dun wana get caught lah.. its reli naughty.. so yea.. i abort the idea le.. LOL! i feel so tickled quarrelling with 7th kor! haha.. he's hilarious! its been quite some time since we talked like that.. yeaps.. okay.. i took long enough.. i shall go off nites..
-darn that 0.3 kg in mi!-

i tested and its negative..

2006-06-29T00:06:00.000+08:00

ITS SUCH A RELIEF!
full stop. ((=

2006-06-25T16:40:00.000+08:00

I dun like RICHARD GARYSON! he's super duper irritating! he's looking at wat i'm typing.. and he's still so happy! OMG la! i'm so irritated by him! he's still laughing away! he admitted he's crazyy! and stupid! he jus said those himself! ENOUGH OF HIM!

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okay.. i saved wat i typed earlier as draft.. and now is 11:25 pm! i've not done any hw.. like OMG la! dun intend to do any maths hw.. oh wells.. dun intend to do any hw i suppose.. haha.. sian-ed.. feel like sleeping le loh.. oh yah! we overslept last nite and only woke up at 3am plus.. then he head for home.. so late le.. lol.. i mean so early le.. haha.. then today.. i put alarm clock at 9.. hopefully i could wake up by 10.. then get ready before 10.30 to start work de.. but guess wat? the usual.. everything didn't go according to plan.. haha.. woke up at 11 plus.. laze around till around 12.. bathed.. watched tv.. played ps2 when my mum took my bro out.. then back to using com after that.. use use use.. use till go dinner.. eat dinner plus buy back dinner reached home at 10pm.. i noe thats a long dinner.. lol.. then laze around somemore.. then now online and continue my post.. haha.. k la.. i go off le.. see u all in sch tml!
i so dread! -fingers crossed-

uncle still dun wanna stay in my house!

2006-06-23T10:45:00.000+08:00

good morning everyone! i'm supposed to meet eun they all at 11.30 at amk de.. but i jus woke up.. plus i dunno why i still come and blog.. sorry ar.. there's this urge to update.. but guess wat? i got nth to say.. seriously.. maybe.. maybe.. yah.. haha.. i'm okay.. jus need to get some thoughts out of my mind.. okays.. i think i should go get ready now.. cos someone that i've been avoiding jus come into the room.. yah.. why avoid her? cos.... of wat i did to the door.. i'm dead sure she's going to ask abt it one day! lols.. okay.. she went out.. and i'm out of here too!
-call mi crazy-

unpleasant dinner

2006-06-19T23:17:00.000+08:00

hellose.. i've got lots to complain abt.. but before that.. abit on wat happen during sch today.. as everyone who had read my previous post should noe by now.. that i didn't sleep last nite.. but then, i unknowingly fell asleep only at 6 plus.. when i have lessons at 8.. and so, i woke up late.. -shhhh.. dun tell the teachers kaes- haha.. i got a reason too anw.. yeaps.. then lion came.. cos it was raining la.. then we went for chem together.. ms lee wasn't in sch.. did chem paper.. and u noe wat? i suck at it.. there is not even one question i noe how to do okay.. which is BADDDD..

then early break.. they wan to go j8.. so i jus followed.. ate the crispy chicken when the rest ate swensens ice cream.. haha.. thankfully i'm not so addicted to ice cream.. am i? no.. i'm not reli attracted to ice cream.. haha.. then went back sch.. slept alittle during ms noor class.. i knock out le la.. then went home.. wanted to sleep, ended up playing game.. and my bro doesn't let mi play ps2! okay he did.. but only for a while.. oh wells.. my mood suddenly change.. and i dun feel like blogging anymore.. so, byee..

i feel neglected

2006-06-19T05:01:00.000+08:00

oh! its 5 its 5! my alarm is set to 5 cos i have to at at least 1 hr of tossing and turning on bed before i officially wake up.. thus making wake up earliest by 6.. then i can slowly dig for those stuffs with sleepy eyes.. muahaha.. but i woke up at 5! AMAZING? FIRST TIME? its cos, i didn't sleep the whole damn nite! wat have been doing? NEOPETS! its fun, a place where we can make lots and lots of money! tho cant spend it, but hey! we earned money playing games? who wont wan this kind of life? i suddenly rem.. mi and jie used to have a joint neopets acc.. and we even plan to open NEOPETS CAFE! to sell stuff like, gruel pizza, snow spahetti, ice lollies, all the different kind of smoothies, and blah blah! sounds fun? DUH! but like where can we get in s'pore which wont melt so fast until the spags is done and served to the customers? IRONY! but do come visit if its open one day.. ONE DAY!

but come to think of it, we can open that can sell food that are possible to make and edible rite? or maybe, sell collectable t-shirts! then we'll steal those online sellers! hahah.. POOF! enuf daydream.. i'm bored.. wake up wake up! on a saturday nite! yea rite.. its MONDAY MORNING EVERYONE! the monday blues are here! they're gonna haunt u! run for ur lives! -screams!-
sucks.. there's no one to pei mi at the moment or any time soon.. -sobs- there's chem test that i completely forgot.. dun bother to study either.. cos its like QA! QA u noe?! thats one big killer why my chem cant score.. not as if other topics i noe how to do.. its jus, i'm not cut out for chem la okay.. haha.. i prefer physics! but like wat am i cut out for? NOTHING! be a slacker and enjoy my life..

i suddenly rem another thing! I LOVE MATHS! i reli do u noe.. during pri sch i think.. or is it till i noe a fren name ALGEBRA who made mi dun like maths.. another fren named ADDITIONAL MATHS.. thats one good fren! which consits of smaller group of frens known as, LOG! LN! DY over DX! SETS! and more! wow! i've made alot of good frens didn't i? yeaps.. cos i'm such a frenly girl.. but it made them getting further and further from mi, till they feel so foreign to mi.. i wan to love math.. please let mi fall in love with u once more.. i'll do anything to make u accept my love.. oh maths.. dun run away from mi.. cos i'm gonna chase u till the end! -alrights.. there smt seriously wrong with mi!-

i shall go off again! i think i've got the blogging feeling again! hahaha.. the crappy bullshitter pricilia is back to blog abt stupid stuffs once again.. to entertain bored ppl.. cos i do get entertained reading some ppl's blog u noe.. their post are jus so funny.. love it.. i shall visit them everyday now.. hahaha.. oh! i went to watch garfield 2! he bought a 1000 pieces hello kitty puzzle for mi.. we're gonna do i together.. whees.. so looking forward to the day we'll start.. loves loves.. (=
-qazwsxedcrfvtgbyhnujmiklop!-

i bleeeeeed!

2006-06-19T03:38:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU MISS YOU MISS YOU!
haha.. i seem to be missing alot of ppl actually.. its so late already.. 3.36am.. i cant sleep.. argh! i'm suffering from insomnia! or something like that.. haha.. BORED! everyone seems asleep! i've got alot of things to do u noe! ~~find my chem file, and notebook, find eng compreh book and do, ss textbk~~.. but i cant seem to get my butt to move! hahaa.. i'm stuck here.. ALONE.. everybody! WAKE UP! sighh.. cannot be selfish.. must let them sleep.. hahaa..

speaking of SELFISH, I WAN TO BE SELFISH! call mi possesive or wat.. I DUN CARE! I'm not gonna share ANYONE with ANY OTHER ppl anymore! mistakes can only be made ONCE! GRRR! i dunno why i get so fed up suddenly.. hope its a good sign.. but reli la.. not every fren can be trusted! so, i shall not let any chance for ppl to steal things i have from mi! esp those scheming ppl.. who pretends to be nice to u in front of other ppl.. or even in front of the person they are BETRAYING too.. i dislike this kind of ppl! i cant stand it when they PRETEND.. getting the oh-you-are-such-a-cute-person look! it jus disgust mi! and there's SCH later.. how nice.. i'm going to meet ppl like that.. MANY OF THEM..

no one will understand la.. no point saying more.. maybe one day i'll be one of those ppl too? without mi even realising my wrong? watever it is.. i dun like it.. so, by then, i'll jus go hate myself even more! hmm.. were all that typed by pricilia? so unlike her.. isn't she a person without temper? who wun show much anger till provoke? but no one provoked her wat.. oh crap! i'm tired of EVERYTHING!
-i bleed!-

blogged out of boredom!

2006-06-17T16:30:00.000+08:00

alright alright.. i'll blog today..
its reli time i excercise my fingers more.. cos its like whenever i type, i'll be like, sian of typing and my fingers seems to be tired so easily.. see, they are telling mi that they are tired already! -go on fingers, go on!- lols..

this week extra lessons are so called HEAVY for mi.. cos its like having 2hrs of EM followed by another 2 hrs of AM which have been going for like 3 days in a row! TRY THAT.. and dnt till 5 pm everyday.. oh well.. i slept throughout some AM lessons.. and i mean SOME only hoh.. i did listen.. but i still cant do.. i only noe they involve things like log, ln, log e base e=1, this kind of small small craps.. until now, i have not solve any questions myself.. and! the graph! wat go left go right de.. oh wells, I GIVE UP! since i gave up, i slept for around 1 hour ytd during the last lesson of AM and only woke up when mr song asked mi to wash face.. i dun bother, and continue putting my head on the table.. yeaps.. he's way too boring sometimes..

but EM is otherwise.. or maybe, i jus like this topic cos its easy? haha.. we had the test ytd, i somehow noe how to do.. but then, when i compare ans with the rest, my ans seems the odd one out.. lol.. so how? too bad for mi loh.. haha.. my fingers reli dun feel like typing anymore.. lols..

have been playing the game VOS on my com.. and i found a nice song.. lol.. actually, a few of them.. hahah.. okay nvm.. abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz! whees! i'm so bored.. somebody is still playing game outside.. lol.. oh ya.. i woke up late u noe.. its like 2 plus! haha.. then i go fry an egg.. then now use com.. HAHA! i sound so retarded! oh ya! did i mention my bro is here?! he's uber irritating.. and my mum cleverly told him MY SECRET! oh wells.. i dun care la.. yeaps.. dun u all feel irritated reading this entry? its like getting no where.. haha.. if u've realised, i'm jus stalling time.. i'm typing watever that come out of my head.. which made it crappy.. yeaa.. okay.. i cant stand myself either.. bye then..

i bought laptop..

2006-06-11T23:35:00.000+08:00

okays.. i'm back everyone.. i noe u all miss my crappings rite? haha.. i may be helping ppl who are bored to kill time u see.. okayys.. i guess i'll come online more often now.. and, blog too.. heehee.. tml got sch.. bored.. so early need to reach sch somemore.. aiyah.. i dunno how to start blogging le la.. give mi time to get used to it again okay? yupp.. i think i will stop here for now.. hmms.. i'm feeling rather hungry and craves for...... laksa! lols.. k la.. bye everyonee..

i miss someone yesterday.. cant help turning back at the hall..

2006-05-26T23:07:00.000+08:00

hellos.. i dun like 25 may 06.. i cried yesterday.. i keep turning back in the hall.. i cant help myself.. i 'm feeling so sad.. sad leads to distraction.. distraction leads to more sadness.. oh well.. i guess everything is fine today and hope it will be tml and the following days..
tml will be peirce family day.. i'm not reli interested in going there actually.. but, end up going too.. guess i'll see quite a few familiar faces tml.. not reli looking forward to it anymore.. i'm scared.. dun ask why... jus scared.. tml is also the 27th again.. (= sighh.. actually today is a sad day.. but managed to say happy till now.. yeaps.. havent choose wat to wear tml! -screams- i think i'll decide tml.. okays.. time to go.. byebye..

hello! alex blogge too.. lol..

2006-05-15T19:06:00.000+08:00

my fren is beside mi now.. haha.. lots of stuffs happened.. went out on sat.. yeaps.. it was nicee.. but we had a bad close to it.. yeaps.. but last nite ok le i suppose.. alrights.. i'm super duper lazy to update further kaes? so this shall be it.. haha..
now i let my fren type.. haha..
For a start this fren of hers is her BOYFREN lol....she shy now lol...hitting me with the pillow. Ha i oso dunno wat bad close...she refused to tell me...nvm she not angry with me can le. Anw, this darling of mine always dun eat well de. Always, cup noodles...sometimes 1 meal a day somemore. Is our 1mth and 18days le lol. Love You darling!!!!!!!
okayys.. i've got nth else to say.. THE END. (=

long time no blog eih.. lols

2006-05-01T18:36:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!!

it's me xy! lols..helping pris to update since she havent been updating for SUCH A LONG TIME!!! lols.

YEA! she's with me now..

eun just went off.. yup.. lazy pris slept and ..well, study a LIL ..lols.. dont really know what to say but stilll Jia You O! =)

tatax..[[her turn to update]] lols.

haha.. i am lazyyy ma.. cannot blame.. exam start le wor.. like when was the last time i updated? fri sat sun, i NEVER study at all eih.. today then come xy house study with eun and her loh.. did not much as usual.. but beats staying at home and slack alone rite.. yeaps.. i noe u all agree with mi la.. lols.. hmms.. my EL and chi paper ar.. i reli no confidence lar.. esp chinese.. no time do finish the paper 2 ar.. so many passages to read.. haha.. the stupid niu nai ping.. haha.. interpret wrongly la.. old man inside the vending machine.. haha.. anw, its over.. more papers to come these 3 weeks.. siao eih.. exam 4 weeks loh.. spread soooo much.. i wan it to faster end la.. bleahs..

i am looking forward for holiday noe.. jus now see the calendar, i said holiday coming le.. lols.. thinking of having holiday when the exams jus started.. haha.. i must be mad.. sat.. lets see.. cant rem la.. at home loh.. haha.. sun i made someone ANGRY.. then make someone wasted 1 and a half hour at j8.. =X but ok le lah.. then i stayover at my fren's house loh.. the parents soooo cute.. esp the mum ar.. 'wo men mei you nu er.. ni you kong jiu lai la..' 'come again, come, come' lols.. then when i leaving this morning, then the mum still expect mi come back eat lunch or dinner.. lol.. it was such a funny yet paiseh situation.. ok lar.. xy they all eating eating le.. time for mi to go home.. haha. byebyeeeee..

at xy's house

2006-04-09T13:19:00.000+08:00

alrights.. i'm in quite a BAD mood today.. bcoc of something we talked about last nite.. okayys.. its affecting my concentration real bad now.. i wan to go out.. but yet... i dun wan to.. hmms.. wat to do? they also went out liao.. sighh.. i got no mood to study.. ARGHHS! okayys.. sorry eun, i never reply ur msg.. hais.. out of a sudden, i've forget abt everything that i wanna blog abt alreadyy.. this whole week is like crap.. peirce workout.. we started on wed only lah.. no practice on thurs, alittle on fri afternoon, then like that loh.. we've got second! its like ARRRR! ((= okok.. i shall end here.. hope i'm able to blog at least once a week? okay lah.. bye everyonee.. =/

deprived of internet!

2006-04-01T17:36:00.000+08:00

my com has been down.. some sucky virus attacked it.. but there's nth i can doabt it.. so.. i have been going online these few days or even WEEKS.. i'm dead bored without my com.. yeaps.. wat has happened these few days? nth much lah hoh.. lols.. no la.. lots happened.. yeaps.. 27 march 06.. yippppie.. okayys.. i'm now in eun's house anw.. haha.. supposed to be studying lah.. but, i NNED to use the com badly lah.. haha.. but sadly.. no one is online la.. yupp yupp.. my phone has been awfully quiet today.. haha.. alrights.. i shall end here.. i miss my dumb dumb! lols..

kissed lips 125 times?! omg la..

2006-03-15T00:00:00.000+08:00

yesterday.. was so funny.. hahaha.. 044932.. hahas.. then my mum la.. spoil the whole thing.. urgh.. haha.. but nvm.. at least i dun regret la.. then supposed to meet ms ng at 10 de.. then both of us wake up late? then change meeting time.. change till 12.. yeaps.. ate lunch.. then today wasn't productive lah.. esp for mi.. hais.. was super duper distracted.. hope i'm not tml.. -fingers crossed- i think i irritate ms ng alot.. =X okayys.. anyway.. tonight didn't go for campfire in the end.. i suddenly.. yah.. reached home le, too lazy lah.. so yah.. i didn't keep my word.. so, it was jus like any normal nights.. ~~i noe, u noe, can liao~~.. lols.. okays.. thats lame.. i'm supposed to remember 6 digits.. i will rem it.. (= yeaps.. thats it.. 125 so far.. its like ALOT la.. in one day.. i noe my posts nowadays makes no sense.. but, this it it loh..

kissed.. hugged.. wat else?

2006-03-13T23:46:00.000+08:00

i guess its time for mi to update.. i feel like blogging.. but i'm scared to say some things i'm not supposed to say.. so i rather not blog.. but i cannot dun update lah.. okay.. nvm.. i shall say it briefly.. these 2 days.. things that are not suppossed to happen, happenes.. it was beyond control i guess? haha.. both at fault? lol.. i say until like wat like that.. aiyah.. nth one lahh.. like that then like that loh.. haha.. okay okay.. i dun wish to go on.. byebyee..

uncle says ta dui wo you yi shi! (=

2006-03-11T22:36:00.000+08:00

hellos.. guess wat? i've been staying at home for the wholeee damn day but i dun reli feel as grouchy as i used to be.. and i've been msging like the whole day? used like 90 over smses in one day.. i noe to u all might be very little.. but to mi its alot? haha.. pathetic aint it? might be one of the rare days.. haha.. in 3 days, i sent almost 200 smses liao la.. this is getting bad.. maybe i should stop? must wei bie ren zhao xiang.. haha.. okayys.. i vomitted twice today.. once yesterday.. and please, i'm not pregnant.. yeaps.. my mum reached s'pore.. she'll be at home tml.. i wanna cut hair tml! so sad i cant.. ARGHS.. have to wait next sun.. dun ask mi why i must wait till sun.. yeaps.. i feeeeeeel sweet today.. tho i'm not supposed to feel so.. sighh.. i shall not elaborate.. jus wan this day to be remembered.. yeaps..

so wat? we cant do anything about this.. can we? why must it be you? argh! this is so frustrating!

abt talking on phone whole nite and meet at BP

2006-03-11T10:48:00.000+08:00

hellos! didn't have time to blog last nite.. plus i slept at 10 plus? its so early lah.. why leh? cos the other nite i didn't sleep AT ALL! i started toking on the phone at around 12 plus.. tok tok tok, tok till 6:38am! lol.. time to go sch liao loh.. haha.. chatted for like 6hours 33 mins and 28 sec! then i slept for 2 solid hours during amaths lesson! lion took a photo of it.. i sleep until like that hoh, mr song still never wake mi up leh.. haha.. anw, after lesson, xy showed mr song the video she took of mi doing my hw.. haha.. so funny..

i'm sleeping during amaths!

then last period with form teacher.. got back progress report.. it appeared that my L1R5 is higher than i expected.. cos apparently, ms noor showed mi a different set of marks! make mi think that i pass when i fail my humans.. so, like that loh.. its not say very good results lah.. but its like a super big improvement from last year.. yeaps.. thanks to everyone who have been pushing mi through.. esp xy and eun.. ppl who influenced mi to study.. (= i will try to work even harder next term? to make my L1R5 below 20.. yeaps.. i have to.. alrights..

had chem remedial, slept through it too.. lucky ms lee didn't make us pass up the worksheet.. cos mine was like blanks here and there.. yeaps.. slacked a while before for sjab.. ~~i vomited lahh~~.. then slacked in sjab room.. did a little secretary work today.. then like that loh.. sjab have been so boring la.. then as usual, they dismiss us so late loh.. then i was getting so impatient to be released la.. then i chiong to change out.. lol.. then i left bird there when she havent put on her pants! haha! okay.. i was being naughty then.. then didn't go eat with them.. as i had to rush home to bathe.. asked them to msg mi where they going, but they never loh! -pouts

then went to meet my fren lah.. i was late.. cos i was talking to the dao guy online la.. haha! yeaps.. then stayed there for like 2 hours? haha.. talked quite a bit.. i didn't eat anything at all yesterday! except for the chocolates my fren bought for mi.. (= then my fren is still trying to do something.. haha.. see how long my fren will take.. haha.. then went home loh.. wanted to blog de la.. but ended up reading other ppl posts, then onto my bed i go.. fast asleep.. haha.. before that i noe i have to stay awake do something de.. but i forget to do it lah.. yeaps yeaps.. okay.. today so sian, should be staying home loh.. )= okayys.. i'll end here.. byebyes! ((=

* oh! my mama coming back tonight!

EERR! uncle wanted to send mi home de loh..

2006-03-09T23:50:00.000+08:00

EEEEE YEEEEEERRS!

i dun like u lah.. bad girl!

SPOILER EIH! ARGGGH! )=

forget it.. ITS OVER ALREADY! next time ba.. yeaps.. i feel very bad tonight.. i'm so sorry to whoever i te zui.. (as in provoke la) yah.. so sorry.. i feel like vomiting again today.. i tot the feeling gone liao loh.. but now come back again la.. dunno why loh.. )= but cant vomit in the end.. which makes mi more xin ku loh.. sigh.. yeaps.. i did my AMATHS hw! refered to ms ng notebook de lah.. but at least i bother to do it on my own okay! (= okayys.. i'm tired.. i'm turning in i guess.. SOME DAO GUY ASKED ME TO SLEEP!

did peirce workout.. think er jie likes E

2006-03-08T22:53:00.000+08:00

hellos.. i jus woke up not long ago.. didn't realise i slept for so long.. and i think i wan to sleep somemore.. yeaps.. haha.. nth special happened today rite? i was copying a new set of msg.. but last yer those msg i also havent copy finish.. oh man.. i got sooo much to copy la.. okayy.. i think i found out something.. yah.. i never think of the impossible.. my fault..

nini ask alot of IF..

2006-03-07T23:51:00.000+08:00

i intended to blog today.. but suddenly, i cant think of wat to blog about la.. so, haha.. yeaps.. gtg lahh.. byebyee..

i think my best fren is not happy with mi.. called alex

2006-03-06T23:57:00.000+08:00

I AM M-O-O-D-Y!

oh.. i am scared too..

dear! I AM VERY VERY SCARED!

oh man.. i feel like crying again..

alex's b'dae, sc birthday.. stayover.. insult at C..

2006-03-05T18:36:00.000+08:00

heys.. a quick one before i have to pia dnt.. i was happily having steamboat yesterday when all the dnt students got an sms! 'please pass up ur folio on monday' we are like HUH.. and some of us staying over loh.. ppl like mi la.. so where got time to do rite? so, i think i'll cry while rushing later.. its normal.. HAHA! anw, yah.. happy birthday to shuichengg! and happy belated birthday to alex! yeaps.. stayover was fun! i slept at after 6.30AM and jere woke mi up for church at 7.15 AM! arhh! anw, yah.. i dun feel like blogging le lah.. oh! i wanna buy laptop! any recomendation anyone? but its yah.. provided i'm ALLOWED to buy one..

lalala.. i got SG's photo! haha..

2006-03-04T00:07:00.000+08:00

hellos! today ar.. lets see.. morning go sch.. had chem.. then eng.. got back compreh.. i only got like 3/25! but that's not counted in CA.. my CA marks i got 67! which is B3.. i'm contended.. usually get C one loh.. yeaps.. then phy.. the test.. once again i feel its damn easy.. but this will jus make mi more prone to careless mistakes.. arhh.. i think i around 4 marks gone la.. hope its 4 marks and below only.. then at least 21/25 not bad ma.. haha.. then recess.. then AM.. i slept through the whole class noe.. i was so tired.. and everytime i tried listening to his lesson, i jus dun get it la.. always need stephanie to explain to mi then i understand.. for a moment only.. then i will forget again! haha.. lousy pricilia..

then i said i was sleeping during AM rite? then mr song never wake mi up la! haha.. lion slept, he wake her up, but he never wake mi up.. hahaha.. so dumb.. i dun feel like waking up de loh.. haha.. then i went home straight.. iron uni all this.. then sleep awhile.. i slept for like 15-20 mins la.. then i was dreaming about something la.. then ti di ti di ti.. alarm clock! ARGHH! irritating.. reluctantly went sch loh.. then changed.. then fall in.. then slacked during sjab.. do nth loh.. then went home.. then now nth to do.. haha.. all i noe i keep going round saying i'm CUTE!.. please refer to esther's blog for example.. haha! that's all for today.. (:

pictures! today nth special..

2006-03-02T22:03:00.000+08:00

nothing special today rite? geog test, i dunno la.. i'm thankful enough the triangle thing never come out for my class.. oh ya.. all maths lesson becomes add maths liao.. cos he teach TOO SLOW.. haha.. it doesn't matter to mi anw.. he teach fast or slow, i also wont understand wat he toking de.. yepas.. then cme, boring and torturous.. never pass up chinese compo today! oh no! i jus remembered! hahaha.. dun feel like doing leh.. tml also no chinese.. haha.. see first la.. phy more important to mi.. tml got phy test on lenses.. ms NG has gone through everything with mi? haha.. i will read again later..

then today de chinese class watch the dunno wat think.. you hua zi shuo, let's shoot! haha.. got test on that.. so lame lah.. abt students talking bad about theirs teachers on their blog.. sound like mi huh? but i dun scold till so bad do i? i complain only la.. haha.. anw, i was watching till i feel asleep.. haha.. too bad loh.. the test is apoint 50 la.. i wonder how i'm going to pass it.. after sch stayed back in sc room.. i dun feel like studying then.. then i wanted to do something.. heehee.. then went home, then studies with ms NG online loh.. then now blogging.. yeaps.. xinyi jus sent mi some pictures! whees~!

here! i was playing that same game lah!

then i finally got FIRST! so happy! 90%!

this is when i was asking alot of ppl yes or no lah.. then i was couting the squares there.. haha.. look so dumb.. oh well, thats mi..

6.5 and 6.2.. haha.. went to play ground with nini

2006-03-01T23:43:00.000+08:00

alright.. nth actually went in when i study for geog.. meet nini.. then he never bring anything leh.. then he sit there loh.. ask him help mi think of how to do my zuo wen but her never lah.. ate ice cream.. once again, yellow one! was so tempted to buy another one.. but, no.. yeaps.. so we walked home today.. went playground for a little while.. and yah.. nth much le lah.. i cant remember wat i wan to blog about.. was feeling kind of ~~emo~~ jus now at the playground.. oh well.. after all, it has lots of sweet memories.. esp, the swing.. (= and the song came back to mi.. everytime by britney.. hahas.. walking down memory lane..

hais.. as i've had said..

its all MEMORIES that i wont forget..

alex's disturbance? haha..

2006-02-28T19:20:00.000+08:00

okayys.. there is this thing that has been bugging mi today.. but i dun exactly noe wat.. everytime i think of it, my stomach gives a flip! ARHH! the question keep popping in my head.. YES OR NO? omggg.. okay okay.. pricilia.. stop thinking abt it.. today lesson was AS USUAL.. then got back amaths and emaths paper.. i feel like crying la.. i expected like 25 or 26? guess how much i got? 19! wth loh.. then i only get a B.. didn't get my A.. so sad loh.. spoil my day jus by going for first period.. then PE.. i felt like running, so i ran.. 2 roundas the parade square.. but that was like CRAP..

geog.. i tot i passed up my paper la.. then guess wat? its in between my foolscape pad! say WOW everyone.. and its supposed to be a test? how smart am i la.. brought it home, didn't noe myself till ms noor giving back the papers.. so blur lah.. and she kindly asked mi to update my class diary cos it has been weeks since i updated it la.. and so, i have to show it to her every friday and let her sign.. -pouts- eng.. as sian as usual.. amaths.. i tried listening to the acceleration velocity and all the crap la.. but dunno wat mr song saying loh.. so irritating la! so, i ended up copying again lah..

then did not go for PC.. went ass instead.. for New Zealand presentation.. NZ rawks okay.. everyone should go.. haha.. okayys.. then got this test paper that we have to do after sch la.. i skipped all the questions that i dunno how to do one.. and i got 47/80.. haha.. i might go try thinking how to do the rest later.. yeaps.. i learnt how to upload photos liao..is that very slow? ahah.. i didn't noe i have photobucket acc la.. until yesterday i tried signing up, then they say my email got the acc liao.. haha.. so lame.. so, i shall start uploading pictures i wanted to upload long ago..

this is my birthday cake this year! hellokitty! (=

all my 2006 valentines day presents!

sadly, no real flowers this year.. last year got 7..

my favourites! ((=

back from studying at BK with xy, nini, alex..

2006-02-27T23:05:00.000+08:00

hellos.. today.. hais.. dunno wat to say la.. came home right after sch to bathe then went to meet xy for lunch at tp.. i was super duper late la okay.. so sorry.. then ate.. then so full la.. then went to BK there loh.. then after a while, alex and nini came loh.. and i was doing my phy workbook.. with the help of xinyi ng.. yupp.. then like that loh.. ended up playing a little game of dai di.. then i copied finish wood and part of metal liao.. then.. i was so reluctant to study liao.. so, made nini give mi his laptop to play.. obviously, xy dun let la.. then i go on strike.. dun give mi play, i dun study.. so, i got to play for almost an hour? but i told them i'll start studying if i already get first and that 90% for that game, that song.. and i did it! wheees.. (= if only i got such determinatin to study.. wah.. confirm do very well liao.. but too bad, its only on games la..

then play while study again loh.. then tickled alex, for the first time he got scared.. but after that not anymore.. so find his other weak point loh.. so, i found it.. but after a while.. doesn't work leh.. then i tried other places, also cannot loh.. so i give up la.. then he found my weak point.. then he keep doing it la.. then its like.. ARR.. okayy.. shall not say further.. i bought taro pie and shared onion rings with xy for dinner.. then do little more before we go back.. then they off the light liao loh.. yapps.. actually, i'm too tired to continue liao.. there are actually some more things that happened la.. but, too lazy to say..

oh oh! the wrong number.. omg la.. so malu.. and to think that i still keep calling for so many times.. hahaha.. malu-ed myself alot sia.. kk.. enough.. hais.. i'm abit affectted by something which i reli cannot say out.. alright.. its only temporary la.. reminder for myself, tml bring bumble bee shirt, chinese white file.. A and E maths blue and black file.. anymore? no more.. very good pricilia.. haha.. i'm going crazyy.. whees.. BEWARE OF PRICILIA!

mi with colourful clips.. so unlike mi..

and here is MANDA!

today eye swollen, never go out..

2006-02-26T21:29:00.000+08:00

OUCHY.. my eye swollen.. never go out at all. slept till 1 plus.. then wake up a while sleep again.. till dunno wat time loh.. did a little housework.. then lazy liao.. ate a packet of potato chips to last mi the whoe day today.. haha.. then i wanted to make notes de.. then i tear alot of paper into half.. but never do the notes in the end.. haha.. nvm.. save it for next time.. lol..

oh yah! i yesterday forget to say.. i went home alone rite.. then so sian ma.. lazy walk in.. then when i alight.. got this guy.. like i never see before one.. then his walking speed so fast la.. so, i make it a point that i have to follow his walking speed.. haha.. without mi knowing, i reached the security guard! so fast la.. which is good.. then i dun feel so sian walking home alone.. hahaha.. so lame rite.. i noee..

my eyes how ar? i scared is reli the contact lense go behind.. tho now look sooo much better.. but i scared tml swollen again how? ARHH! hope not ba.. okay okay.. i shall go off now.. eh.. still 9 plus leh.. so early go off? nvm lah.. i shall come back later then.. haha.. byebyee.. see u later if i feel like coming back..

i got jealous of her.. how??

2006-02-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. i was almost late for sch on fri.. if i'm later, i'll go detention! luckily, we're not.. cos we ran in.. tho ppl who were walking with us at first, didn't run, so they got late! okayys.. i think its kinda funny running all the way in from the gate to sch.. HAHA! then amaths test!! mr song was being SO NICE CAN? i have to say he is.. he went round helping mi lion and sam.. he even tell mi the formula of indices to use lah! and how to do toooo! i hope i can get at least 4 to 6 marks or more? but i think the paper is over 40 lah! rahh! still F9.. lol.. but emaths.. i quite dissapointed lah.. i think its quite an easy paper? tho i lost 9 marks.. or maybe less i hope.. i have to get at least 27/35! if not, there goes my A1 lah.. if i get a 26/35, i think its A2 already! finger crossed..

today.. went for sjab.. and left halfway.. waited for maniam lah.. then she so bad, go with other ppl never tell mi.. make mi down there dunno wats the reason la.. notti notti.. hahas.. then reached there.. ate when eun came.. went to tpy safra.. played one 'i like to mingle' game! haha.. abit lame la.. lol.. then watched their presentations too.. then had refreshments.. then watched part of our own video.. i SO SO SO miss NZ can? looking at some other pics too.. there are much more out there for us to do! I WANT TO JOIN! like i got the money like that.. haha..

then went to j8 to buy something la.. then intend to go home before meeting them de.. then ended up walking round j8 with tessa while she wait for her fren.. then i was too lazy to go home.. so, called nini to meet earlier.. and i waited at mac first loh.. haha.. then i was playing the whole day today la.. no studying AT ALL! i cant believe i cant get first! its always one more percent only lah! not fair! oh ya! eugene was telling mi that i should start studying liao.. haha.. how i wish i can la.. but i've to many things that is distracting mi! )= oh well.. i dun wish to say further..

SHE WON, and I LOST.. ~~haha!~~

Sleepover at est house..

2006-02-24T01:28:00.000+08:00

hellos.. i'm in esther's house now and she's lik ejus beside mi now.. haha.. both of us are feeling tired+sleepy but there are still things undone.. argh! dnt is such a killer.. i'll jus die in the hands of mr ng tml.. hahaha.. a and e maths test.. i hope i do well for my emaths lah.. amaths, I'LL TRY to do okay.. yeaps.. geod.. havent copy workbook la.. then got this worksheet i think need to do loh.. but too lazy plus no time lah.. AH CRAP! so tired.. oh yah.. had some fun at her house too.. haha.. saw MANDA.. haha.. not bad lah she.. LOL..

ITS ALREADY 130AM-esther. YAWNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNS :(
haha.. i'm closing my eyes soon..argh! irritating shit la.. oh well.. i shall go now.. byebyeeeeee

SG tok to mi like finally..

2006-02-22T23:51:00.000+08:00

today.. everything sucked.. arghh~! i so wan to cry lah.. but nth came out.. everything inside so xinku.. but i dunno wat needed to be let out also.. )= wanted to watch soccer, but part of mi think that, why should i? hais.. was super distracted jus now lah.. walk almost knock the pillar.. then go up the steps, missed a step.. i cant find my mp3 i still blur blur de.. and say buy another one loh.. lol.. then not productive doing hw in the council room today.. 2 hours for 2 questions! how can i survive for the test rite? haha.. and today's chinese test is sooo sucky.. i bet i'll fail.. dnt restest.. i never learn also.. tried my best liao.. forget abt CENTER LATHE! arghh! so careless.. )=

then went to tp mac with nini loh.. this time worse ar.. he brought his laptop! and i was playing all the way.. hahaha.. so guess wat? nth done! at all! haha.. waste time only.. and my dnt.. i wanted to do it today.. but no heart to do.. so forget it ba.. haha.. DIE LE LAH! yeaps.. i feel kinda tired now.. but yeaa.. i keep thinking there's something i need to finish.. but wat? i not sure myself.. haha.. forget it la.. oh yah! I WON!! I GOT PERSERVERANCE OKAY! but i blew my chance.. oh well.. i'm contended! SERIOUSLY.. ((=

i've decided to NOT drop amaths.. (=

2006-02-21T20:50:00.000+08:00

hellos! i'm like.. aww.. quite relieved i must say.. jus talked to my uncle for like almost half an hour lah.. and i was like keep asking him should i drop amaths anot.. he at first say yes.. then say anything.. then i keep telling him this and that.. then he say "since u yourself dun wan to drop, why drop?" haha.. then i go on by saying "but i must drop.." then he say drop lah.. then tok somemore.. i told him alot of things lah.. then he approve that i can pay for it but dun need take it.. heehee.. at least i got his approval! (= notice why i didn't bother to ask my mum? firstly, she's a stupid mom who dun understand all this crap study thing.. secondly, my uncle has been the one who is paying for my sch fees since i come here lah.. so, o'level money, also his u see.. at least i'm relieved now! much thanks to my HK aunt too.. cos she called mi, then i asked her to help mi ask my uncle to call mi.. and i said URGENT! haha.. ((=

oh yah.. sch today was okay i guess.. phy.. sam broke the lense.. haha.. then i brought home the letter 'p' la.. broke till so style loh.. then chinese.. i was rushing dnt loh.. then health screening.. my backbone got worse! the nurse ask mi do sit ups.. like wat the hell? it will help meh.. not only i need do la.. alot ppl also.. haha.. then no maths lesson.. make mi bring the book so heavy.. oh yah! i brought ALL THE TEXTBOOKS TODAY! phy, emaths, amaths, dnt+its folio, and chinese text la.. see, i'm sooo guai today.. haha.. then dnt lesson got back test paper! i got 23/50.. haha.. like since when i pass my dnt.. maybe, 1 out of 10? lols.. okay.. not that pathetic lah.. maybe 1 out of 7 times loh.. then wat we did for amaths? i slept la.. haha.. then ass, i finally noe roughly the cut off point.. yeaps..

then after sch was super late for supp lesson.. i only get like 6/25 loh.. with the help of esther.. (= for the rest, all i noe is still the dy dx ONLY! haha.. tml got chinese test.. was learning the cheng yu with xy jus now.. so funny.. ended up doing some stupid things also la.. haha.. oh ya.. my dnt also! i have to RETHINK AGAIN! sucker lah.. he said my previous idea was better.. but serene doing too.. i dun wan to do the same as her lah.. haiyoh.. headache ar.. then went home loh.. jere return mi geog book somemore! so heavy lah! then got this xiao mei mei smile to mi.. she said 'hello jie jie' she call mi jie jie leh! omg lah.. even my bro call mi by name! haha.. so cute la.. too bad she with an adult.. then i dun dare tok to her or wat.. ahah.. i jus say hi and smile back loh.. yeaps.. she's so cute.. (= anw, i upload some pictures kaes.. hahas..

LOOK AT MY HAIR!

SG stayed online to tok to her.. didn't even bother to say hi!

2006-02-19T22:50:00.000+08:00

okays.. i'm in a BAD BAD mood! how would u feel if you are the one treated like that? please lah.. its sucky loh.. its like 3 hours?! haha.. i'm wasting so much YOUTH! imagine, jus 2 hours everyday.. one week, 14hours.. two weeks 28hours.. 4 weeks 56 hours.. then one year got around 52 weeks? which make it 468hrs.. which is also 19 and a half days per year.. one year only got 365 days? issit? aiyah... watever it is.. i'll be wasting around 19 and a half days on YOU every year.. okasy.. enough calculations.. its not bringing mi anywhere also..

cried in church.. nth special.. been crying alot lately lah.. yeaps.. then had youth meeting.. then went to eat lunch while waiting for nini lah.. then i was thinking almost 3.30 liao loh.. havent fang gong meh.. called him, he's in mrt.. haha! and i'm like waiting for him in chinatown.. so, took mrt to amk alone.. and he dun wan to study lah! as for mi, i actually have no intension of studying de.. cos i tot i'll ended up doing flowers anyway.. end up we sit there stone loh.. so, we decided to go home.. haha.. reached home, i slept till like now? tho woke up in between to check my tagboard lah.. yeaps.. tml pe leh.. have to run! i so dun feel like lah! but no more excuse liao loh.. cos i think my BIG blister healing.. tml got chem test! i only studied half lah.. no progress from yesterday.. yupp yupp.. as for now.. i think i'll end here.. might go back to sleep la.. so that i wont think abt too many things! okays.. byeeee~!!

i found JEROME! yeah!

2006-02-19T00:10:00.000+08:00

okays.. time check 12:08.. i jus reach home not long.. haha.. where did i go? i went to meet xinyi at around 8pm.. to eat plus study lah.. yeaps.. i learnt quite a bit lah.. can say around half of wat tested? it was quite rare for mi to learn that much in such a short time lehs.. yippie! then nini came lah.. with his frens as usual.. then i lost the flower i gave him! cos he put everything on the table ma.. so, i keep his everything loh.. then when return to him, only have hp and wallet.. flower gone liao.. so sorry nini.. then after that went home loh.. then yah.. here blogging.. i think i found him.. haha.. yeaps.. and i seriously tot i will never find him anymore lah.. haha.. okayys.. i shall see how.. as for now.. i'm turning in.. yeaps.. goodnite world..

i jus cried bcos of SG.. they stayedover..

2006-02-17T21:44:00.000+08:00

heyys.. i jus cried finish.. haha.. today.. nth much happened actually.. sjab.. sians.. we did something stupid lah.. shall not say it out.. its a secret.. then went home loh.. so tired.. i was thinking of some things.. and i seriously think she did it.. cos i asked him, and tho he said, but not exactly the whole thing.. yeaps.. and i think she ar.. hais.. dunno which side she's on lah okay.. why must she tell her? was is on purpose? i noe the whole gang is against mi la.. ARGH! forget it.. i'm not in a very good mood these few days.. jus have to hide all my feelings lah.. shall not let it affect mi in sch.. i'm reli damn moody okay.. i guess i'll jus scream at whoever who provoke mi lah.. okayys..

-why cant we talk in private?

2 days no toking to SG.. i want long way song home

2006-02-16T21:28:00.000+08:00

hellos.. i jus wanna blog, but nth particular to blog about i guess.. i was being ASKED to do my work yesterday.. and not bad.. but it was like 1 plus close to 2 when i get to sleep.. so today i keep sleeping in class! geog, this year not seated with chengg anymore.. no one wake mi up, no one compete with mi in copying the notes.. so i never listen the lesson at all la.. okay.. i reli got no mood to blog actually.. oh yah.. jus wanna add on.. yesterday i skipped first lesson and only reached sch at around 8.45? say WOW everyone.. i dun intend to go sch actually, cos i dun wan to go HIS class.. but too bad, i'll have to do things against my will..

oh yah! i havent found the bps guy.. when i tot i'll have some clue on how to find him, my only clue is not tagging my board anymore..

oh wells.. i reli reli reli no mood to blog at all.. gtg everyone.. BYE!

val day! smell grass gave mi a piggy!

2006-02-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

its valentine's day! okay.. it has ended.. haha.. i cried alot today too.. cos of amaths.. but its not the higlight of the day! (= i was smittened after that lah..

went j8 to meet the guys, and i got piggies! so cute lah.. one big one small.. haha! from 2 different ppl too lah.. yupps.. so, now i owe one of them a prezzie.. (: went to jowie house.. i slept.. i was tooo tired lah.. doing flowers.. i did till like 5am! then i wanted to rest for 15mines de.. but ended up waking up at almost 7! was so scared i'll be late for sch la.. yeaps.. we exchanged gifts! whees.. how nice rite.. yippie!

oh ya.. played something at j8.. i'm too lazy to elaborate.. got to take free photos.. haha.. its so cute lah.. haha.. and, i keep wanting to laugh at myself lah.. for my stupidness, foolishness.. watever-ness lah! haha.. thanks to lao pa.. (= thank you for asking mi outttt.. if not, it wont be the same lah.. haha.. FUN! LOVES~!! everything was jus so funny.. haha.. after all, it might be the last val day i'll be spending here.. yupps.. okays.. i wan to sleep.. bye!

mysterious person..

2006-02-13T23:42:00.000+08:00

oh wells.. today aint my day.. i was like frustrated most of the time.. haha.. went j8.. spent till i like left 5 cents! i'm broke.. seriously.. oh damn it.. i'm reli frustrated! i dun deny I AM ~~jealous~~.. how can things be so qiao? haha! i'm not dumb.. i have eyes to see too! wat do u all think i am? i noe i wish so much that i'm not human.. but, too bad! i am! so, please treat mi as a human being too! wats the use of saying so much now?

anw, my mum! who is still dun wanna change being a sucker.. she is so PRO to can even make mi irritated even though she's not here.. SUPER DUMB LAH SHE! NO BRAINS! dunno they got lots of burden liao, still add on to them! stupid lah.. inconsiderate!!

bought wrong presents for wrong ppl.. cos i got wrong info.. haha.. we shall see tml.. i'm so not looking forward to val day now.. reli.. ARGHHS! i feel like screaming my lungs out.. anw, i dun think i'll ~~ever~~ find that bps guy anymore lah.. its not as easy as i thought.. yeaps.. i shall end here.. -waves-

lalalas.. com got carried by marcus..

2006-02-12T20:35:00.000+08:00

heys.. lets see.. where should i start from? thurs? watched like few mins of tt.. then go council room do my dnt.. wasn't fruitful at all.. then pass it up again.. with empty pictures here and there =X then did i do my hw? hmms.. i think not.. haha.. then friday.. had sjab.. before that went to see the last year batch getting their results.. many cried.. i cried too.. i felt scared.. but no matter how much amount of scaredness i feel, it wont make mi study leh.. sighh.. wat is happening to mi? went to change then go for sjab loh.. did sec work.. its quite fun la.. i've always liked that post.. haha.. like but cannot be also no use.. yeaps.. then like that only, changed out and went to pizza hut with xiao qin and li xian.. oh yah! i thought i got this new sec 1 cute guy in my unit la.. but yesterday they say dun have.. oh well.. watever lah.. haha..

yesterday.. they had mini com? lols.. it was so funny.. 2nd kor carried mi lah.. so strong rite? it must have been so tiring for him.. haha.. then nth much already lah.. oh.. i have to throw away my socks cos its like so muddy.. haha.. they made mi take off my shoes laa.. alrights.. went to tp after that.. bought some stuffs.. super excited to do it la.. i've done afew already.. gonna do more! yippie! as for todayy... went church loh.. i cried! it has been quite some time since i cried in church i think.. yupps.. waited for jere meeting to be over which lastest 2 and a half hours.. bloody long la. i get to take a nap there too.. not bad ar.. haha.. then supposed to go study de.. ended up going home.. haha.. and wat i'm doing now? SLACKING!

tml got 2 tests and yet i'm not studying.. see see see.. i jus cant study alone.. oh my.. i shall flunk o'levels badly lah.. then kill myself by the end of the year.. okayy.. i'm jus joking.. hahas.. kkkk.. i shall end here.. i'm too lazy to continue.. yawns.. haha!

bored.. i did emaths!

2006-02-08T21:52:00.000+08:00

heyhey.. u noe wat? i didn't on my com at all yesterday! why leh? cos i slept after i bathe, then the moment i woke up was like, morning liao.. haha.. so funny.. when i woke up i saw 6plus.. then i think i slept at around 6plus or 7.. then when i see 6 plus, i was like.. eh.. i slept so little only meh? haha.. i still blur blur de loh.. then its already morning.. went to sch.. oh well.. i'll try to come later next time.. come early, sit there nth to do also.. yeaps..

oh.. i cant him that bps guy.. )= sighh.. nvm then.. not fated ba.. haha.. oh ya! i wan to tok abt yesterday ar.. remedial so funny i tell u.. i was there and i did not a single question la.. at the end, i did one.. so as not to make myself feel guilty.. then mr song ar.. haha. he and his NEH! he speak to us in chinese lah! so damn funny loh.. 'hao bu hao neh?' 'hui bu hui neh?' 'zuo zi ge neh' haha.. he ends everything with a NEH! so funny.. then went down eat.. then go SC room do hw.. then i was doing okay! and eun did not! haha.. she ar.. cannot sit in one place also.. lie here lie there one.. haha.. but mi being hardworing only last for one day la.. haha..

today.. went amk to collect contact lenses.. then before that ate kfc with xinyi.. then went back sch to see abit of soccer while doing hw.. haha.. we were under the sun la.. so funny.. got shade for us we go under the sun do.. lols.. come home, bathe.. TRIED to do dnt.. but, failed.. )= now i already feel like sleeping loh.. its 10:06 only.. lol.. oh ya! i ate 15 butterfly prawns today! cos is mummy buy de.. yum yum! jealous of mi ma? haha! okay.. i shall go off now.. byebye everyone..

ADDED: i bought a nice bag for myself! at least i think that its nice la.. haha.. tho it might not look nice on mi.. but i jus like it alot!

pissed by sucky ppl.. cant find jerome

2006-02-06T21:25:00.000+08:00

i was pissed off by sucky suckers..

oh wells.. went home earlier cos no one was in sch anymore? i watched neither tt or rugby.. how sad.. rushed dnt after sch jus now.. hope mr ng saw it la..

oh oh oh! guess wat have i been doing from jus now? i was on friendster looking for this guy lah! some guy i toked to during end of 2003 till early 2004.. lol.. 7 feb 2004 was the last time we toked.. and tml is already 7 feb 06! wow.. 2 years.. e-mailed him, but dunno wat delivery failure thing.. so, went looking for him on friendster lah.. but search results is like alot lah.. i dunno how to make it lesser.. so, i cant find him.. )= SO SAD LAH!

if by chance you're the one whom i'm looking for, please tell mi.. haha.. some bishan park sec guy who should be 17 yrs old this year..

lols.. aiyah.. i'm jus kidding..

tml got phy test.. so not lookign forward..

i gtg off le lah.. byebyees..

DUN TOK THEN DUN TOK LAH!

smell grass is hot cold!

2006-02-05T23:46:00.000+08:00

i'm sadddddened!

ah wells.. wat can i do abt it?

NOTHING! -screams-

can u please stop turtoring mi?
i've reli had enough..

its not someting i wan to act this way..

i jus cant help it okay!

hot cold hot cold~!

I'M JUS NOT THE ONE LAH!

long time no blog, won x-country, went np

2006-02-05T13:59:00.000+08:00

hellos aliens! haha.. i'm bored.. oh well..

sch started on wed.. wat happened then? i cant remember le lah.. oh! i noe! i got pissed off cos i stayed back on wed FOR NOTHING! yeaps.. but i guess the problem has been resolved.. i might go back, might not.. then thrus.. i got to go for like 3 re-test lah.. but ended up only doing 2.. cos the other amaths test is like, no hope la.. so, didn't bother to do it again.. then came down, no one there.. wanted to watch rugby, but its dumb watching alone.. so, home i go..

then FRIDAY! wat do we have? CROSS COUNTRY! whees.. at first, i was so not looking forward to it lah.. cos its like, jowie is not able to make it.. then there will be NO ONE to pull mi along the way.. i so hoped i did signed up for pd that moment.. then i prayed.. =) and went for the run with a better attitude.. i was already having stich at the pond area there loh.. barely half of the trip la.. then i pass jenard.. she was counting the positioning.. and i was 40th! so unbelieveable lah.. cos so many ppl overtook mi already.. then run run run.. then i finally started walking.. haha.. then i ran past ting's station.. i was super tired already.. i reli wanted to give up liao loh.. then i started crying.. ran for a bit more, then walked again.. then ran past jere's station.. i heard he shouted i'm the 39th! but he claimed that he shouted 49th! but yah.. its already over.. so i ran ran ran.. then walked again.. till the front bus stop, sc they all.. i was walking as usual.. haha.. then i keep telling myself after the bend must run all the way liao.. but then, i stopped at bpss de gate.. lol.. i look back, so many ppl behind mi running! i got scared and so i ran! i'm so relieved when i past the school gate.. was super happy when i see badges still there.. lol.. i turned out to be the 41th! improved from last year.. didn't expect myself to get it anymore.. it felt as if so mnay ppl ran past mi already.. I DID IT MYSELF THIS YEAR! yeaps, but now i got 2 big blisters under my feet, and one of my toenail is like dropping out? and it looks disgusting now.. FALCON got first for both events.. =) hope it continues on.. heehee..

saturday.. went to mama foong's house early in the morning.. took taxi there.. was listening to all the chattings.. yeaps.. ate alot of goodies.. but no BEE HIVE! oh yah.. sherk brought some for mi.. thanks! its not called beehive la.. but look like it.. so, i named it that.. haha.. then went to j8.. to meet ruiheng.. then bought prawnies for maniam.. then the 3 of us went to ngee ann poly.. took 52, it was quite a long trip.. then when we past by the school, i was thinking 'why is the school so dull?' then walked around.. look look see see.. the only thing i like abt it is the library? as in, it looked the nicest of every building there.. oh, we saw their cca too.. there is this hip hop one.. so cool la.. i think its so suitable for yan ren to join.. all the moves yanren always do one.. haha.. ate lunch then went to thomson plaza loh..

wanted to look for something de, but the shop was closed! oh.. i turn turn turn the thingy.. and i got WHITE! the colour i wanted la.. another turn, white again.. which means i could exchange with stephanie rite.. but manian exchanged it with her pink.. cos she got both dark and light pink.. so now she's having the colours steph wans.. white and dark pink.. haha.. i wan go turn more next time.. there's 8 to collect! i already got half of it.. =) pink, white, green, and mus watever one.. look like yellowish-orange.. yeaps..

then went home loh.. it was drizzling abit.. then today, i didn't go church.. the moment i woke up its like, my legs damn pain lah.. it was already so pain n sat.. then today it got worse.. and i dunno why, my back also pain liao.. wth lah.. my everywhere pain loh.. even my hands felt so weak.. stayed home to do dnt.. everyone else has passed up their folio except mi and marcus.. but at least he only need to transfer.. i havent do finish! argh! sian sian sian.. why do i even take dnt in the first place? ah crap.. off to go find pictures for dnt le lah.. so, bye aliens! haha!

i miss smell grass.. went to sc's house..

2006-01-31T21:41:00.000+08:00

jus came back from shuicheng's house and from tp.. tired.. tho all we did was gambling? lol.. i lost more than 10 bucks! they sang song too.. so sad i cant sing la.. esp chinese songs.. which remind mi of some ppl only.. HAHA! then played pool.. not bad le lah.. i got a couple of balls in.. which i noe is very pathetic already la.. yeaps.. then now back home.. and i'm not feeling my very best.. reli..

i think all i can say is i'm damn useless la!

I'M BEYOND HOPE!

Gotta change ma answering machine

Now that I'm alone

Cuz right now it says that we

Can't come to the phone

And I know it makes no sense

Cus you walked out the door

But it's the only way I hear your voice

Anymore

(It's ridiculous) It's been months for some reason I just

(Can't get over us) And I'm stronger than this

(Enough is enough) No more walking 'round with ma head down

I'm so over being blue Crying over you

(Chorus)

And I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing

You were still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs

So sad and slow

So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender

I had That's marked July 15th

Cuz since there's no more you

There's no more anniversery

I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you

And your memories

And now every song reminds me

Of what used to be

boring cny at homee

2006-01-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

okay.. its so boring can? being home when all ur frens are out visiting.. -pouts! today woke up at around 9 plus? then went to his brother's house.. for a while.. then go to dunno wat river hong bao.. so lame la.. then home.. and then was home all the while today! so nth much happened.. my com has been on for like more than 12 hrs already.. haha.. poor com.. i'm reli bored lah.. and i spotted 3 new nice songs! yippie! plus another one one some ppl friendster page.. and i dunno the song.. sighh.. oh ya. i found out the dnt website like finally.. but it didn't reli give mi alot of ideas.. in fact, nth came up to my mind lah.. so sad.. and i watched tv today! which is like RARE lah! haha.. watch some show on channel 5.. thanks to jere.. its nice.. yeaps.. tho i was quite lost at first.. haha.. alright..

actually.. i feel supppppper sad inside.. but i jus dunno wat.. maybe.. maybe i'm jus bad in expressing myself..

hais.. all these while i guess u've been the one.. but now, since u're gone.. wat can i do? jus one mistake and u're gone.. yeaps.. how dumb can a person get? i guess, thats it.. i tried toking.. but u keep ignoring.. wat else u wan mi to do? i cant blame anyone bout wat happened.. no one wants it to be like this.. but, maybe we shouldn't over-do things next time.. that is one lesson learnt on my 16th birthday.. wat a high price i had to pay.. it ruined it all..

happy lunar new year

2006-01-29T23:12:00.000+08:00

okayys.. thanks to all the ppl who concerned abt mi.. i'm feeling better alreadyy.. yeaps.. since i'm feeling better, i shall blog abt somethign nice todayy.. i wanna thank everyone who celebrated my birthday with mi.. (: thanks for the first 5 ppl who wished mi.. lion honey, jere lao pa, shumay slipper partner, xiao qin les partner and eun DEAR! yeaps.. i counted the top 20 ppl who wished mi la.. haha.. okay.. thats lame.. thanks for all the prezzie i received this year.. i did go AWW! haha.. (=

yesterday went to lao pa house.. ~~to eat reunion dinner~~.. haha.. so funny.. helped him packed his cupboard abit.. yeaps.. how neat can it get when i dun even pack my own cupboard.. haha.. then stayed to watch vcd awhile.. then i got scolded so i go home.. haha.. yeaps.. today not much problem waking up early.. went to church alone.. the trip there felt sooo long.. reached there.. then went home alone after service loh.. poor mi spending first day of new year alone.. haha.. its okayy.. at least i got time to rest.. plus do my ppt.. anione house wants ppl to visit de, i can go.. haha.. yeasps.. i slept from 6 plus to 9 plus then to 11 plus.. haha.. alrights.. i guess i shall go now? okayy.. bye everyone.. happy chinese new year or watever u call it.. (=

anw.. i got bored and saw this.. haha.. i'll show u some of the things that are quite true la.. or i dun think its true de.. lol..
Section 1: The Inner You: Your Real Motivation
You are a freedom-loving, strong-willed, and independent-minded individual, and you insist upon living your own life as you see fit, even if that means ignoring convention and tradition. In personal relationships you cannot be owned or possessed, and while you are willing to share yourself with another, you do not always adjust easily to the emotional give and take of a close relationship. Though intellectually open, you can be enormously stubborn, opinionated, and inflexible on a one-to-one level. You have strong convictions and feelings about fairness and equality, and you try to live by your ideals, but your ideals about how people SHOULD treat one another don't always take into account human weaknesses, differences, and needs. You probably dislike sentimentality and traditional gender roles and "games".

Section 2: Mental Interests and Abilities
Clear(?), objective, and realistic, you are unimpressed by exaggerated claims or promises. You insist upon being shown facts to back up any statement you hear, and your natural skepticism often borders on cynicism. You approach problems clearly and rationally and maintain your poise and objectivity even in the midst of critical situations. (haha!) Anyone seeking your advice is certain to get an unemotional and unbiased assessment of their situation(ahem!) , and you therefore make a good arbitrator or judge. You are thorough, conscientious, and disciplined in your thinking, and have an aptitude for business, organization, and administration. You are also a good strategist, and will plan and patiently follow a realistic course which will lead to your eventual success. Serious-minded and (not!) studious, you enjoy quiet time alone for thinking or reading.

my birthday! a disaster! watched i not stupid 2

2006-01-27T23:26:00.000+08:00

no matter how tired, sad or depressed i am, i tell myself to blog NOW! okayy.. these few days like that loh.. honey acc mi to buy ipod nano! then we go pierce earhole.. my 4th liao.. yeaps.. nth much le lah.. then today.. chinese new year celebration.. also my birthday i suppose? morning coem sch was welcomed by the b'dae song.. then the flower.. made mi carry whole day.. lucky not that big la.. then chirs made mi cry.. then i cried while doing amaths paper.. then cried during recess.. then after sch waited for them so long.. then i at first rushing de.. until i called.. then i noe.. haha.. ppl inviting 2 ppl going out together to go out together.. lame rite? do u get it? lol..

then after celebration, i cried.. then they played a while.. then waited for jere.. then come my house change.. then go watch movie loh.. haha.. wat did we watch? oh ya.. i not stupid 2.. yeaps.. then they went home.. while i go arcade.. alone.. yeap.. then went home loh.. waited for bus so long la.. haha.. now i'm so tired.. puffy eyes.. i think i'll sleep soon ba.. and i wan to let everyone noe.. that i'm not crying over anyone okay.. its jus a yearly thing that happens..

to the both of u: thank you for wat u guys had planned.. haha.. tho i dun reli know wats the purpose.. =X but thanks anyway.. sorry for my mood swings.. which made u all pei mi stand there for dunno how long.. lol.. THANK YOU!

to 7th kor: all i wan to say is.. please dun be mistaken hoh! and dun get the wrong idea yea?haha..

today totally sucked!

2006-01-23T23:35:00.000+08:00

OVERALL, today sucked!

went to parliament house.. it was kinda boring.. yeaps.. then went home.. was asked to go eat dinner.. was reluctant of cos.. then got pissed off while eating.. no mood to eat liao.. sat there wait for them eat finish.. one of the ex peircean work there.. yeap.. oh ya.. saw a few ppl i noe.. didn't call out any.. cos of some VALID REASON.. yeaps.. bought a new pair of sandals.. then nth else le ba.. oh yah.. smell grass so bad can? HUMPF! !@#$%^&* =(((

smell grass are u reading this?

okayy.. hope there's nth on on fri..

i cancelled everything le hoh..

so, you better be free ar.. okay!

and you have to go take with mi!

no matter wat..

cried at pop cos of 7th kor..

2006-01-22T21:52:00.000+08:00

alright.. have to blog before one week! lol.. anw, yesterday poc.. sad sad lah.. i cired like twicE? haha.. thats abit dumb i noe.. then dhab tot i worried abt passing or failing.. so, i got to noe my results in advance =X yeaps.. then dance nite! it was overall fun i guess.. all of us have to find a partner lah.. all guys confirm have girl partner.. cos not enough guys ma.. i partner marcus.. yupps.. then have to walk in goign under that thigny together.. i suddenly forget the name.. haha.. then the programme abit lame in the middle.. those best watever.. i think the enthu part is only at the first game loh..

the first game i gave out alot of things lah.. slippers, 2 rubber bands, necklace, earings.. haha.. so funny loh.. then blah blah blah la.. finally got song for us to dance loh.. then mi and marcus started dancing.. others followed.. marcus so funny lah.. teaching mi how to dance.. haha.. then got exciting part also.. ahem ahem.. MM! (= then dance with sc too.. a while nia.. most of the songs are fast song.. then everyone was like jumping and jumping.. then i tried to join in loh.. so, wont think of sad stuffs.. haha.. yea.. took photo with one sexy guy! and one hot guy! lols.. okay.. thats lame.. haha..

then went to amk.. ate abit of supper at mos.. i drank corn soup loh.. yeaps.. then went arcade for a while.. then went home by taxi.. then bathe, online a while, then off to bed.. yeaps.. then today went church loh.. and i'm not feeling well actually.. got flu.. and my throat very pain.. then after church.. went to buy the things i wanted to buy last week de.. but no more! so, bought another thing instead.. haha.. then went home loh.. raining so heavily somemroe.. lucky when i reach, only drizzle abit.. so, walked in the drizzle.. haha.. i dun like FLU! cant i jus have FEVER instead? haha..

tml going parliament house.. sian la.. i wanted to buy my present tml de.. see how ba.. cos tues not free.. then thrus dunno going out anot.. then left wed.. wat if wed also not free? then no need buy liao meh? haha.. i dun care! i have to buy it by thrus! the birthday card also not done yet.. oh ya! i left my file in ms tham's homeroom! and my test tube in amaths class! i broke a test tube the moment its given to mi.. haha.. clumsy mi.. then bought one back, havent give back, then left it in maths class.. i bet ppl will go take liao loh.. sighh.. so careless rite? haha.. nvm.. i shall try my luck tml ba..

hmms.. lets see.. wat else to blog abt? i dunno liao la.. i shall go off first.. damn.. i now sleepy liao leh.. and its like not even 10:30 yet! haha.. i've been sleeping before 12 this week loh.. except last 2 nites ba.. yeaps.. so today must sleep before 12 again! haha.. alright.. good nite everyone.. byebye! see u tml.. -hopefully-

cried twice last nite.. toked to koala.. haha

2006-01-16T22:44:00.000+08:00

haha... i cried twice last nite.. close interval.. yeaps.. at least kor toked to mi yesterday! JUMPS FOR JOY! haha.. then toked to someone else.. he told mi lots of stuffs la.. and i cried.. cos he threw away my precious thing.. yeaps.. how could he la.. at least ask if i wan it back ma.. i dun even have the final copy of it.. haha.. nvm.. its okay.. then today sch was quite slack i must say? hmms.. chem.. stood up for not bringing notes.. chinese was drawing my name all over.. i'm making a b'dae card! haha.. then phy.. hmms.. did some experiment.. then 2 periods of dnt.. haha.. slacked also.. was distracted too.. looking at some ppl in class.. okay.. shall not say further..

went to RP.. was alright i guess.. then meet mel. j.. and her fren.. yeaps.. then ate at kfc loh.. then went popular a while, then went home.. haha.. actually, i'm too lazy to go into detail today.. and i'm feeling tired already.. OMG! i forgot to watch PROJECT RUNWAY! damn.. i only noe the winner is that guy.. and i didn't get to see their designs.. sighh.. forget it then.. i'm going off now.. ciao everyone..

i got jealous after seeing someone's blogg..

2006-01-15T20:28:00.000+08:00

okayy.. i got jealous after seeing someone's blogg..

how dumb? i even ~~cried~~ lah.. silly mi..

it jus hurts mi.. i miss him.. i need him..

one week alreadyyy.. where is HE?!

he ~~promised~~ he'll be there for mi de..

he jus made that promise on 1st jan 03:19:49!

and now is like only the 15th la.. oh wait!

it was from last week ma.. so, its on the 8th!

his promise jus lasted for abt a week? hais..

watever lah okay.. YOU always break ur promise!

okay.. today went church.. wasn't late.. (= wanted to cry badly de.. but no tears came out.. i slept a bit during service.. =X guilty mi.. then i ended up thinking abt my dnt lah.. got 3 designs.. not bad rite? thx to yesterday.. (: i started and continued.. heehee.. went lunch.. ate.. then slacked a while.. then discipling class.. it was okay todayy.. then joked around.. then went to see pasar malam awhile.. i wanted to buy quite a number of things! gotta bring lots of money next week~!! BUT DUN ROB MI OKAY! (: then ate dunno wat la.. very nice leh.. yum yum.. haha.. i wan to eat it again.. okay! NEXT WEEK!!

then went home loh.. so boring leh.. x(

oh ya! i came up with a birthday wishlist!

i'm thinking of 16 things! lol! here it goes..

its not according to any order ar.. haha..

1- silver stainless necklace chain (cos Nz de broke)

2- a thumbdrive? (i DUN need GIGANTIC space)

3- a mp3! ipod nano! (i'm buying that soon!)

4- a nice white earphones? (not reli actually)

5- a sweet personalized thingy for myself..

6- handmade stuffs! (REAL handmade not those u buy from handmade shop.. haha..)

7- hellokitty? (haha.. BIG cute one!)

8- something that will makes mi go AWW..

okay.. i think i'll stop at half la.. cant think liao..

lols.. oh oh oh! i noe wat i RELI RELI WANT!

i want that particular special someone! =D

alright.. i was jus kidding.. cos i noe i'll never get it.. haha.. so, why think abt it? it only gets mi depressing.. haha.. kaes.. i might add on to my wish list someday! haha.. i shall go off for now ba... byebye~!!

2006-01-14T23:58:00.000+08:00

Got this test link from esther's blog.. haha..

You scored as Past.
Your depression is caused by your past. Something happened that you wish you could forget, but you can't. You think about it a lot, maybe are even haunted by nightmares of it, and wish you could have done something to change how things had turned out. You can't let go. The past consumes you.

Past - 81%
Love - 78%
Family - 72%
Lonliness - 63%
Friends - 63%
Stress - 47%
People - 44%
Death - 38%

yeaps.. this week have been TIRING.. i also dunno why.. then i was feeling super moody la.. but its not the ~~time of the month~~.. haha.. someone said it might be caused by the rain.. rain spoils my mood? not reli also la.. i love walking in the rain.. so, i dunno wats the cause of my sadness.. i think i going into depression la.. haha.. but i guess i'm feeling much better alreadyy.. tho someone else was feeling as moody as i am for the past few days.. haha.. okay.. he wont get to see this anyway.. lol..

okayys.. so.. yesterday.. cca's orientation.. was boring la.. tok to sec ones must have alot of patience ar.. its either they dun give a damn. jus smile smile when u tok to them.. or they keep saying "dun wan dun wan.." "i joining blah blah blah cca" then its like.. arrr.. like no use toking to them la.. got one ask a few questions abt sjab too.. then i so happy la.. then tok alot to her.. tho i dunno her name.. then at the end of it, i asked her "so, you're going to join sjab rite?" guess wat she say.. "oh.. no.. i not joining sjab.. i'm joining another cca" i was like.. act frenly and say "oh.. ic.. its alright then.. but do consider joining sjab okay.." then she walk away la! haiyo..

then walked around alot yesterday.. after that, went to TP kfc eat loh.. i was the slowest.. )= i saw 2 someone yestersday.. hahas.. then bought bread for my mum.. then went home with mel loh.. then reached home, bathe, online a while.. then sleep liao loh.. haha.. today leh.. went to meet the NZ ppl loh.. got a couple of us cannot make it la.. but at least we did some stuffs today.. yeaps.. saw many many pictures too.. nice! (= oh.. we ate canadian pizza for lunch too.. then quite late le.. some of us decided to go out eat dinner.. went to PS.. played arcade today! then ate bk.. haha.. then ended up walking round PS loh.. nth much also.. oh ya! i'm going for a mp3 hunt! and i think i found wat i wan to buy la.. i'll buy it within this 2 weeks! ((: and i'm gonna WRAP it.. haha.. okayys.. its MY SECRET! haha.. so lame lah.. then went home loh.. dunno how i ended up reaching home at 10 plus.. haha.. time flies real fast la.. then now so tired loh.. i guess i'll turn in soon ba.. heehee.. so.. see ya another time.. haha.. BYEBYE~!

friday 13th, got koala's books, went tp saw amn and nini

2006-01-13T23:08:00.000+08:00

alright.. today is friday the 13th!

nth reli bad has happened to mi lah..
haha.. i'm not superticious also lah.. lol..
anw, i promise i'll blog more tml kaes?
cos cca orientation has worn mi out..
and have to wake up early tml..

in case i'm gonna be late again.. yeaps..

so, see u all online tml kaes.. bye for now..

went for sluaghter then arcade

2006-01-10T23:38:00.000+08:00

heyheyy.. i'm so screwed lah.. my DNT!

i cant think of any ideas lahh.. its UNDONE!

hais.. okayys.. let mi jus say abt today..

morning was hetic! so dumb la.. hahas..

i woke up late.. and cant meet them at 9..

so msged bird saying i'll be late lah.. yupps..

then instead of rushing, wat did i do?

i went back to my dreamland lah.. haha..

then i only woke up when jowell called mi..

then i rushed down in a cabby.. yeaps..

then meet them at the mrt there loh..

then went to bugis.. then stayed there..

for quite some time loh.. not listening..

we were toking abt other things.. hahas..

then see the slaughter thingy loh.. so sad leh..

the goats so poor thing lahh.. hais.. )=

then went to bugis.. the girls shopped..

and i was so bored lah.. then go bugis street..

so squeezy loh.. i jus dun like bugis.. hurr!

then went to PS ARCADE~! like finally..

then played with one bear lahh.. fun fun!

ask the rest play, they also dun wan play those i normally play de ma..

then mi and one bear played ddr.. ((:

and PRICILIA WON! -claps + cheers!-

then we played para para too.. and..

PRICILIA WON again.. lols.. not bad ar..

but he beat mi in 2 other games also la..

then hit hit hit thingy.. and i dunno the other one..

then i left my phone with jowell!

he took it home la.. so went to meet him..

and get it back, then join the rest at j8..

then bougth A3 paper.. then go home loh..

wat a boring end of my dayy rite?

and, i'm not feeling very happy abt some stuffs..

cried on 8jan06 2:30am.. yeaps.. dunno why.. havent been toking to someone for quite sometime too.. hais.. and it jus makes mi feel so empty.. seeing him online.. and knowing that he's doing some other stuffs.. hais.. nvm.. i shall not feel depressed! this shouldn't be the way.. i must be cheerful! there's so many other ppl out there who can cheer mi up.. haha.. okok.. i'm feeling better.. yeaps.. out of my mind! alright.. i shall go sleep now.. and not think anymore.. byebye everyone..

my kindergarden fren plus some rejections

2006-01-09T23:31:00.000+08:00

heys.. gotta blog before everything piled up and i get lazy again.. haha.. before i say anything, i want to mention something IMPORTANT!! when i was in jakarta, i saw my kindergarden fren! i have not seen him for 11 years! he's so DAMN SHUAI la.. tall tall, tanned skin, wear specs, spike hair and he drives a car.. and he's also the one who drives his mum around.. how nice rite? okayy.. he's jus so cool la.. haha.. too bad ppl so shuai, sure got stead le la.. haha.. i sound so despo all of a sudden.. haha.. dun get mi wrong, i dun like him.. yeaps.. somemore, the sad thing is my mum doesn't let mi meet him for the second time! ARGHH! who noes i might get his e-mail or something.. haha.. ok.. PRIS STOP DREAMING! back to the main stuffs i wanna tok abt..

actually, i cant think of wat to say la.. i wanted to blog abt that shuai ge only.. haha.. oh yah.. i've been seeing word related to REJECTION! lols.. korkor jus said i reject eating dinner with him tonight.. another said i reject playing with him.. another said i reject other things.. haha.. i dun mean to reject.. but.. i dunno la.. okayy.. enuf of REJECTIONS.. i shall stop here.. haha.. tml holiday but going for the slaughter thingy.. yeaps.. need to wake up quite early loh.. haha.. alrights.. bye everyone.. (=

last part of NZ post!

2006-01-07T21:51:00.000+08:00

alright ppl.. i'm back to blogging..
after like 1month and 2 days! wow!
haha.. got miss mi ma? i bet u guys do! (:

kaes.. i''m gonna finish blogging abt the last part of my NZ trip now.. yes, i'm still at it.. haha..

okay.. so we stayed at kiwi paka..

not bad lah the place.. excpet the small rooms..

mi and eun in one room.. pathetic la..

2 beds squeezed in such a small room..

then its like no place to walk around that kind..

haha.. anyway.. its the most memorable part of the trip.. aww.. eun will noe why.. yupps..

okok.. shall not think abt it anymore!

then on the first nite we're there.. we check in and settled a while.. then we went to the restaurant there to have our dinner.. then it was quite dark already.. then mi, eun, jeriel and lincoln went for a walk? then it was so cold la.. yeaps.. (= -something to rem- haha.. then we went back.. slacked around.. yaya.. then jeriel hid something in our room! shall i say it out? hmms.. i shant then.. haha.. its our secret! then we sleep lah.. lol..

then the next day.. we went to dunno where lah.. and played alot.. they have things like, swoop, agrojet bungee and so on.. i did agrojet and swoop.. both with eun.. haha.. so fun! i love it so much! the swoop was funny! cos i was the one who is supposed to pull the thing ma.. then when we going up ar, i was telling eun, "wat if i dunno where to pull?" then i ask eun to trust mi and she trusted mi.. ((: then pulling that thing was scary okay.. jus when u pull, the thing will jus DROP! arghh we go! haha.. no warning de.. then took photos here and there loh.. yeaps.. then did shopping? yeaa.. i bought the least things i supposed.. eveyrone is like buying things for their family except for myself.. haha.. then we had dinner in some chinese restaurant la.. haha.. nice nice.. cos we havent eaten rice for such a long time.. haha.. then back to the kiwipaka loh.. then was slacking a while.. then 4 of us went inside the room lah.. then ate that thing.. haha.. jeriel was made to go up and down to get wat are needed.. haha.. then i ate a bit nia.. dun feel like eating already.. then i was lying on the bed loh.. yeaps.. okay.. something happened.. haha.. i wont say wat is it.. yeaps.. but dun anyhow think ppl.. u might be thinking of the wrong thing.. haha.. kaes.. guess thats all ba.. that was the warmest night i guess.. -nods-

then next day again.. time for us to go.. )= packed properly and went for breakfast.. then load our stuffs onto the bus.. then we went for ludge ride.. and watever else i forgot.. haha.. yah.. cable car to go up there.. haha.. oh wait! i forgot ludge ride is this 2nd say or first day liao la.. haha.. watever it is, we went to airport and fly back loh.. took a nice nap on the bus.. heehee.. then reached aiport.. got our boarding pass.. then went into the plane.. everyone changed seat la.. stupid stuffs happened in the plane too.. we barely take off, then mi and lincoln already have pillow fight! cos of some stupid stuffs.. haha.. then changed seat again.. then some embarrasing things happened too.. hais.. its okay.. its over already.. then every meal time, i pass most of my food to jeriel.. haha.. i need ppl to fed mi somemore.. lols.. okay.. thats lame.. then played cards.. with kcp guys.. yeaps.. we take turns.. haha.. then dunno why i ended up sitting with zhiwei.. then so funny la.. okay.. i dunno wat i typing alreadyy.. then reach s'pore.. so sadenning leh.. hais.. then last gathering.. hugged each other.. i cried.. a while nia.. then saw some of the gangie waiting for us.. so nice of them rite.. haha.. then went home loh.. so tired..

then my sleeping time changed alot la.. first few nights i sleep at around 8pm.. wake up 3am leh! so jia lat rite? then slowly slowly change back loh.. haha.. now back to the sleep 2am wake up 6am timing )= alright.. i'm done with NZ de la.. not gonna tok abt jakarta and xmas le.. too lazyy.. yeaps.. now, i will continue blogging le ba.. cos i realsied that staying at home not blogging is so sian la.. haha.. kk.. gtg for now.. byebyee.. remember to come back hoh.. =D

NZ trip! part 4!

2005-12-05T21:25:00.000+08:00

heyheyy.. so lets continue la.. ((:
where did i stop? oh.. caving!
so, we went into the cave one by one..
i forgot i went before or after who liao..
cos we keep changing our positions..
the going in hole was so small la..
and it wasn't the worst yet!
when we off our torches, its BEAUTIFUL!
those glow worms glowing! ((:
its jus like stars right in front of u.. xD
i can jus stay there and watch it!
haha.. anw, we continued on.. caving..
gone through many many cracks!
small ones indeed! have to wriggle ur way..
as the things happening in the cave was quite messy, i dun reli rem which is which crack..
i noe one of then have to slide down one..
i slipped! and fell! on my ~~BUM~~! ouchy!
lols.. then we got wet and stuffs lah..
this time cant keep myself clean! hahas..
unlike that time doing urban caving..
then there is this ultimate small crack..
the one u have to go like a spiderman!
after CHRIS went, i went second..
it was the worst of all i tell u.. arrgh..
i will never forget all of this loh! x)
then while wating for the rest,
CHRIS borrowed my torch lah..
to shine on the rest.. so, okays..
then after everyone passed that crack,
the torch was returned to mi..
but, it was 3/4 DEAD! irritating lah..
can on, few seconds, it off again..
so, have to survive without torchlight..
then blah blah blah lah.. lols.. okayy..
CHRIS left us on our own to find way out..
then after a while, we found it loh.. (:
oh yah.. while on the way out, i injured myself! i knocked my right shin against the rock la!
then i dunno why, i started crying.. =X
it was so painful okay.. then climbed out..
supposed to pose.. but i jus cant smile la..
so, looked up then down again.. yeaps..
then must climb back the stairs out..
and the path we walked down..
yeaps.. someone tot i was angry.. haha..
i wont be so petty la.. i'm so nice loh.. (:
then we saw the stars in the nite sky!
reli many many many stars! ((: nice!
then we sit the van back to campsite..
it was a very hard-to-say-moment..
maybe i'm paranoid.. but, i dun like it..
kaes.. got down the van.. so dark la..
then we changed outside our tents.. lol..
while the guys preparing the campfire..
then throw the clothes one side loh..
then mi, lydia, jasvin and mel wan to ~~pee~~..
eh wait.. yeaa.. i think is this 4.. lol..
then we went to the bush there..
get a spot each.. and said "1, 2, 3" lol!
then u can hear the 'shhh' sound! haha..
then pass the toilet roll round.. then done!
yeaps.. then we were all feeling cold la..
then go to the campfire there.. drink milo..
then ate one marshmallow! (: sweet.. lol..

my hands were reli feeling cold and numb la..

then something happened! i was shocked?!

yeaps.. but, aww.. kaes.. its for mi to noe.. (:

a sudden warmth flows in mi.. =D -smiles-

okayys.. thats it.. then time to sleep lah..

it was like midnight already lah.. haha..

then another thing that made mi go aww..

but, nope.. i went to sleep in the end.. (:

oh yah.. our tent was.. err.. like that..

then we got jeriel and lincoln to help us..

time was like at 1.15 am loh.. haha..

then i didn't want to sleep de.. but..

i slept! haha.. then next day wake up..

and its already the 5th and last day! ):

then had breakfast.. then packed up..

then CHRIS was like "hurry hurry!"

"i will drive the van at 8 o'clock SHARP!"

so, all of us hurried.. and on the van we go..

not enuf space.. so we squeezed together..

mi, jeriel and lincoln sat together.. yupps..

then the ride was rather bumpy! lols..

and we were the first to reach back opc..

last group to leave and first to reach!

then wash up.. packed.. and reli packed..

packed our chalets.. our luggage.. yeaps..

returned all the gears borrowed.. ((:

then go to youth developement centre..

aiyah.. dining hall.. and had our last meal..

we had PUMKIN SOUP! hmms..

and as everyone noes.. i dun like veggies!

hais.. but WICKED CHRIS made mi eat!

so, i poured abit on my spoon.. BUT!

WICKED CHRIS poured alot into my bowl!

lucky jeriel changed seat with CHRIS..

so, jeriel was the one seated beside mi..

then every mouth i take, i pour a spoonful into jeriel's bowl! haha.. and he helped mi eat.. (:

but at least, i did eat some okay! haha..

then each group did the dishes ouselves..

then we have last so-called meeting?

then have to ans 4 questions.. rahh!

after that, got our certs.. heehee..

i gave bjorn his.. and chris gave mi..

then yeaa.. DISMISS! -sobs

i got to hug CHRIS! and touch his hair!

haha.. then we board the coach..

and headed for kiwi pakayha.. lol..

and once again, i shall stop here!

haha.. tiring leh.. lols.. left 2 more days!

the agrojet thingy and going back day..

be patient ppl.. i'll TRY to blog tml..

remember to come back and read!

lols.. i sound so despo wanting ppl to read.. haha.. watever larhs.. jus read! hehes..

yeaps.. gtg liao.. byebyeee! (:

~must read hor! hahas!~

NZ trip part3!

2005-12-03T19:53:00.000+08:00

okays.. back to write abt day 3 in opc!

lols.. provided i can remember the details..

but i'll try to write as much as possible! lol

alrite.. days 3, is our mountain day!

we climbed the mountain named.. err..

something starts with the letter 'T' la..

haha.. we sat in the van and drove there..

as in, to the foot of the mountain la..

then there is this trek, leading upwards..
yeaps.. our leaders for the day was..

lydia and melissa! there were great! (:

we went up and up and up and up..

reli never ending loh.. it was tiring!

everytime we see more light,
we were like super happy lah..

encouraging each other that we're reaching..

but the fact is, we are still far from it..

anw, we stopped somewhere halfway..

CHRIS said we were doing great!

we stopped a while to munch on dog biscuits!

thats wat they call it in opc..

but they aren't reli DOG BISCUITS la..

its taste super duper nice! yum yums!

then after eating that, we continued..

and everyone seemed charged up..

like wat everyone in my group said....

"lydia fly up after eating dog biscuits!"

i guess that reli gives us more energy..

after a while of long tiring walk, we reached!

when the tall tress cleared, we knew....

we've reached the top! *screams*

we were up on that mountain! wow!

the view was awesome! undescribeable!

u have to be there to experienced it..

looking at the view from the top,

all the tiredness seems to fade away..

we started taking pictures and all.. yupps..

sadly, my cam de batt dunno go where..

so, never bring my cam to NZ la.. wasted!

but guess wat? i found it like only NOW! -.-

at least i've found it.. its never too late!

then we also had our lunch there.. hmms..

as we reached the top earlier than expected,

we get to stay up there a little while longer..

someone took my photo without permission!

lols! and was caught by mi! ~~unprofessional~~!

haha.. so, we took a proper one la.. -smiles-

then its time for us to head down..

cos we wanna have a try of the hot pool!

leader this time was mi and bjorn!

got lost somewhere for a while..

then back on track.. =X yupps..

going down is painful for the toes..

i've got myself a few undeveloped blisters which did not develop in the end.. hahas..

i twisted my ankle too.. got sound leh!

so painful loh.. but, i jus have to ren..

and as we continue walking down,

i've forgotten about the pain-ness! yeaps..

then soon, we found our way out! x)

took the van to the hot springs la..

then pay duno how much.. i forgot..

changed into our swimming costumes..

and down into the pool we go! haha..

it was so paiseh loh.. with the guys around..

ended up guys one end, gers one end..

haha.. we only went in for barely 1/2an hr..

then we have to go liao.. cos of dinner duty..

day 2 never do ma.. so, pu chang loh..

so, we had dinner larhs.. and another talk..

today was robyn.. toking bout animals?

some endangered animals lah.. yupps..

then went to bathe.. alone this time..

cos eun bathe already.. yups.. its abit scary..

cos there is no other sound in the toilet..

yeaps.. then wat else? oh! i remembered!

this this the ~~scary~~ nite.. yeaps..

something happened.. everyone woke up..

and more thigs i shan't say.. yeaps..

then we decided to turn in.. so we did..

and it was already the 4th day in opc!

which is our overnight expedition!

woke up, did our last breafast duty! ):

i rem bjorn did something! haha.. bad boi!

i shall be nice and wont say out.. yupps..

then morning duty as usual.. boringg..

then got ready for overnite expedition!

went to resort centre to pack our things..

including sleeping bags and the mats..

my bag was so heavy larh! for mi la..

i need someone to help mi hold it first..

then i 'm able to carry it properly.. lol..

then we had our lunch before setting off..

and we WALKED all the way there leh!

with our heavy bags.. rahh~!

have to walk some not nice paths la..

someone broke his promise loh! haha..

yeaps.. we reached our campsite only at like 5 plus? or 4 plus? or 6 plus? around there la..

haha.. then we pitched our tents..

girls one tent, guys one tent.. yeaps..

oh! we caught KELVIN snoring! haha..

and we took a photo of it somemore!

then after the tent was done, we had dinner?

forgot wats that thing called la..

CHRIS made it for all of us..

anw, we were supposed to clean the cans la..

then have to open both sides ma..

and i got so much difficulties la..

using the can opener.. so paiseh leh..

its reli cannot cut open de loh.. haha..
okayy.. back to the dinner! arghh!

CHRIS and KELVIN made mi eat veggies!

they were like, "have to finish it all by yourself! no one is supposed to help her eat.." ):

i was nibbling like a rabbit like that.. haha..

and i dropped one of the veggie on e ground!

then i counted 1 to 10 la.. and i said: "oh.. 10 secs liao.. somemore i ain't desperate.. so, i dun have to eat it anymore rite?" then they still made it eat it lah.. )):

but lincoln helped mi eat one of the veggies in the end! (: if not i'll take longer.. haha.. thx!

then when ppl are getting ready for caving, i'm still seated at the same spot, eating the veggies.. and drinking lots of water to wash it down.. it was horrible! ): anw, its over already! haha..

I ATE VEGGIES! LOTS OF THEM!

thats quite an achievement for pricilia!

yeaps.. then off for the CAVING~!

it was another long long walk there..

but it wasn't very tiring this time..

cos we were all chatting here and there!

jeriel, bjorn and mi was chatting things bout frens? abit on love? lols.. it was kinda funny..

then it was quite dark already loh..

by the time we reached the cave, its dark..

and we have to wait outside the cave..

cos chris have to go back and fetch lydia..

the waiting time outside the cave was quite.. yah.. nice..? (: ~~i dun mind waiting longer~~! haha..

keas.. i think i'll continue again next time?

haha.. today not bad liao loh..

wrote on more than one day de things..

haha.. kaes.. gtg liao.. byebyes..

-ding dong- THANK YOU! x)

AND PLEASE COME AGAIN! lols!!

~jus a little more to go~

NZ trip! part 2!

2005-11-29T22:45:00.000+08:00

PS: i'm too lazy to undo the underlines stuffs, so ju smake do with it lah kaes..

alrity.. i've been quite busy these few days..

so, i didn't get the chance to continue..
had hospital duty.. and it was boring?
will blog abt it by the end of this week..

cos its gonna last mi for the whole week.. ):

oh ya.. we went mama foong house today..
i was super late.. cos hospital duty ended at 6?

and i'm only able to leave 5 mins early.. lol..

so, they waited for mi for gift exchange! lol..

anw, took cabby down to her house from CGH!

cost mi $10++.. i'm already so broke la.. lol..

then went up to change, then down again..

joined them in the number game.. haha..
only saw lincoln doing the butt thingy..
maniam doing the dunno wat mama thingy..
and CHRIS! catwalk! after chasing him..

then exchanged prezzie.. haha..

mine got mixed up with anthea's.. lol..

but it was alrite larhs.. thx everyone! (:

then chatted awhile.. abt some things..

and as usual.. WHO AND WHO thing..

lols.. and it was time to go..

we decided to meet up on another day..

yupps.. my hols are packed larhs..

wonder is there even time for homework..

but i whole the whole damn stack of papers!

aiyah.. who cares? will i ever do them? lols..

okay okay.. i shall continue abt OPC! LOL

okayys.. where did i stop the last time?

oh.. first day.. so now is second day!

which is also the WATER DAY! whees..

we did tube rafting! it was kinda fun..

oh yah.. morning breakfast+clean ups..

then went to resort centre to get ready..

we were supposed to pump the tubes la..

yupps.. and bring it to the place where we were gonna start our rafting! WICKED!

and so, we have to built the raft ourselves!

think of the structure too larhs..

ours is 3 by 4 or 4 by 3.. watever it is..

lol.. cos they are 12 of us.. yupps..

jacob and ms chng was with us.. (:

OH OH OH! i almost forgot something!

wearing the WET SUIT was hell lah..

i dun noe how long did i spent doing it..

it jus, ARR.. irritating lah! but it was done..

back to making the raft.. yupps..

i cant tie tight lah.. dunno wats the prob..

so i only helped to press down.. yeaaps..

we had our lunch after building the raft..

did i mention i didn't eat first day lunch?

cos it contains veggie! but i ate on 2nd day..

cos i had one with no veggie.. -smiles- ((:

then off for our tube rafting! muahaha..

i was seated behind lincoln at the begining..

then we went to the wrong rapids..

we went to the small one instead of big one..

so, all of us went to the shore, got off..

then we walked up the rapids.. 4 by 4..

holding on to each other's life vest.. yupps..

crossed it, and chris pulled the raft to us..

then this time i dunno why, we changed seat..

i was seated beside christopher, behind jeriel..

then it was uncomfortable.. the tube la..

one side so fat.. then super unbalanced..

i have to hold on to the rope la.. HURR..

and i cant reli paddle with one hand..

then we kept dropping off the raft..

so we had to pull each other up larhs..

then we stopped somewhere again..

cos our raft need to be mended abit?

tighten up some ropes.. blah blah..

drink some nice hot orange drink..

and we head off to our last rapids..

guess wat? my side was unbalanced?

and so, i fell off the raft lahs.. >.<

i was being dragged under the raft..

brushed my whole body against the stones!

it was painful loh.. jeriel fell too..

both of us swam to the shore..

and the water was freezing cold loh..

when we got up, it was.... COLD!

we waited for the rest to come to shore too..

thats the end of our tube rafting.. ):

untied evrything.. and i was help more!

i helped to untie quite a few knots?

cos i've got fingernails! i never cut it ma..

yeaps.. at least i dun feel so helpless..

then we carry them up and cross this bridge..

its kinda high.. but its not scary?

tho it does shakes here and there..

and i wanted to empty the water in my boots..

i was holding to the watever thing..

then lift up my leg lah.. it was normal..

then JACOB saw wat was i doing lah..

so malu loh.. he keeps harping on it..

yeaps.. wanted to go hot pool de..

but no time liao.. so, only eat the thingy..

from dunno wat puya or something?

ate the potatoes.. yum yum.. (:

then actually we rushed back cos my group is supposed to do dinner duty that nite..

but team 3 nicely did it for us..

so, we exchanged duty day lah.. yupps..

after dinner, got presentation by CHRIS!

this is much better than the talks..

we got to play some kind of game..

like treasure hunt.. find and do things..

then we are gorup in thress lah..

cannot from the same group ppl..

so my groupgot eun, ben and mi..

and we got 72/100! -big grin!

we won a packet of sweets! (:

then mi and eun bathed.. cold cold!

then err.. sleep loh.. i guess.. lol..

okayy.. this tiring.. lols..

one day happenings need to type alot..

and seriously, i'm lazy lah.. =X

so, i'll continue 3rd day next time lah..

haha.. yeaps.. stay tuned kaes! byee (:

~NEW ZEALANDIE!~

NZ trip!

2005-11-26T17:17:00.000+08:00

as some of u might have known..

i blogged abt NZ yesterday morning..

wat happened? my house ~~BLACKOUT~~!

like wat the hell lah.. all GONE!

so, i'm gonna re type.. -sians-

as detailed as possible.. haha..

i noe its kinda outdated blogging abt it now..

but, its for my OWN REFERENCE! x)

you guys can choose not to read it..

HERE WE GO HERE WE GO! -chris!-

erhem.. so as i was saying.. at the airport..

joined back the queue, and into the plane..

was seated with mr wong at first.. yeaps..

and he kindly change seat with mdm foong..

still as stressing lah.. haha.. but its okayy..

got pretty bored.. mama foong slept..

so i slept too.. lol.. and yah..

some ppl saw my ~~awkward sleeping position~~!

shhh.. dun tell anione kaes.. so malu la.. =X

then we reached NEW ZEALAND! -woots!-

when we look out of the plane window,

it was allllll GREEN! unlike s'pore.. =X

yeaps.. then we took this long bus ride to opc..

saw lots of moo moos and meh mehs..

oh! we've got 30NZ dollars each! not bad eih?

we stopped at some place to eat lunch..

then back onto the bus.. it was BORING!

as usual, pricilia is tempted to play dai di..

and she did.. haha.. i played with the kcpians..

the first 3 that i toked to.. heehee..

low zhi wei, eugene loo and jeriel goh.. haha..

then their teacher joined in too..

if i remembered correctly, ms chng? (:

loser get spiders on their hand.. haha..

i only got 3! not bad liao loh.. lol..

then we got kinda tired? and we slept..

i dunno how i woke up but i did.. haha..

then it was nearing opc already.. yeaps..

checked in, and went for dinner.. lol..

the next 2 kcpians i noe was theo and simon..

cos we were sitting at the same table..

had dinner and some briefing by PADDY!

paddy waddy is his name; i think? lol..

then was broken up into our groups la..

at first i was with maniam.. lol..

cos 2 pris, dunno which is which ma..

but in the end changed back to GROUP 1..

`aneza`ros`mel`bjorn`jeriel

`lydia`jasvin`lincoln`chris`mi!

and instructor crazy CHRIS~ wicked! x)

then cant reli remember wat happened..

i think we turned in for the night? haha..

rise and shine! we have breakfast duty!

and the next kcp i tok to was mel.. (:

we were doing toasting bread together..

we reckon that was the best duty of all!

haha.. cos in the morning very cold..

toasting bread keeps u warm.. smart eih?

had to do the dishes too.. not bad lah..

then we did morning duty too..

-sweep and mop the dining hall floor..

-and clean resort centre toilets..

-sweep the walkway to resort centre..

i mop floor and sweep walkway.. yeaps..

then get our gears loh.. big big bagpack..

heavy boots.. many clothings.. lol..

packed abit, then went for our adventure!

first, we walked to a place that has TBG..

-stand on something and watever-

lol.. i dunno the name.. haha..

we have to stand on this log-like thing..

and arrange ourselves according to b'dates..

i'm the 2nd oldest in the group.. heehee..

-blow the whistle-

we have to reach a-quite-high whistle..

and have to blow it for at least 5 sec..

so, bj stood on jeriel's shoulders and blew it..

-nitro crossing-

but a little different.. its not straight..

its sideways a bit, so have to swing one round..

abit gao na du lah.. haha.. but fun..

then we BUSH BASHED to another place..

and we did URBAN CAVING! think so..

then mi and lydia was wearing WHITE!

and chris wanted to make us DIRTY..

so bad rite? but he failed to do so! haha

mi and lydia came out the first sewage clean!

so, he wants us to go first for the next one..

and i was the one going in first! lydia 2nd..

came out only dirtying 2 patches on my knees!

lydia's shirt wasn't dirty either! -grins

AREN'T WE GREAT HUH? i noe we are..

next went to the flying fox there? yupps..

i'm the second to go! and wants to go again..

but chris said no.. ): once per person.. )):

after that, we climbed this many stairs..

it feels like its never ending lah.. -pants

we keep going up, but its's even highger!

and finally, we reached the top! -screams

and walked back to opc.. haha.. yeaps..

no time to bathe, so changed first la..

then we went to eat dinner.. yumm..

then got this leadership tok by JON..

it was boring lah.. but i didn't sleep! did i?

no i didn't! i noe i didn't.. haha.. yupps..

then mi and eun went to bathe loh..

washed a bit of clothes.. then sleep? lol..

kaes.. thats first day in opc for my group..

in case i miss out anything, can tell mi..

yeaps.. i must stop here and post it first..

in case something happens and everything gone!

haha.. yupps yupps.. will be continued!

maybe tml? if i have the mood and time to..

haha.. yeaps.. k lah.. byebyes! (:

~i miss new zealand, opc!~

finally.... hk and opc! (:

2005-11-24T20:38:00.000+08:00

i'm like, reluctant to come in here.. haha..
but, i have to yeaa.. lol.. hmms..
hk trip.. yeaps.. i went DISNEYLAND!
i was a hell lot of fun.. -nods
didn't reli buy alot of things cos no money..
and i was typing the blog on neopets first..
then i copy paste..
somemore only can have a few words at a time..
so, its like crap la.. so sickening.. yeaps..
nth reli happened in hk already.. so..
i guss i'll tok abit on new zealand trip ba..

14th nov 2005
like usual, pricilia doing things last min again..
only started packing that very dayy..
then i forgot to bring some things la..
then on the way out saw jo and yr..
so, they went in the car too.. thx eun's family.. (:
then reached airport.. it was still so early..
then changed into bumble bee jersey.. lol..
mum came.. was like, wat is she doing here la..
then ate bk with maniam, jo and ren..
then we went into that thing, and on our way..
while the rest queing, i ran to nearest phone..
and i called lao pa they all.. and 7th kor..
was hurried back and join back the queue..

errr.. paiseh..i'll continue next time can?

cos i'm sleepyyy.. lol.. yeaps.. byes.. (:

2005-11-09T21:11:00.000+08:00

heyys.. i'm using a com which cannot type eng word!
so, i'm having a super hard time typing jus all this..
i'll tell u more on how i managed to type all this when i come back..
so for now, i jus wanna say i'm fine la.. HAHA..
like who cares rite? LOL.. and i miss all of YOU!
and.. i'm going to HK disneyland in 2 days time!
but i heard that its very small lah.. haha..
but better then nth rite?? whees.. ((:
yeaps.. gtg.. byee!

at aiport going to hk

2005-11-08T14:14:00.000+08:00

heys! i'm at changi international aiport!
whees.. flying real soon.. ((:
i'm gonna miss my dear.. EUNICE TEO!
heehee.. oh ya.. i cant find the whistle..
so, i think u should buy one for urself k..
next i'm gonna miss MY 7th KOR!
-and u better miss mi too kaes..-
btw, i'm smsing him now lah..
cos i decided to bring my hp to play games..
7th kor! u better come okayys..
no see first, no 50 50 too.. only have yes..
haha.. k lah.. i shall not be so evil..
dun go then dun go loh.. hurr..
not as if i'm dying for u to go ma.. haha!
yeaps.. next i'll miss YVONNIE!
no more late nite calls from her anymore..
and my lao ma.. MANIAM! haha..
haha.. plus miss other ppl lah.. lol..
kaes.. i think i gtg in liao.. yeaps..
so, byebye everyone! see ya..
will be back on the 12th..
but i think will pass midnight de.. bye!
~7th kor!~

jus blogging..

2005-11-06T22:08:00.000+08:00

heys.. there's nth specific to blog abt..

so, i'm here for pure fun! haha..

flying off the HK on the 8th.. whees..

will only be back on the 12th late nite..

then going to NZ on the 14th.. heehee..

till the 22nd.. then in s'pore a while..

then i'll go back to jakarta.. haha..

i'm like flying here and there lah.. so fun!

i jus looked at the class photo..

and thought of someone.. hmms..

kaes.. better stop till it gets deeper..

oh yah.. i dreamt of someone last nite..

like finally lah.. haha.. not say i wan lah..

but, i've been dreaming of so many ppl ma..

then now his turn.. yeaps.. but, its a DREAM..

a dream which will never come true.. haha..

i sound so.. i dunno how to say lah..

now this reminds mi of 7th kor.. lol..

okayys.. from nth to blog about, to now..

crapping so much shit out.. haha.. lamee..

going jogging again tml.. my last one..

then mac talk in the evening.. whees..

dunno go for wat also.. but, jus go la.. haha..

kk.. i gtg liao.. wanna play game liao..

~7th kor! are u reading this?? lol~

ur see first better be a YES this time!

less than 15 mins

2005-11-05T11:17:00.000+08:00

sighh.. fall asleep at around 1am..

i... i... arghhh.. watever..

going out with my bnco mates..

can u believe it? anco is coming..

and i'm still going out with bnco frens..

haha.. we're so in touch lah.. lol..

oh yah.. was promoted yesterdayy..

my CPL rank is still new lehh..

its like, less than 6 months lah..

now SGT liao.. so fast loh..

and i dun feel happy or wat.. cos..

i dunno leh.. so fast SGT..
reli didn't think that the promotion will
be so soon lah.. haha..

but have to wear old rank for anco..

okayys.. gtg liao lah.. have to get ready..

meeting them soon at tampines.. whees.. (:

~few more days till i fly!~

off to kunming they go.. )':

2005-11-05T00:16:00.000+08:00

off to kunming they go.. ): bye all!

yesterday church outing was okay..

except for a bike dropped on mi.. hurr..

went for dinner after that..

got crazyy for some time.. HAHA

today sjab.. noble was pathetic..

5 out of 16.. one thrid only leh..

then went tp for lunch.. then shopping..

with mel and yvon.. maniam la..

wan to buy dunno wat track pants..

we took 163 all the way to seng kang..

ended up, buy nothing.. bleah..

oh.. we bought books for next year..

gonna try to do some time.. TRY.. uh huh..

went home.. then slacked awhile..

sneaked out to sch.. at around 10pm..

cos wanted to send them off ma.. yeaps..

then got somethng happened lah.. sighh..

went home crying.. and thx jere..

for accompanying my walk home..

was so hesitant at first.. yes or no?

in the end, no.. yuppx.. NO! haha.. i'm mad..

lalala.. so, 18 days is it?? yupp..

by now, i think they reached airport liao..

wonder they check in the ma.. i dun think so..

i think i'm toking to myself again.. rahh!

SLAP SLAP SLAP! SLAAAAAAAAAPS~!!

oh ya! something came today.. haha..

4, 5, 6, 7, 8.. hopefully 5 days.. heehee..

so, on the 8th can go hongkong peacefully..

(: grins* kaes.. nth else to say.. byeee..

~~take care kaes.. trying not to miss u..~~

whole hetic week!

2005-11-03T10:27:00.000+08:00

unable to wake up late tho its holiday..

mon, morning exercises
tue, swimming
wed, morning exercises
thrus, church outing
fri, shopping maybe?

and i have to pack my luggage already..

i'll be leaving for 2 countries this month..

gonna miss a hell lot of ppl.. ):

like, wats the point of missing them rite?

sighh.. its okay! will still miss them tho!

haha.. went for some funeral.. yeaps..

its my second time in my whole life i think..

hmms.. i dunno wat to say anymore..

oh ya! i remembered wat i wanna say!!

SHUMAY THEY ALL SO BIAS!

humpf!! bias people.. hahas..

for some dumb reason lah..

shall not say it out.. lol.. BIIIIIAS!!

hahas.. kaes.. i go liao lah..

if got anything to say then will blog again..

~does he even realise i'm here?~

something so true like my heart.. ):

2005-10-31T17:09:00.000+08:00

i reli miss u when u're not around.

i dunno what it is about u.

is it bcos of all the sweet things u do?

is it bcos u make mi laugh?

is it bcos u're so weird?

or is it bcos we have so much fun together?

maybe its a little bit of everything.

all i know that is i'm happy when u're around

and i miss u when u're gone.. ):

Like little sprinkles of love,

ur smile has touched my heart.

It sparkles here, it glitens there,

and tears my fears apart.

Like little sprinkles of love,

ur laugh can make my day.

A giggle here and a giggle there,

can chase my blues away.

with ur little sprinkles of love,

there's nothing i cant do..

back from sec 2 camp

2005-10-28T22:43:00.000+08:00

hellos.. back from sec2 camp..

it was overall fun.. esp campfire!
except for being in my group..
cos its kind of, unplesant for mi.. ):
but its alrite.. at least its 2 out of 3..
not 3 out of 3.. haha.. its running dryy..
anw, ogrez was great towards the end..

not likethe first day.. (: yeaps.

nth much to comment on the camp..

SUDDENLY, i dun feel like blogging anymore..

~be frens will die is it?~

never go church..

2005-10-23T21:42:00.000+08:00

mum dun let mi go church today! ):

for dunno wat stupid reason la okay..

hope its not gonna be permanent..

-prays hard-

anw, found out she copied another thing..

but ITS OKAY! its widely used la..

but not THAT okay!! still dun wanna change..

))): i'm so not happy about it.. ))))))))))):

but wat can i do rite?? wait and see loh..

yvon came.. and i slept.. so tired..

she changed blogskin.. its nice..

and helped mi add something in mine..

i changed skin yesterday.. update today..

yeaps.. i think got something wrong..

the date thingy.. but dun care la.. haha..

kaes.. shall stop here ba.. byees! x)

~muack muack muack!!~

i'm sick.. SHES SUCHA COPYCAT!

2005-10-22T19:49:00.000+08:00

not feeling well these few days..

should be due to the jab.. its painful..

left arm so lifeless now.. yeaps..

anw, i wanna complain something now..

SHE'S SUCH A COPYCAT!!

for goodness sake la..

bloody copycat loh..

that can only be used by mi and some other ppl okay!
wat rights have u got to copy it?!
ggrrrrr....

i cried again

2005-10-16T00:57:00.000+08:00

i cried again

this cant go on..

few papers more to go..

2005-10-12T22:01:00.000+08:00

hellos.. exam period.. like duh.. anw..
i think i studied the most this time..
seriously.. when did anyone see mi study?

but i did this time.. or at least bother to read..

except for one la.. amaths loh.. haha..

tml is amaths.. I NEVER PRACTICE AT ALL!

i intended to go in the class and sleep for 2 hr!

but.. if mr cheng is there, sure cannot de..

so, see tml how ba.. i know nuts about amaths!

or maybe, i noe abit of matrix? haha..

cos its the last chapter he taught.. dumb..

oh.. actually, i have a number of ppl to thank..

firstly.. yvon ba? yeaps.. thx mummy!

she accompanied mi to study social studies la..

haha..till 12 plus in the morning.. yeaps..

i keep hearing a recording lah.. so i know abit..

as in, it gets in my mind faster.. yeaps..

thx for accompanying mi that nite/morning..

and maing sure that i dun sleep while studying..

secondly.. my dear lao po! ((: heehee..

she sent mi a msg before emaths paper..

reminding mi to study and dun sleep.. haha..

i seem to be sleeping alot while studying yea?

haha.. yeaps.. thx for all your encouragements..

i'm so lucky to have u as my lao po lah.. haha..

thridly.. is my lao pa! haha.. he's so nice la..

he taught mi TOURISM! (: big percentage leh..

from nothing to alot of things! thank you!! (:

we played some stupid game to memorise them..

and i memorise quite alot of them.. yuppx..

except some missing word here and there nia..

but jus nowthe exam, it doesn't look promising?

dunno lah.. hope everythings fine for mi..

actually, so far all the paper like very.. i dunno la..

i feel so relaxed leh.. like its not exam..

like studying for normal test.. yeaps..

told u i dun feel the exam mood liao.. which is bad..

amaths, phy and chem tml leh.. 3 sunjects!

how to study all rite? quite done with phy..

no hope in chem.. i reli cant make it for chem..

then amaths, no need say liao lah.. haha..

how i wish i can jus skip that paper la..

then can sleep longer, or learn more sci.. lol..

cos i wont be doing the paper ma.. waste of time..

oh.. i got something to blog abt last saturday!

hmms.. too lazy to say now la.. will say it next time..

haha.. yeaps.. so, i think i should go now la..

read more chem.. hope its gonna be easy.. haha..

anw, i'm not in a good mood la.. can u tell?

i bet u cant la.. its okay.. i must be strong! (:

oh.. another thing.. there's 2 MAD COWS at home!

~good luck everyone, esp mi!~